Chapter 30 I was already confused
[I was glad to see many long-lost old friends in the book review area, and I was moved and happy, I thought maybe everyone has always been there, but I just ignored it, so I won't greet everyone one by one and apologize, please don't blame you!]
The beginning of a new book is also the beginning of a new year, and it is also the beginning of a new life path for myself.
There was a time when I was writing for a living, and I gradually deviated from my original purpose of writing, until I realized that writing was no longer a pleasure, but became a heavy burden, so I finally decided to let go.
Now starting all over again, it's like returning to the www.biquge.info of the pen fun pavilion, however, things are not people, and the ideas have been different, saying that there have been some in the sea, but at least I know that yesterday is not and now is, in the future, I just want to write a book seriously, write about my feelings about life and life, write about the things and ideas that I think are interesting, and share them with my friends.
I hope you can forgive me for my impetuousness and continue to support me when I returned, thank you!
Starting tomorrow, I try to do two more a day, one more on Saturday and Sunday, please understand, I just want to dedicate a boutique to everyone, thank you!]
Xu Xingkong felt that his body was very tired, and the strength in his body seemed to have been taken away, and he even needed to accumulate strength for a while to do so, but the strange thing was that Xu Xingkong, who was lying on the bed, couldn't fall asleep at all, and at this moment his spirit was just the opposite of his body, and he was extremely excited.
For Xu Xingkong, the qiē that happened tonight was like a sudden crossing, the originally familiar world suddenly became extremely unfamiliar, while the once unreal became extremely real, and this strong mutation was more dizzying than riding the most dangerous roller coaster.
Maybe Xu Xingkong can barely accept the subversion of reality and illusion, but in the face of the complete subversion of his three views, Xu Xingkong will not be able to adapt for a while.
This can't be blamed for Xu Xingkong, changing places, anyone who encounters these unbelievable events, I'm afraid the situation will be the same, but some people will try their best to accept and adapt to the fact that the three views are ruined, some people will take a long time to digest and accept a qiē, of course, maybe some people will never adapt, they stubbornly reject the fait accompli, thinking that it is just a dream, they would rather live forever in the world they have constructed.
It is difficult for Xu Xingkong to say what his current mood is, if he has to use one word to describe it, it is mixed tastes, which includes both confusion about the future and fear of the unknown, and it is undeniable that there is also a little excitement and expectation in it.
Xu Xingkong's brain is quite active, and he is even a little worried about whether the rising brain will be burned out, but his mind is too active, but his spirit is difficult to concentrate on one point, and even most of the time it is semi-out of control. Xu Xingkong's thinking is completely jumping, sometimes recalling some fragments that happened tonight, sometimes thinking about how these changes will affect his life, occasionally reminiscing about the absurd dreams he had when he was young, and even flashing the faces of the bad children who once bullied him in his head, perhaps, he himself has been looking forward to the gentleman's revenge for ten years.
After thinking about it for a while, Xu Xingkong let the overheated brain gradually cool down, and then he found that his brain power just now was completely wasted in a meaningless place, and the most important thing he should do at this moment is to sort out what happened tonight, carefully weigh the benefits and disadvantages, and seriously think about how he should go in the future.
As for the bag of books hidden in the closet, Xu Xingkong felt that there was no need to rush to read it now, anyway, those were just common sense.
First of all, Xu Xingkong pondered carefully about how to view Yang Wanjiang, and felt that he was indeed a great person, whether it was the various magical abilities he himself expressed, or his ability to use powerful social forces, it showed that he could never be a liar, on the contrary, this is a character who can take his own life lightly, so he must give enough respect and awe.
The second is Yushan Yuzhai, Xu Xingkong temporarily defined it as a Daomen organization, it seems that this organization is hidden in this complicated world, and has a strong energy, and this kind of strength also gives Xu Xingkong enough pressure to make him dare not underestimate this organization in the slightest, at least until he gets more information, he does not dare to have the slightest disrespect for this unfamiliar organization that he is going to work for.
There is also what Yang Wanjiang said about the war between demons and the human race, for this problem, Xu Xingkong has no personal experience for the time being, although tonight he witnessed Lu Qianqian after entering the demon, and Mr. Hong and his wife who were killed by Lu Qianqian's strange methods, but in Xu Xingkong's consciousness, he still did not pay enough attention to it, he still felt that these things should belong to the level of small-scale conflicts, and they had nothing to do with the tragic all-out war or anything, so he didn't pay so much attention to the word 'war' in his heart.
Of course, he didn't dare to completely ignore the hostile position of the demons and monsters, after all, these dangerous guys had really appeared around Xu Xingkong, and they had already touched Xu Xingkong's interests.
After carefully and prudently positioning Yushan Yuzhai and Yang Wanjiang in his own concepts, Xu Xingkong turned his attention back to specific things, and connected the things after the first encounter that night, Xu Xingkong was shocked to find that Yushan Yuzhai seemed to have been staring at him, otherwise how could Yang Wanjiang appear in front of him at this time and place, and knew everything about himself and Lu Qianqian.
It can be seen from this point that in fact, Yang Wanjiang still cares about himself very much, although he constantly misleads Xu Xingkong, but because of this, it also proves Xu Xingkong's speculation from one side.
Combined with the information revealed in Yang Wanjiang's words, Xu Xingkong felt that his situation should be quite rare, and at the same time, he was also a talent they cared about, and his value would definitely not be as unbearable as Yang Wanjiang's mouth said, but it seemed a little late to understand this now.
