The cry alarmed everyone in Kunning Palace, and everyone looked at each other, not knowing what happened to make Ma Xiuying so out of shape. In view of the aggravation of Ma Xiuying's condition these times, everyone has a faint sense of foreboding, and Ma Xiuying is afraid that she will not be cured. Fear and worry hung over these people's hearts, and everyone was sad.

Dao Yan saw the figures of Pink Lotus and Zijuan swaying at the door several times, wanting to come in but not daring to come in. He looked at Ma Xiuying and Xun Ying, who were still crying, and said: "It's okay to vent your emotions and cry, crying too much will hurt your liver and lungs, and the queen can't cry anymore." ”

Xun Ying heard that it was not good for Ma Xiuying to cry again, so she hurriedly wiped away her tears and choked up: "Master, you can't cry, let's cry again next time Master Daoyan says that we can cry." ”

"Poof!" Ma Xiuying was amused by Xun Ying's words with tears still on her face, is there such a persuasion?

"The slave went to fetch water. Xunying was proud of being able to make Ma Xiuying happy.

As soon as I went out, I saw a few palace people surrounding me, and asked worriedly, "Sister Ying, why is the queen sad?"

"It's a way of treatment. Xunying wouldn't tell them that Ma Xiuying's time was short, and told Fan Lotus and Zijuan to serve medicine and toiletries.

Pink Lotus and Zijuan walked into the house, and happened to hear Ma Xiuying say to Dao Yan: "It feels really comfortable to cry like this." ”

Dao Yan said: "People have seven emotions and six desires, which cannot be suppressed and can only be channeled, crying and laughing can soothe the nerves and relax the body and mind." If you are in a state of sadness and anger all the time, it will lead to stasis and blockage, affecting qi, blood and liver. Therefore, the poor monk suggested that the queen mother occasionally vent happily like this, but not often sad and crying. ”

Pink Lotus and Zijuan were able to open their eyes, it turned out that crying could cure the disease, and they decided to find a corner where no one would cry for a while, venting the depression of these days.

After Ma Xiuying washed her face, her eyes were a little red and swollen because of the painful crying. She guessed that her current appearance must be ugly, so she covered her face with a silk towel and refused to take it off.

Seeing this, Dao Yan immediately got up and said goodbye, he also needed to go back to the Buddha hall to confess to the Buddha about the palpitations just now, at that moment looking at Ma Xiuying's lonely and sad appearance, he somehow said what he felt in his heart.

In the silent Buddha hall, Dao Yan touched the ground with his head, knelt down, and silently repented of his mistakes in his heart, "Buddha, the disciple knows that he is not qualified to ask for any ordinary heart for himself, but when the disciple sees her crying, his heart really hurts. How can a disciple break through the miasma of his mind?"

The solemn Rulai of the Dharma Minister folded his palms on his back, sat cross-legged, and his eyes only opened a slit slightly, but he could see every move of all living beings. He had a faint kind smile on his face, as if he was forgiving the mistakes of his ignorant disciples, and as if he was tolerating the boundless sins in this world.

Dao Yan's heart is full of pain and contradictions, and this pain transcends his physical trauma. Since he escaped into the empty door, he should concentrate on cultivating Buddhism, but Ma Xiuying's figure seems to be embedded in his flesh and blood, so that he can't be peeled off, especially Ma Xiuying's time is short, so he can't refuse any request from this woman ruthlessly.

"O Buddha, the disciple begs forgiveness for a few years, let the disciple spend the rest of her life with her, and after she leaves, the disciple will serve the Buddha wholeheartedly and repent for the rest of his life. The contradictory Dao Yan finally made a decision, he was unwilling to break his oath to the Buddha, but he couldn't let go of Ma Xiuying and didn't want to live up to his beloved woman.

Hundreds of years later, the monk Cangyang Gyatso, who had the same experience as him, wrote a poem that best expressed their feelings:

I have worried about the love and damage to the Brahmanic practice,

Into the mountains and afraid not to fall into the city,

The world is safe and perfect,

Live up to it.

In Kunning Palace, there were low cries from time to time, and Ma Xiuying frowned, "I haven't had an accident yet, why are they crying?"

Xun Ying said embarrassedly: "The slave maid told them that crying can cure diseases, and I guess they took it seriously." Master, let them vent, everyone is quite aggrieved during this time. ”

Ma Xiuying thought about it, and understood why Xun Ying said that everyone was very aggrieved, and sneered: "I've been seriously ill these days, I guess those ghosts and charms have appeared again, right?"

"Master, let's leave this alone, your body is the most important. Xun Ying avoided answering, just Zhao Cheng's attitude could see how the people outside were looking at the people of their Kunning Palace now, and she didn't want to say these things to annoy Ma Xiuying.

"I dare to do this when I'm still here, don't you have no way to live when I'm gone?" Ma Xiuying raised her eyebrows and was angry, "Especially Zhao Cheng, he dares to hurt Master Daoyan, I will never forgive him! You go and inform Liang Min, I want all the information about Zhao Cheng in his hand, don't fool me with those things that are framing and blaming me, there must be real evidence, otherwise I will clean him up together!"

I don't know if it was because Dao Yan let Ma Xiuying vent her emotions or because Ma Xiuying would focus on Zhao Cheng, she didn't even gasp or cough, and she could finish a large part of the sentence without stumbling.

Xun Ying stared at Ma Xiuying in disbelief, her eyelids didn't dare to blink, she was a little skeptical that Ma Xiuying had returned to the light.

Ma Xiuying glared at her, "Why are you looking so strange? I used to worry about this and that, but now that the worst has happened, and my lifespan is clear, what else do I have to worry about? At least I still have time to do something I want to do. ”

Xun Ying wanted to cry when she heard this, "The master will be fine, Master Dao Yan will definitely cure you." ”

mentioned Dao Yan, Ma Xiuying sighed, "Xun Ying, if I hadn't married the emperor and stayed in Suzhou, Dao Yan wouldn't have become a monk, right?"

"Probably not, no. Xun Ying replied tremblingly, her master really acted without scruples, and said whatever he wanted. She looked at the door and hurried to close the hidden door.

"Xun Ying, you go out of the palace. Ma Xiuying suddenly said this.

"Why?" asked Xun Ying angrily, Ma Xiuying's body was like this, how could she leave.

"I'm afraid that no one will take care of you after I leave, and you will be bullied, so I think it's best to hand you over to Mu Longsheng. Ma Xiuying smiled and said jokingly: "People have been waiting for you, you have to drag it out any longer, be careful that people marry others." ”

Xun Ying cried out loud, "Master, the slave and maid will serve you for a lifetime, where you are, the slave and maid are there." If you are gone, the slave will go down there and serve you. ”

"Silly girl, I don't want you to serve, I'm going to live a new life. Ma Xiuying laughed self-deprecatingly, maybe she will be reincarnated again if she dies this time, but don't meet Zhu Yuanzhang again. Regardless of whether she owed Zhu Yuanzhang a debt in her previous life, she has paid it off in this life anyway, and she no longer owes Zhu Yuanzhang anything.