A cold wind blew, and the sparse green leaves clung to the trees in disbelief, constantly struggling. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 infoUnder the lonely street lamp, the ground is littered with shards of broken beer bottles.

In a nearby residential building, it was pitch black in the foggy glass windows, and the temperature on the radio on the table was 2 to 17 degrees. On a small bed, a lump of flesh hidden under the quilt began to shake slowly.

It turned out to be a girl.

The girl got up, and in order to save electricity, did not turn on the lights. After washing in the dark very skillfully, he planned what he was going to do today.

Her round face skipped the traces of thought, and she dreamed last night that her mother said to her yesterday, "Xin'er, you are thin again." The delicate hand touched his chest and said to himself: Am I really thin?

She took out the household essential scale, took advantage of the empty stomach, and stepped on the scale.

A pair of peach-eyed peach-eyed boys stared carefully at the hands that had rotated very widely. His eyes turned pale and his face turned pale.

The heart of beauty is still immortal, gently lifting the body up, and in less than three days, it will reach seventy-two kilograms, where has he lost weight?

Woo -

This is so cruel for a girl who is not tall.

Three days ago, she stopped taking the medicine, and instead of getting thinner, she gained weight again.

The girl sighed and got down to business. She walked up to the computer and pressed the computer button.

The screen lit up, and after forty seconds of boot time, the wallpaper of the male god Li Yifeng appeared in front of the girl. The girl's heart was pounding, and she could even hear the sound of a beat.

Clicking on the word2003 icon, she began to tap on the computer desk to earn manuscript fees.

Two hours later, the radio clicked, "It's seven o'clock on December 12, 2016, Beijing time." ”

"Xin'er, I was so happy yesterday that I forgot to ask you to do the laundry!" the civil servant's mother opened her eyes and shouted in a loud voice, her voice passing through the wall lazy.

A slight change appeared on her dark and slightly round face, she was so busy these days, if her mother didn't say it, she would not remember to wash the dirty clothes in the bathroom, and immediately agreed: "Wash it immediately." ”

She walked into the bathroom dejectedly, put water in the basin, wet the dirty clothes, put some soap, sat down on the bench, and began to lazily scrub the clothes.

……

She suddenly felt so sleepy that she slowly fell asleep......

When she was woken up by the people downstairs, it was already noon, and there was standing water on the floor, and while she turned off the water, she heard them seem to say that there was a solar eclipse.

Don't think about it, this was mentioned in the news yesterday, so don't miss it.

The next second, the girl stood up from the bench suddenly, the huge shadow flashed towards the window, and suddenly her feet slipped, and there was a yellow carved soap on the floor, like a football, and she kicked it out of the bathroom and spun on the ground.

The girl's fat figure fell backwards. "Ahh

Blessings are incomparable, and disasters are not singular. At this moment, the granite floor beneath him trembled violently. The county seat is on the Qujiang fault zone, and small earthquakes are commonplace, alas.

The sky suddenly darkened, and I don't know what happened, her body suddenly became smaller......

Faced with life and death, I will always think of the good and bad things in the past.

Until the age of thirteen, the girl had been doing well, except for school, where her classmates would bully her, and her life had always been good.

At the age of fourteen, the girl was slandered by her classmates and was afraid to go to school, so she transferred to a school in the city.

At her new school, she also heard her classmates talking about herself. The girl couldn't hold back and told her mother what happened, and her mother reacted to the teacher.

The teacher asked some of the students if anyone had said bad things about her, and the students said that they had never heard it, but she didn't like to talk and play with them very much.

So the homeroom teacher was very responsible for introducing her mother to an experienced psychologist in a psychiatric hospital.

The doctor diagnosed her with auditory hallucinations, and she has been taking schizophrenia medication ever since.

……

In the blink of an eye, at the age of nineteen, the classmates in the class knew that she had been in a mental hospital, and took out her junior high school affairs to add fuel and vinegar.

She thought that after so long, she would not dare to study in school because of a few rumors, but she was suddenly kicked out of the dormitory before the college entrance examination.

She didn't want to trouble her mother, she rented a house at the school gate, and when her parents found out, they cried and asked her to come back.

……

On the day of the college entrance examination, she did not enter the examination room.

Since then, she has become a jobless vagrant in society and an old man in the family.

Before, she felt that her head was big and she was very smart. But after taking the medicine, the medicine worked on the brain for a long time, and her head didn't grow much. And because of the side effects of the drug, she became unusually obese.

Now, she looks stupid, still single, either can't find a job, or is abused by her boss, and only receives a meager salary.

If she hadn't taken medicine, she would have been a slender and smart girl.

……

The girl occasionally talked to a few classmates over and over again like Xianglin's sister-in-law, about her past and what had happened in the past few years.

Those classmates were also tired of hearing it, although they thought she was ridiculous and pitiful at first, but they would get bored after a long time.

What made her classmates even more annoying was that she also memorized a sour poem: "Die before leaving the school, and the hero will be full of tears." ”

But she didn't notice the boredom of her classmates at all, and silently counted her grief alone, picked up the beer, and drank it all.

Only then will the girl have in her mind those beautiful moments before the age of fourteen.

Although she doesn't have any special nostalgic people, special nostalgic things, and especially good memories, she still fantasizes that if she had been stronger, no matter what others said, she would not have read the book well, and it would not be like now.

The girl felt that it was dark in front of her eyes and fainted.