Thinking of this, Xu Xingkong was inexplicably a little happy, as long as he was valuable, maybe his situation would not be as bad as he imagined.
It's just that Xu Xingkong, who lacks a sense of crisis, doesn't realize that if Yushan Yuzhai really values Xu Xingkong so much, does it mean that Yushan Yuzhai's enemies, that is, the demons and monsters, will also value themselves?
Xu Xingkong, who successfully determined his position in Yushan Yuzhai and Yang Wanjiang's hearts, was in a much lighter mood, and even his physical fatigue seemed to have been reduced a lot.
Xu Xingkong put his hands under his head, stared at the ceiling with wide eyes, and began to study his biggest gain tonight, the Demon Suppression Book!
The Demon Book is really magical, when Xu Xingkong immersed his mind in the Demon Book of Demons, the Demon Book seemed to emerge from the void and appeared in front of Xu Xingkong's eyes, but this book really existed in Xu Xingkong's eyes, and other people couldn't see it at all, this kind of scene is a bit like the visual nerve projection mentioned in some film and television works.
Xu Xingkong was secretly surprised in his heart, guessing the principle of the so-called spiritual weapon, perhaps, the spiritual weapon was actually a certain kind of energy and number, and it was directly loaded into his brain by some means that he didn't understand.
However, from Yang Wanjiang's simple introduction, it is understood that the spirit weapon should be the Yuan Spirit, although I don't know what the Yuan Spirit is, but since the soul is a high-level aggregate of the Yuan Spirit, then the secondary Yuan Spirit aggregate of the spirit weapon should be directly loaded into the soul.
Of course, Xu Xingkong can't believe that the Three Souls and Six Souls really exist at once, but he will never doubt that the Three Souls and Six Souls do not exist, at least, his own personal feelings and Yang Wanjiang's actions tell Xu Xingkong that he must accept these facts.
Like a child who got a new toy, Xu Xingkong kept flipping the demon book in front of him, letting it turn the page and rotate with his consciousness, pushing away and closer, pushing up and lower, rolling coquettishly from time to time, like controlling a freewheeling remote-controlled plane, no, this demon album is more handy than a remote-controlled plane, it is simply a move of the mind, and the action can be perfectly displayed.
Xu Xingkong tried to stimulate the dark vision while paying attention to the Demon Suppression Book, and then was surprised to find that on the title page on the left side of the Demon Suppression Book, something similar to an energy gauge appeared, and as he activated the dark vision, this energy gauge would slowly decrease.
Xu Xingkong was overjoyed, this should be an indication of the energy consumed by his own stimulation of dark vision, but unfortunately, Xu Xingkong neither knew what these energies were, nor did he know how to replenish them.
Xu Xingkong played with different tricks for a while, and did not stop until the energy gauge was about to bottom out, but unfortunately he did not find anything new from the demon town book, Xu Xingkong moved his faith, put away the town demon book, and continued to ponder various speculations happily.
Thinking about it, Xu Xingkong suddenly found a strict problem, it seems that there are no books that discuss the soul among the books that Yang Wanjiang handed over to him, and what's worse is that Xu Xingkong doesn't know how to improve his ability, or rather, Xu Xingkong still hasn't been able to figure out what his ability is all about, is it the same thing as the ability that Yang Wanjiang expressed?
Thinking about it like this, Xu Xingkong suffered again in his heart, and the doubts and uneasiness in his heart grew like weeds in spring, and he couldn't wait to find Yang Wanjiang immediately to ask for an understanding, but unfortunately, he didn't know how to find Yang Wanjiang at all, let alone where Yushan Yuzhai was.
After struggling with this for a long time, Xu Xingkong could only sigh helplessly, he found that he knew very little, and he didn't know much. Although the continuous new discoveries will bring him joy and a sense of achievement, behind these many unknowns, there are more or less hidden risks, which makes Xu Xingkong a little uneasy.
However, Xu Xingkong's ** still defeated the uneasiness, not to mention, now this road Xu Xingkong has to go, if he doesn't go, he has to go, no matter how scared he is, he can't escape, in this case, Xu Xingkong feels that he should try to think in a good direction, thinking about it, it seems to feel good.
As for the confusion and questions just now, perhaps they can only expect Yang Wanjiang to take the initiative to contact him, hoping that his guess is correct, and he still has some value in their hearts.
I don't know when, Xu Xingkong's thoughts turned to the tragic death of Mr. Hong and his wife, that not a good picture is difficult to get rid of as soon as it appears, although Xu Xingkong is not sympathetic to Mr. Hong's fate, but Mr. Hong's wife can be said to be innocent, even if Lu Qianqian hates Mr. Hong, she should not be innocent.
But although Xu Xingkong worked hard to adjust his opinion of Lu Qianqian, and repeatedly warned himself that Lu Qianqian was no longer the little beauty who loved fantasy in the past, Xu Xingkong still had no way to treat Lu Qianqian as an enemy, and even had deep sympathy and regret for her fate, if possible, Xu Xingkong hoped to give her another chance, hoping that she could turn back to the Lu Qianqian she was familiar with.
Thinking of Lu Qianqian's disappointed and resolute eyes when she left, Xu Xingkong couldn't help but sigh, the past with Lu Qianqian came to his heart, and in a trance, a deep exhaustion finally invaded his brain, and the tide-like sour feeling gradually drowned Xu Xingkong's consciousness, and in a daze, Xu Xingkong frowned and fell asleep.
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