Chapter 497: The world is impermanent

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Xiaoqian kicked everyone out, and only she and Hu Meijing were left in the house.

After a while, Hu Meijing opened her eyes, looked at the ceiling in despair, and wept silently.

She didn't open her mouth, Xiaoqian didn't speak, just sat on the side and accompanied her silently, and three hours passed, and Hu Meijing said hoarsely.

"He left like this, we said that he would get married when he came back, why did he leave like this."

"Yes, life is so impermanent, no one knows what will happen in the next second."

"I regret why I quarreled with him now, if I didn't quarrel with him, would he be fine, it's all my fault! If only I had listened to him earlier, been a person who controlled my emotions, and didn't take my anger at him when I encountered something, how good it would be. ”

After he left, Hu Meijing regretted it and wanted to apologize to him, but she didn't expect that goodbye would be forever.

"I made an appointment with her to play, but I took a big order to change the time, she was angry and didn't talk to me, and went to the tutoring class I enrolled in for her, and that side was also the last time I had with her, if I could spend more time with her, how good it would be."

"Who are you talking about?" Hu Meijing looked at Xiao Qian suspiciously, but found that Xiao Qian was standing in front of the window with her back to her and looking into the distance, tears falling from the marble windowsill.

"A person who is very important to me, her appearance is not my expectation, her departure is not my expectation, my life is shattered after she leaves, I try to find the meaning of life, I make money, I get awards, I do anything, but I find that no matter what I do, I can't get her back, so I understand your feelings."

Xiaoqian's voice was not quite right, Hu Meijing guessed that she should be crying.

"Yes, there are so many people in the world, why does he have to leave?"

"Who's to say it isn't."

"Can you relate to my feelings?" Hu Meijing asked Xiaoqian.

"Yes, I can't describe the pain, just stay in the bottom of my heart, the more I want to forget it, the clearer it is, I can't completely forget her now, when she just left, I woke up in the middle of the night and unconsciously walked to her room, wanting to see if she kicked the quilt, walked over there and found that the person was not there, passing by the western restaurant she likes to eat, you will think of her laughter, I rarely eat seafood until now, because she likes it, sometimes I go to the supermarket to see seafood and want to buy it, but I call the waiter to find out, who to buy?"

"It turns out that you have also had such an experience..."Hu Meijing seems to have found an outlet for her emotions.

"From a negative point of view, life is a journey destined to separate, from birth to the end of life, we continue to separate, relatives, friends, children, lovers, these relationships will have an end, we don't know which day will be dispersed."

"That's what I said, but I'd rather he didn't want to marry me, and I don't want him to be gone, in fact, we're not particularly suitable, my temper is too bad, he has been letting me, I just rely on him to hurt me and always play with him, I can't control myself when I lose my temper, I say anything cruel, I just broke up many times, every time he chases me back, I regret it now, it's better to break up at the beginning, he finds a woman with a better temper, maybe he won't die."

When Hu Meijing said this, she couldn't cry anymore, and some words had been held in her heart for too long.

She couldn't forgive herself.

"Cry, I'll be with you."

Xiaoqian's first step is to release the pressure in Hu Meijing's heart, and after the emotions go out, she will instill the concept in her, and when she does this step, she also releases her emotions.

"The man I feel guilty about is called Liu Shuang, he is a brave soldier, but he likes to laugh very much, he is very good to me..."

"Would you like to tell me the story between you?"

"We met through introduction, in fact, my motives were not very pure at that time, I didn't have a formal job, I thought about marrying an officer, he could change jobs in the future and have a formal job, and then we would be stable, but the first time I saw him, I felt as if I had known him for a long time, he wore a white shirt that day, and his motives were not pure, but then I really fell in love with him..."

Hu Meijing recalled the original incident, Xiaoqian stood in front of the window and listened patiently, she was actually dual-minded, and all she had in her mind was the past with her daughter.

Some things I thought I could forget, but one day, one month, one day, I suddenly remembered that the injury never disappeared and it hurt when I touched it.

Walk all the way and lose all the way, until the end of life, a person comes into the world, and when he goes, there is only one person left.

With his own disappearance, the people who care about him will lose the feeling of loss again, and the cycle will be passed on from generation to generation, this is a cruel life.

But after crying, wipe away your tears and continue to finish this journey without return, so Mr. Qian's tears are only for herself.

When Xiao Qian was treating Hu Meijing and guiding her, Chu Xuan looked at Hu Meijing crying through the glass, with sad eyes, he knew that although the woman in the room had the same face as his wife, Jing Jing at this time did not belong to him.

It's also a loss.

“... This was the case with the first treatment, I spent a few hours channeling her emotions, and the next step is to start the treatment. ”

Xiaoqian told Professor Liu about the treatment.

At this time, Professor Liu had been untied, she leaned on the bedside for infusion, and the captain stood on the side to bring water to Professor Liu, staring at the infusion bottle by the way.

Looking closely, there were two more scratches on the captain's face, and realizing that Xiao Qian had been staring at his injuries, the captain glared at Xiao Qian.

Look, what I'm talking about! This old lady is tickling!!

When I was untied, I was scratched! I still scratched my face.

When I go back to the team tomorrow and let those little bunnies see it, don't you want to laugh at him?

The captain can completely make up for it, and Yu Minglang must be the one who takes the lead in laughing the most.

Xiao Qian felt that the captain's eyes were a little cute, so she retracted her emotions and continued to report the next treatment plan to the teacher.

"How's her body?" Professor Liu was worried about the child in Hu Meijing's belly.

Pregnant women are not easy to be overly emotional, especially in the first trimester, and great joy and sorrow can easily cause miscarriage.

"Just now the doctor checked and said that her body is okay for the time being, the child has no signs of miscarriage, it will definitely not work if it continues like this, I can only focus on adults, whether this child can stay depends on God's will."

Xiaoqian is very decisive in dealing with such a condition, she is the attending doctor this time, she must not hesitate at all, dare not let go and do it, don't say children, it is not certain whether adults can stay or not, this courage is really not necessarily available to ordinary people.

"She doesn't know she's pregnant now, does she?" Professor Liu asked.