824: Self-blame

However, after ten years of turmoil, they resume their work, meet their former husband and wife in Kyoto, and learn bad news.

Their daughter is missing, and she has not been able to find her biological parents, the couple they met.

At that moment, they regretted and regretted that they should not let a little girl who was not deeply involved in the world and was too well protected by them leave home alone, especially in those years, leaving home to find some relatives.

Yunxi, a beautiful and intelligent girl, she is the pride of their couple, she has a strong language talent when she is young, she has learned many Chinese languages with their couple, and she can hold a scalpel before the age of eighteen, Professor Shu stood by the car door, let tears wet his face, for that daughter, they husband and wife are very fond of each other, and will teach what they have learned all their lives.

The villain seems to be delicate, but in fact she is a soft on the outside and strong on the inside, a girl full of toughness, and she is very bold, she has not been afraid of blood since she was a child, and loves to study medicine.

They have two sons, the eldest son is studying medicine, he is not satisfied, he actually abducted her well-behaved little daughter and also dealt with those cold medical equipment, and the dazzling flesh and blood, she wanted to stop, wanted to persuade her daughter to return to the right path, and did learning with her, but the little girl was coquettish, but she didn't let her get her wish.

"Xu is dazzled, Lao Shu, don't be sad, if Yunxi is still alive, we will be able to find her sooner or later." Helping his wife wipe away the tears on his face, Dean Song sighed: "Let's go, I'll take you to check your body." ”

Professor Shu walked with him to the outpatient building, and his tone was firm: "Don't say that you are still alive, our Yunxi must be alive." ”

"It's me who is wrong, I said the wrong thing, don't be angry." Dean Song is also in his sixties, with gray temples, a tall and thin figure, holding his wife, and saying softly: "As long as you are in good health, you can always see Yunxi." ”

"Lao Song, we're sorry for the Yun family, we're sorry for the old Yun couple! Out of trust in us, Lao Xiao handed over Yunxi, who had just been born for half a month, to us and asked us to help take care of it, and when the situation was stable, we would pick up the child, but as a result, we lost the child! Thinking of the promise he had made to his friends and comrades-in-arms, Professor Shu couldn't cry for a while.

"Don't blame yourself, we looked for them earlier, didn't we find them, and then there was such a situation, we had to explain everything for the good of the child, and let the child go to find her biological parents, we have no selfishness." Dean Song's tone was heavy, over the years, whenever he talked about the past, there was a dull pain in his heart.

Their husband and wife came back from studying abroad, and their relatives are abroad, and in the turbulent times, as long as they have a relationship abroad, they will basically be implicated, not to mention that they themselves have the experience of studying abroad.

They didn't want their daughter to be hurt, so they could only choose to do so, and they could only send their daughter out of the house in tears when they learned the news in advance.

She is good-looking, and she is a pure girl, and once she falls into the hands of those people, it is difficult not to have an accident.

Recalling that extremely difficult time, Dean Song and his wife can't help but tremble until now.

The two sons didn't leave at that time, and they were affected by their affairs.

When they were taken away, if they hadn't secretly told each other, no matter how difficult it was, they would have gritted their teeth and endured it, and they had to live bravely, and the children would probably have been difficult to survive.

Later, the family was reunited, and the temperament of both sons changed.

- Silent, often frightened, afraid of contact with people.

As parents, they know that their children have suffered a lot of physical and mental damage, so they try to enlighten them as much as possible, telling them that that experience is just a small episode in their life, a sharpening of their will, as long as they face the past, there is still a smooth road waiting for them.

The children are strong, they have survived, they no longer run away from the past, they face up to the sufferings they have suffered, so that they can get out of the predicament in their hearts, and now one is a good doctor, and the other is teaching at a university like her wife.

"We have no selfish intentions, but Lao Xiao is dead, she is dead, it was the news of Yunxi's disappearance that broke her, so that she didn't even see her daughter before she died!"

"Lao Shu, we don't want to, after Lao Yun and Lao Xiao knew the situation at that time, they also said that if they were us, they would do the same." Dean Song helped his wife to his office, took a towel and helped wipe the tears on his face, while whispering persuasion. Over the years, he has actually secretly blamed himself, how could he make such a low-level mistake and let his daughter go to the southwest to find an old friend who used to work underground under a pseudonym?

Combined with the situation of that era, if the daughter can find her relatives, it will be a miracle.

"I was stupid back then, I didn't think much about it, I sent my daughter out of the house, and when everything returned to stability, I have looked back and thought, after the founding of the People's Republic of China, Lao Yun and his wife officially participated in government work, and they must have restored their real names, but we only knew the surnames of their husbands and wives, and didn't know what their specific names were, so I told my daughter to find her biological parents, even now that I think about it, it's really stupid."

Speaking of which, there are all kinds of past events, and I can't blame anyone.

After all, after the founding of the People's Republic of China, the staff of all parties were transferred, and moreover, at the beginning, Dean Song and his wife, as military doctors, knew organizational discipline, and handed over their children to their comrades-in-arms who were fighting in the dark when they were in danger, so they could ask more? Dean Song and Yunxi's biological parents were revolutionary comrades, and when they met, it was also because of the needs of their work, and they had a heart-to-heart relationship, but they could not turn their backs on the principles of the organization because of their personal friendship, which also added a certain difficulty for them to find each other after the founding of the People's Republic of China.

"When we met Lao Yun and them, we seemed to use pseudonyms because of our work."

Professor Shu's heart throbbed, and Dean Song listened to her words and sighed: "Yes, we also used pseudonyms at that time. Suddenly, he seemed to think of something, held his wife's hand, and his eyes lit up: "Lao Shu, do you think that the female doll I just saw like Yunxi will be our granddaughter?" ”

"You didn't say that you might have ...... eyes" Professor Shu didn't finish speaking, and then saw Dean Song shake his head: "I'm not dazzled, I just think the age is wrong." ”

"If that's the case, it's not impossible to say it." Professor Shu said, and immediately looked anxious: "Then what are we still sitting here for, go to the hospital to find the little girl." ”