I have lived a very poor life since I was a child, but I don't feel how hard it is, although I don't have a mother, but my father treats me very well, my father has always felt that I owe a mother, and I feel sorry, so I am also extraordinarily indulgent, I know, my father is using his best efforts, want to let me grow up carefree. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Therefore, although my life with my father was cold, I never felt bitter.

When I was a child, because I had been living hard, I didn't know what it was to be not bitter.

I thought that this was how life was lived, just as I thought that the eight spiders, three straw shoe insects, two centipedes, seventeen cockroaches, and countless flour moths at home should all live in the same place as me.

As I grew up, my desires also grew, and when I wanted more and more things, and when I couldn't get the things I wanted, I began to understand why I was poor and why I was rich.

I realized that I was a child of a poor family, and the children of a poor family were not the same as the children of a rich family, and the children of rich families, what they discarded with their hands, maybe I could not reach and have in my life.

Because life is not easy, I know best the benefits that money can bring, and I originally only knew the benefits that money can bring, after all, I have never been rich, I have never suffered the loss of money, how can I think that money will make people suffer? How can you lose money when you have money?

If I have a lot of silver, I will buy a large yard, and make a big pond in the yard, and raise a bunch of river fish in the pond, and perhaps, some snakes, and all kinds of good food, and all kinds of good things, and lots of books, and horses, and soft mattresses, and cure my father's back pain.

Now, money is so good, isn't it? Therefore, I have always been committed to helping my dad try to make more money and improve our lives.

Some people are born rich, some people are born poor, this is human destiny, not something I can choose, this is the life I should face, I have to face it, I am very glad that I can have a father who loves me like this, therefore, I have never felt that life is very hard.

I don't feel that the poor life is really so sad, to put it simply, I am used to being poor.

I have always looked down on those rich idlers who dress up and look dignified, but they are rich and wealthy idlers who only know luxury and pleasure, have no ink on their chests, and are idle all day long, and can only fight crickets and play with women.

Since I know the benefits of money, it stands to reason that I should be looking forward to what to do with these boys, why should I look down on them? It's certainly not that I look down on their money.

The reason why I look down on them is because they have too much money to do, most of them are really idle, and they lack compassion. They treat life as a game, and they enslave others with money.

I love money, but that doesn't mean I'm going to allow myself to be enslaved because of money. I live hard and seriously, and naturally I don't like the half-hearted boy who does everything, this is something I can't control, disgust, it's disgust, it comes completely from my heart.

Of course, it's unlikely that these boys will want to have anything to do with me, judging from the fact that those former playmates have grown up with me and have never been in contact with me, I think we are deeply disgusted with each other.

However, Tang Ruo is different, Tang Ruo is my friend, our friendship is beyond the world, I am not qualified to dictate how Tang Ruo should live, and at the same time, I can't dislike Tang Ruo.

Probably, although Tang Ruo is not in tune, Tang Ruo's actions have not yet reached the point where I am disgusted. Tang Ruo just likes to play, he is like a child who will never grow up, he is not like those boys, he has the bad habit of belittling others, so I don't dislike Tang Ruo.

Over the years, it has always been Tang Ruo who took the initiative to come to me, and Tang Ruo has always been very active in looking for me, I am used to Tang Ruo's sudden appearance from time to time, and recently, Tang Ruo has not come to me again for several days, I can't help but be a little worried about him.

Tang Ruo's body has not been very good since he was a child, and I was a little worried that he was sick, so I deliberately inquired about Tang Ruo's news, but I didn't think about it.

Leaning on the Red Mansion, it is the most famous flower building in Wancheng.

Tang Ruo never went to any kind of place before, I don't know, when he began to become like the son next to him, indulging in Fengyue places all day long, drinking and tea, singing and dancing, and being lazy.

I have always felt that Tang Ruo is not such a person, although he has a wealthy family, but I have always thought that Tang Ruo, he is different from the son-in-law next to him.

If not, why didn't Tang Ruo be like the son-in-law next to him, as the years went by, it seemed that he had never known me, Tang Ruo was simple and optimistic, and his attitude towards me was also consistent, he never looked down on me, never used money to enslave others, and would not use women as a thing for fun.

I thought that Tang Ruo was different. Although he has no pursuits, he should not become a person who will despise others.

I'm a girl, naturally, I don't like a man who treats a girl as a plaything, and I naturally think it's wrong to do so, if Tang Ruo is my friend, my friend has gone astray, I have to help him.

As the saying goes, hearing is false, seeing is believing.

I changed into men's clothes and went to the Red Mansion to find Tang Ruo. And the moment I saw Tang Ruo, I realized that I was wrong, and I was very wrong, everyone's path is their own choice, I am not qualified to judge right and wrong for Tang Ruo, besides, how do I know that it is not the life he really wants, or, it is the life that Tang Ruo should have.

I pushed open the door of Tang Ruo's wing, which was full of young girls dressed in fancy clothes and with graceful figures, and that was the first time I saw such a ridiculous Tang Ruo, who was holding a beautiful woman in red light clothes in his arms.

He shouldn't have seen me, nephrite is warm and fragrant, at this time, how can he have the heart to look at anything else.

I was here to stop Tang Ruo from going astray, but Tang Ruo seemed to be really enjoying this kind of misdirection, and it didn't look like he could be sober enough to talk to me, and I really couldn't stand it, so I had to retreat the same way without saying a word.

When I went home, I felt a little uncomfortable, I thought, probably because I was frightened, I don't know how to face such a Tang Ruo in the future, I suddenly sadly found that the original one, I thought it was a simple and transparent big boy, became very strange, I found that I found that, perhaps, did not know Tang Ruo enough. (To be continued.) )