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Yun Xiang saw that I was in a trance, and he didn't stay long, so he comforted me a few words and went on an errand. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
I looked out the window, the weather in late spring and early summer, warm but not hot, all kinds of flowers bloomed brightly, all kinds of birds sang happily, so a great scenery, but I felt that this beauty was extraordinarily dazzling, extraordinarily unreal.
A few days later, the queen suddenly came with bad news that the queen was critically ill.
I quickly packed up and went to visit. I can't say how close I am to the Queen, or whether she really likes me, but at least she's a person who always calls me sister and always smiles at me. At the same time, she is also a cultivated woman that I rarely respect in this era, so no matter how I don't care about the world, I have to go to see her, just take care of her for so many years!
From Yongfu Palace to the queen's bedroom, along the way, I kept thinking of how beautiful she was when I saw her in the Fourth Master's Mansion that year. In her life, she was thinking about Yinzhen everywhere, and never let him be distracted by the jealousy of the women in the house; before and after becoming the queen, she was so amiable, graceful and luxurious, she perfectly played the role of the mother of the world; she managed the fourth master's mansion for him, and later took care of all the trivial matters of the harem for him in an orderly manner, and never complained or requested; she won a good reputation for Yinjin, and at the same time, she also avoided worries about his success.
Yin Zhen has always respected her very much, but I know that she may not be uncommon in this respect, everything she does is just for his love, but this, she is like the Beatitudes Jin did not get until her death. From Fujin to the queen, from Hongyan to Chi Dusk, the hope that has supported her for so many years finally made her tired, she decided to give up, and since then Yinzhen has lost a virtuous helper, and Daqing has also lost a good queen.
When I entered the queen's bedroom, I found that almost all the concubines were there, and Xiaoyun was also standing there, as if she didn't expect me to come, and when she saw me, she was stunned for a moment, I wanted to smile at her, but I found that this kind of occasion was not suitable for laughing.
I walked to the queen's bedside, and then the man who was guarding the queen's bedside turned around, with a beard on his face, a haggard face, and even his eyes were a little confused. The cheeks are also sunken a lot. I was stunned, I hadn't seen him like this for a long time, and I was in a trance for a while. He seemed to be stunned for a moment, and then whispered: "The queen was still talking to you just now, you can talk to her!"
I nodded, and he left with the others.
I sat on the edge of the queen's bed, gently holding the queen's hand, which was once soft and fair, but now it has lost its luster and a layer of skin.
She felt me and slowly opened her eyes, her hair was scattered on the pillow, her face was unusually pale, her slightly open eyes looked very hollow, her originally round cheeks were now very thin, her chin was pointed, and her lips were not bloody.
She squeezed out a smile, but the pain in her body replaced it with a painful expression, and I quickly took some water and moistened her mouth. It took a long time for her to recover and say, "I'm glad you can come." ”
My eyes were wet, and I said softly: "My sister should have come a long time ago, isn't it my sister's." ”
She shook her head and said, "I don't blame you, I know what you have suffered, my child was suddenly gone before, I can understand that feeling." Now I'm going to see my only miserable child, and I, the mother, have kept him waiting too long. ”
I hurriedly said: "Sister, don't say that, my sister Jiren has her own natural appearance, and she will definitely get better." ”
She smiled weakly and said, "I know my life, my sister doesn't have to persuade me, I've been tired for so many years, and it's time to rest." In the future, the emperor will have to worry more about his sister, and his sister will not be in a stalemate with the emperor. I see the emperor's heart for you, I'm afraid that all the women in the harem can't compare to you, if I can change to my sister's point, this life will be worth it. Unexpectedly, in the end, he didn't even leave a child ......"
The queen suddenly coughed when she said this, I quickly patted her on the back, she seemed to want to say something, but she couldn't say what's wrong, after a while, all the people heard the sound and came in, and the doctors were at the forefront, and I was so isolated from the crowd, and I didn't even have a chance to say the last few words of gratitude to the queen.
Two days later, the queen died.
I have witnessed too many deaths, Concubine Liang, Kangxi, Concubine De, my child, Bafujin, and now the queen, I suddenly feel that life is actually so fragile, I can't withstand too much at all. Why don't people see this? instead of cherishing life, they have to fight for those empty things with their lives?
After the death of the queen, Yinzhen seemed to be much older, he guarded the spirit of the queen for a few nights, maybe when he lost it, he realized the preciousness of the woman next to him, maybe he wanted to make up for the debt he owed to her before, but the queen could no longer see it.
In short, the Forbidden City has since lost laughter and sadness.
After the queen's funeral was over, the most important thing in the Forbidden City was to establish a new queen, and the ministers of the court and the central government were hindered by the power of Nian Gengyao, and they all went up to recommend Nian's family, Yinzhen did not oppose or agree, such an attitude made people think that the emperor had acquiesced to Nian's. For a while, Nian's status is increasing day by day, and people are becoming more arrogant, but so far she has not come to my Yongfu Palace to show off, probably because of what happened last time and made her feel palpitations.
After the death of the queen, I heard from the thirteenth that Yinjin's mood was depressed for a while, but I just heard about it, because he still hasn't come to my Yongfu Palace. I don't know why he was so concerned that he couldn't breathe for so long. However, my heart is also a person who refuses to bow his head, and the result of the anger of two stubborn people is that neither of them will give anyone a step down.
The weather is getting hotter, the plum blossoms in the yard are replaced by roses, the colors in the yard are bright to elegant, the fragrance is from rich to fresh, and even the mood of people seems to be quiet.
I lay on the rattan chair, half-asleep in the fragrance of roses, in a daze as if I saw Yinzhen walking towards me, and stretched out his hand to me, I subconsciously stretched out my hand to respond to him, when the moment my hands were clasped, I couldn't help but be shocked, the temperature of this hand is so hot, the feeling of skin is so real, can dreams can also be so realistic? I opened my eyes in a daze, and a familiar face appeared in front of me, and I unconsciously opened my mouth and shouted: "Yinzhen." ”
"Yes". He agreed softly, his face softer than it had ever been. (To be continued.) )