Quickly closing the windows of the small room, trying not to make the sound come out, arousing the suspicion of the people around her, Ying Ning threw herself in front of the bed again, grabbed Luan Chi's hand, and burst into tears.

He had a towel stuffed in his mouth, which she accidentally bit her tongue when she was worried that he was in pain, and in desperation, Ying Ning had to let Luan Chi bite it to ensure that he would not lose his mind and hurt himself when the pain was extreme.

Luan Chi seemed to not hear Ying Ning's call at all, the green tendons on his forehead jumped violently, his teeth clenched the already soaked towel, and his two hands tied together by ropes smashed the thin bed board under him.

His wrists had already been worn out, the wounds had stopped bleeding and were cracked, and the sheets were mottled with blood, many of which had dried up.

At first, it was only once every few hours, but later, the interval between attacks became shorter and shorter, and even three or four times a day was not enough.

After more than half an hour, Luan Chi finally quieted down.

His clothes were wet and dry, dry and wet, and smelled of sweat, and he had been lying in the hut for two days, and he was already dirty. But Ying Ning didn't dare to let go of him at all, she knew that once the rope was untied, he would have a seizure, and it was entirely possible for him to jump out of the window and escape, or force herself to get drugs for him.

A person who is addicted to drugs cannot be called a person at all when the addiction occurs.

Man's reason, man's shame, man's morality are all gone.

Taking advantage of Luan Chi's lack of discomfort, Ying Ning hurriedly brought the seafood porridge on the table and fed him one bite at a time.

Open your mouth with a blank face, swallow, open your mouth again, swallow again, no one knows what Luan Chi is thinking in his heart at this moment.

After a few bites, he shook his head, indicating that he could not eat any more.

Ying Ning knew that Luan Chi had no appetite, but she had to persuade: "Eat a few more bites, otherwise you won't have the strength to bear the ...... at all."

Crackling tears rolled down the porridge bowl, which had already cooled a little, and she immediately got up and stood up, put the bowl on the table aside, and sobbed silently.

Covering her mouth with her hands fiercely, she tried to force herself not to make a sound.

I don't know how long it took for Lu Dao, and Luan Chi's hoarse question suddenly sounded behind him: "I'm now, am I very ugly and useless?"

Ying Ning hurriedly wiped the tears from her face, walked to the bed again, clenched his hand, and shook her head fiercely.

"If you were ugly, I wouldn't have approached you at the banquet that year. You are the most beautiful person I have seen in all my years. ”

She whispered, a smile finally on her sad face.

This was the first time they had mentioned the issue since the aftermath of the disaster.

"Sure enough, you are her, you are her......"

Luan Chi's cloudy eyes suddenly burst out with a strong light, and he grabbed her hand and exerted all his strength.

She didn't feel the pain, and nodded her head with tears.

"What's going on, tell me, what the hell is going on!"

He struggled to sit up, but several ropes held him to the bed, unable to move.

"Don't move! I—I'll tell you slowly......"

Ying Ning was helpless, she didn't want to tell Luan Chi about these extremely complicated things that sounded like a headache in such a situation. After all, now their life and death are uncertain, and their future is unknown, it is really not suitable to stage a sensational reunion after a long absence.

But now, he was full of curiosity, and he didn't say no. If he doesn't say it, he may even think that he has some bad intentions and deliberately disguises himself as his lover to deceive him.

Therefore, Ying Ning had no choice but to sit on the edge of the bed, grab Luan Chi's hand, and tell him eloquently.

The sky went from bright to dark to completely dark, and before you knew it, several hours had passed.

Ying Ning finished speaking and stopped.

She never thought that it would take so long to tell all the experiences of more than a year that she could be so calm.

"That's all said and done. You see, there's nothing earth-shattering, it's just survival. It seems that as long as it is compared to the living one, many things are not so important. ”

After changing her position, Ying Ning found that her legs were a little numb, and Luan Chi's head rested on her lap, listening to her tell her what happened to her.

Touching his forehead, she sighed slightly, in the past few hours, Luan Chi actually didn't feel uncomfortable once, probably because he had been listening intently to what he was talking about, and his attention was relatively concentrated.

According to his previous statement, as long as he can survive three cycles, that is, about 21 days, he can basically quit drug addiction.

"I have to go back to life, but I can't bear to go back and tell my boss that I've done my job in the case of being an addict. ”

Regarding national security, Luan Chi said very little, and Ying Ning did not deliberately ask.

She only knew that he was selected by the above, and he had been secretly receiving training in various professions for more than a year. Originally, according to Luan Chi's identity, he didn't need to accept such a dangerous undercover mission, but he insisted on doing so and wanted to make achievements in the shortest possible time.

"So, at that time, I had no way to marry you, and I had no ability to stop you from getting married, so I could only go to training under the pretext of being sent to the army by my father for training, and I couldn't tell anyone, including you, the real reason. ”

He whispered, thinking of Luan Jin, I wonder if Lu Dao will feel a little glorious and proud of him one day in the future, when he learns what he has done?

"Doesn't your father know the truth?"

He nodded and closed his eyes, "Can't tell anyone." At the end of this mission, my identity will be completely erased, and there will be no more 'Luan Chi' in the world, I guess, the upper authorities will send someone to do a very detailed file, for example, 'I' died in an exercise in the army, or some kind of sudden illness......

Ying Ning was stunned, and also felt that his guess was very likely.

"Then the two of us, aren't we completely two people with no identity?"

She raised the corners of her mouth and couldn't help but smile.

"yes, that's right. Still, if you're you, then ...... Who is the current Night Baby Ning?"

Luan Chi raised his head and asked curiously.

"Probably...... It may be the owner of my current body, it may be someone who has nothing to do with it, and I don't know how to do it, I haven't been in contact with her, and I don't want to have contact with her......"

Ying Ning lowered her head, and when she heard Luan Chi mention the woman, she was inexplicably a little flustered.

For more than a year, it is not himself who really gets along with Luan Chi, but "Night Baby Ning", will he find that in fact, what he loves is not the skin, but the soul of the woman?

Her nervousness fell on Luan Chi's eyes, and he couldn't help but smile, and the mouth on his lips cracked. Frightened, Ying Ning hurriedly reached out to cover his mouth, not allowing him to make too big movements.

"My only concern is whether you will go to her and ask her to give your husband back to you. ”

Ying Ning shook off his hand and said angrily: "How come! My marriage with Zhou Yang has no emotional foundation, the two of us don't even have the same room, and I have never admitted that it is my husband!"

Luan Chi smiled even more happily and finally put his mind at ease.

He gradually closed his eyes, intending to take a nap before the next intense pain came.

Ying Ning hugged him tightly and whispered in his ear: "In this life, in the next life, I will never let go of you again, whether it is life or death......"