Chapter 396: Don't let go

"His eyes are completely diseased, he is old, and he is headed, and there is no way to bear the risk of surgery, and besides, surgery may not be able to treat ......"

Lou Manyue's mind echoed the words of those doctors, and his heart became heavier and heavier.

The grievances between her and Old Man Xing, she knew one thing, if Old Man Xing was gone, she would definitely leave a deep regret in her heart.

But what now?

Lou Manyue frowned, and soon she felt the temperature between her forehead and eyebrows, she turned her head and saw Wang Youdu's gentle face.

She bent the corners of her mouth, threw herself into Wang Youdu's arms and hugged his waist.

She closed her eyes, buried her head in his arms, and took a deep breath, his unique breath poured into her body, and she felt her whole body relax, and her head rubbed unconsciously.

Wang Youdu looked at Lou Manyue nesting in his arms like a kitten, and that total dependence made his heart soften.

He gently hugged her, caressing her back again and again, feeling her tight body slowly relax, the corners of his mouth gently raised.

In the past few days, she has been busy with the things next door, and she is tired of the whole person, right?

Wang Youdu looked down and saw Lou Manyue's black hair, as well as the slightly exposed eyelashes on the small half of his face......

Distress flashed in his eyes.

He knew that the matter of the family next door had a big impact on her.

She has always been a soft-hearted person, many times a soft word from others can be exchanged for her letting go, she is not at all as cold and rational as she imagined, she says that she does not forgive, but when it comes to things, she will definitely stretch out her hand.

Just like she did with the people in her dorm room.

And the next door gave her so much kindness.

Although it has not been confirmed now, they have confirmed in their hearts that ** is not far from ten.

She wasn't mentally prepared yet, but the other party couldn't wait.

She forced herself to face it, because no matter how late it was, there might be no chance, and she was afraid that she would regret it......

Wang Youdu patted her back distressedly, his strength was as soft as a feather falling on Lou Manyue's body, Lou Manyue didn't feel it, she fell asleep in Wang Youdu's arms.

As Wang Youdu thought, she was afraid that she would regret it in the future, so she forced herself to face it.

During this time, she was really tired, not only physically, but even more mentally!

……

Lou Manyue felt like she was back in her childhood, when her mother hugged her and hummed softly......

Hell knows if she's ever had such an experience!

She felt herself shaking gently, and the shaking was so comfortable that she couldn't help but want to sleep, but she felt that she was flustered and couldn't sleep peacefully.

But in the shaking, the body still slowly became sleepy, Lou Manyue repeatedly reminded himself that he couldn't sleep, but his consciousness still slowly sank.

Suddenly a gust of wind blew in, she shivered violently, and her consciousness came back at once, and this time she found that she could move, and she moved hard, and the thing that wrapped her slipped off at once, and the wind blew again.

Lou Manyue couldn't help but shiver again.

She suddenly felt that something was wrong, and looked down to see that she was like a child, lying in a small red quilt with flowers wearing only a belly pocket......

Wipe!

Is she crossing over again?

She couldn't help but want to scold, and Wang Youdu's delicate and indifferent face suddenly appeared in her mind......

Her heart suddenly hurt and hurt......

Tears welled up unconsciously......

She's gone, what will he do?

She suddenly felt breathless, and she tried to grab her chest, but found it in vain......

Like a drowning person, she waved wildly, but it was useless, and she inhaled heavily, but found that it was useless......

"Full Moon, Full Moon!"

Lou Manyue opened her eyes suddenly, and saw Wang Youdu's eyes full of concern, she hadn't come back to her senses for a while, and the desperate and powerless mood just now was still affecting her.

She threw herself into his arms out of control and hugged him tightly.

"It's okay, it's just a dream. ”

Wang Youdu felt that the body of the full moon downstairs couldn't help trembling, and felt that her whole body was covered with cold sweat, and her eyes were full of distress.

How much pressure this period of time has put on her, making her unable to dream safely, or in his company, such a thing has never happened.

Thinking of this, Wang Youdu's movements were even softer, he patted Lou Manyue and kept comforting her, and after a while, Lou Manyue's tense body relaxed.

Wang Youdu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, but then, his heart rose again.

Lou Manyue's little hand slowly moved around his waist, and his head rubbed against his chest......

Wang Youdu's body stiffened suddenly, his eyes shrank, and his voice called hoarsely: "Full moon?"

Lou Manyue paused slightly, answered softly, and continued the movements of his hands, Wang Youdu gasped a few times, and then grabbed her moving little hand violently......

After the wind and rain, Lou Manyue quietly crawled on the edge of the hot spring pool, closed his eyes, and made a light breathing sound.

Wang Youdu looked at her gently heaved shoulders, and the pity in her eyes seemed to flow out.

She's never been so active, and she's never been so quiet afterward, no, she was quiet before, but not as she is now, it feels like her heart isn't here.

Wang Youdu hugged her distressedly and said softly, "Don't worry, let's go find someone again." ”

Lou Manyue felt his temperature and nested in his arms, I don't know why, she suddenly remembered that dream, and now think about it carefully, that dream should be the scene where Lou Manyue was discarded.

It's really strange that such a young child already has a memory?

It is said that babies do not have any memories and feelings, but the despair in the dream surrounds her deeply, even after she wakes up, it still affects her heart......

At that time, the impact of the original body should have been greater.

It's just a pity that she also didn't see the face of the discarded person.

The original body should have wanted to take a look, Lou Manyue could feel the emotions in the dream, her uneasiness, her efforts...... It's just that they haven't struggled with the instincts of the body......

It's just why did she dream about this?

She suddenly thought of a possibility, and couldn't help but shudder.

"You don't have to panic, you don't have to worry, now the relationship with their family is not confirmed, let's make a comparison when we go back......"

Wang Youdu was busy hugging her and stroking her back, he thought she was still lingering on her relationship with Secretary Shi, so he hurriedly comforted.

Lou Manyue shook his head: "There are no parents, and the comparison is not so accurate, I just ......"

She thought that in her dream, she couldn't find Wang Youdu, and she couldn't do anything about it......

She reflexively hugged Wang Youdu.

No matter what the situation, she wouldn't let go of him.

"Full moon?"

"Youdu, did I say that I love you very much!"