With the sound of He Xiaowei's piano playing, in this small venue, the huge scene suddenly fell into darkness, and a sad tune surrounded the entire small space. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

He Xiaowei's singing voice is known as the title of a thousand turns, in fact, He Xiaowei's voice is not very good in the entire music world, in addition to writing songs these days, she is also practicing her skills and pronunciation skills.

She knows very well that a real singer is not only about technique, but also about the shock of the high notes, and more importantly, the expression of emotions. She can come out, but it is also because the whole music scene has now fallen into a way of emphasizing skills and light expression, and she is proud of soaring high notes and selling miserably, the decline of this circle is predictable, and she can only mix variety shows.

He Xiaowei's voice is extremely clear, and she sings very slowly.

"Fantasy has been long and long, and longing for the land and the wilderness.

You said you were going to help me, remember the way you smiled

You say you are gentle and kind

I complain that my heart is weak

I begged you to be far away all your life

but exiled by time. ”

The first line of the lyrics buried an atmosphere of sadness, the sentence "You said you wanted to help me" was undoubtedly like a hammer hitting Bai Ze's chest hard, and no one could see in the darkness whether the expression on his face was covered by the lowered brim of his hat was how sad it was.

"We're all pretending to hurt the memories so much

Lian later remembered this memory

Tears welled up

How absurd love is, and how intoxicating can hatred be

I forgot about myself

Forget about the moonshine with you that night

We don't forgive being stubborn in our memories, and in the end who will blame each other for tying themselves up

I'm still delusional that I can tell you my heart

I count the past, and the scars in my memories accumulate into wounds ......"

He Xiaowei sang very tactfully, as if singing into the depths of everyone's soul, and there were even some sentimental girls sobbing in the dark. He Xiaowei's fingering of playing the piano has unconsciously used the technique of the Eight Souls Demon Song, but she can not master it much.

The girls around Bai Ze have all cried into tears, the highest level of the song is to resonate with the listener, these lyrics are too realistic, coupled with He Xiaowei's soul-hypnotic sound technique, resulting in a plot that is only planned on TV, the kind of tear-running effect that can only be caused by looking for support.

Music is always the most touching way, and lyrics are just a means of concreteness. Bai Ze heard it, this was Liu Ruyan saying goodbye to him.

After all, she became a deserter, and in fact she has always been like this, swaying like smoke and dust.

Bai Ze sat there like a stone, his heart as if it was made of stone.

He listened quietly, except for the unnatural movement when he heard the song at the beginning, but at this time he was motionless, and then his whole body trembled.

He finally couldn't help but cover his face with his hands and kept shaking for a long time.

The girl next to her, while wiping her tears, kindly handed over a tissue: cry out, cry out will feel better, everyone is crying.

Bai Ze didn't answer, but made a very strange tone, it wasn't a cry at all, but a laugh.

"Hahaha......"

Finally laughed out loud, Bai Ze smiled lowly, the hand of the girl next to him who handed out the tissue stiffened in the air, she had never seen such a shameless person, how did she laugh at this time, what was so funny.

When the others were crying, they suddenly laughed loudly, which was extremely impolite, and suddenly this girl threw an extremely unfriendly face at Bai Ze.

Those who know Bai Ze know that Bai Ze's laughter, in fact, is one of the biggest masks, the louder he laughs, the more sad he often becomes, and he has been depressed by years of training, in fact, he has forgotten what sadness looks like. It is said that men don't flick when they have tears, but sometimes it's really difficult to cry, and Bai Ze sometimes wants to cry, isn't it also a cool thing.

It's a pity that he can't cry, but it's a pity that there are few people in this world who understand him.

Bai Ze was still laughing, but his voice was lowered, and some people in front and behind cast unhappy glances at him.

Fortunately, after singing the song, He Xiaowei spoke again, successfully attracting the attention of most fans, otherwise maybe Bai Ze would be drowned by everyone's saliva, or He Xiaowei would find out where he was, after all, this is just a small song club.

He Xiaowei roughly talked about her perception of life these days, she said that she has been demanding in life, she has obtained a lot of materials, but she always feels very empty in her heart.

People always crave a lot of things, but when they really get it, they don't cherish it very much, but it's very boring.

But she hasn't slept well all the time, she keeps dreaming, having repetitive dreams, these dreams are connected like a TV series, they feel distant and familiar, and sometimes she can't even tell whether it's a dream or reality.

In recent days, she seems to have been able to see the face of the woman in her dream, but when the face of the woman was Zhao Lianyi's appearance, she felt that she was hallucinating, the hallucination in the dream.

Her subconscious is not allowed, and the woman she worships in her dreams becomes her rival, not at all.

Of course, she won't share these with fans, what she shares is the feeling of creation, her recent state has been in a very self-closed state, Bai Ze is not around, she can't find someone to tell, she needs to vent, but outsiders can only vent partially.

And for Bai Ze, the women who appeared in his life one by one seemed to be saying goodbye to him in various ways, and the people in front of him must be cherished, but Bai Ze was sitting under the stage, but he didn't have the courage to stand up and walk forward at this time to tell He Xiaowei that he was back.

In order to find Wan'er, he agreed to the identity of Cuckoo as the leader of the Demon Sect.

Now, because of his status, anyone who has a close relationship with him is closely monitored by the Confucian Academy and Penglai, and the more he cares, the more they will put them in a huge crisis.

In response to that sentence, I can't hug you if I pick up the knife, and I can't protect you if I put the knife down.

Life in the world will always fall into one whirlpool or another, and you can't help yourself. There are countless rules in this world before you are born, and your so-called growth is just conforming to these rules, and you will always have to give in to these rules, or hit your head and bleed.

If you can break this rule, even if it's just one of a thousand rules, then you're a hero, but most people don't dare in their lives.

Society is a game, the rules are like the rules of the game, this game to play, you can only play within the rules, but play within the rules, you can't play the advanced players who have already leveled up.

Even if it is the third prince, if he wants to establish a new order, he must go to the Confucian Taoist Academy and do everything.

Bai Ze thinks that although he is a reborn person, he is still a human, he is a genius, but the third prince is also a genius, and the night owl is also a genius, he is not much stronger than these people.

He never thought about entering the venue from beginning to end, since Zhu Juan and Hu Yi believed him and called him a master, whether it was for himself or for his friends, he had to break some kind of rule.

He never thought of entering this game, once he entered, it would mean a bloody rush for resources, but he wanted to make his own rules, so he could only take a bolder path - to build a city that belongs to the Jianghu people, without relying on anyone or organization, the city only belongs to the Jianghu people.