The beginning of the chaos
In Gongsun's heart, the fear of the two situations was poured into each other, and it was completely impossible to tell which side had the upper hand. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
In either case, Gongsun couldn't accept it. Because, in either case, the extravagant corpse can be called the beginning of the turmoil in the world for decades.
At this moment, for Gongsun, the sin of the extravagant corpse can no longer be described in human terms.
Gongsun's only thought of the corpse may be to cut the flesh and skin of the corpse, and break the bones and scatter ashes.
Even, even so, it is possible that it will not be possible to atone for the sins committed by the corpse.
When Gongsun arrived at this moment, he felt an emotion called "Why is the corpse not a Gu person" like never before.
If the corpse is a Gu person, Gongsun can directly beat the corpse into ashes. It's better than the luck of gritting your teeth at such a luxury corpse, which is refreshing.
Fortunately, the two fears of being evenly matched made Gongsun gain courage in the cracks.
Gongsun forcibly stabilized his heart and forcibly suppressed the fear derived from these two situations.
Then, Gongsun said to the corpse, "You have plucked yourself clean." You say that, is the conscience passable? Doesn't it hurt?"
Haobi Corpse laughed and said: "Conscience? Do you think that after living for a long time, what is the use of conscience? People with conscience will not live long." Like, you!"
Speaking of this, even if Gongsun closed his eyes, it was as if he had seen the whole world.
From Gongsun's eyes, flashing like a movie, is exactly all the things that Gongsun has experienced over the years.
Every time these things appeared, Gongsun would feel that they had something to do with the corpse.
Whether it was the beginning of the event, which prompted Gongsun to embark on an adventurous journey. Or is it that the confrontation between the Twelve Ancestral Witches and the Five Emperors of the Human Race later triggered a battle between the Terran and the Northern Netherworld. Even, later, all kinds of conflicts within the human race. It seems that there are also extravagant corpses and his apprentices.
Gongsun has tried his best, and has always believed that he has inherited the will of Grandpa Xi and is working hard and contributing to the prosperity of the human race. even, at the expense of becoming, a person who grabs power by unscrupulous means.
However, no matter whether all this is out of Gongsun's original intention. Whether Gongsun can realize his ideals and ambitions. It seems that it is all already, not particularly important.
Because, in this life, no matter how hard he struggles. It seems that they are all there, serving the corpse of luxury.
Gongsun has cultivated to the level he is today, defeating countless strong enemies and crushing countless difficulties. In fact, they are actually clearing up opponents for the corpse of Yubi.
When Gongsun really has enough qualifications to talk to the corpse of Haobi and wants to knock the corpse down. The corpse actually said to Gongsun that Gongsun has done well over the years, like an excellent subordinate.
This time, everything Gongsun did seems to have become a great irony. It seems that Gongsun himself is a big joke with Gongsun that fate entrusted to the corpse.
At this moment, Gongsun suddenly came to the brink of collapse again. Even, what is even more dangerous than the last time is that Gongsun has lost some of the courage to fight against the corpse.
At this moment, the only pillar that supports Gongsun and refuses to collapse easily. Perhaps, only Gongsun is left unwilling.
This time, it was Gongsun's turn to roar. Listening, Gongsun yelled at the corpse of Haobi: "Why!"
No one knows what Gongsun is asking and what he means.
Perhaps, even Gongsun himself doesn't know what he is asking.
The three words "why" may carry too many emotions of Gongsun.
For example:
Why, live like a puppet?
Why should you use your life to practice a conspiracy.
Why, with such hard work, I can't change and choose the trajectory of my fate.
Why, even if you become what you don't like, you still can't fit into this world.
Why, this world, this heaven and earth, wants to help a person who has no heart.
Why......
Why are these grounds, in the bottom of Gongsun's heart, not a question, nor an sigh. Gongsun just used these words to flatly express his willingness to vent his emotions.
Because, whether it is true or not. Even, did the corpse of Haobi have begun to affect Gongsun's memory with the help of the collapse of order in Gongsun's heart. Let Gongsun only see the injustice of heaven and earth, and his own incompetence.
Gongsun is already there, and there is no room for any choice.
At this moment, all Gongsun can do is to completely deny what the corpse said. In his own memory, find a memory that has nothing to do with the corpse of Lubi.
When it comes to retrieving memories and thinking about problems, the first thing Gongsun needs to do is to become calm.
Gongsun asked himself why he, who had always been known for his calmness, became angry and confused. Could it be that it's really just because of the extravagant corpse?
No, the extravagant corpse is just a trigger, not the real demon of Gongsun.
Gongsun still doesn't know what his inner demon is. However, this did not prevent Gongsun from forcibly taking a breath and suppressing the devil in his heart. And take the opportunity to release this breath to vent the bitterness in your chest.
There is no doubt that Gongsun's approach was very effective.
Because, Gongsun soon found the part that was free from the corpse of Yubi in his memory.
This part is about Gongsun's last master, Chi Matsuko.
Although, when Gongsun met Chi Songzi, it was exactly when he was facing the extravagant corpse and the apprentice Kui Niu.
However, Gongsun still firmly believes that the red pine nuts that can kill Kui Niu in one move have nothing to do with the extravagant corpse.
Even, because after Kui Niu died, it did not immediately turn into black ashes. Gongsun didn't feel that his encounter with Chi Songzi was affected by the corpse in any way.
With the help of the memory nodes implicated in the character of Chi Songzi, Gongsun re-established a psychological defense line in an instant.
Gongsun, who had regained his spirit, looked directly into the eyes of the corpse and said, "Perhaps, I still need to thank you." After all, I probably wouldn't have lived such an abundant life without you. I won't meet someone who is truly noble in my life. ā
The nobleman mentioned by Gongsun is naturally not the name of the god he inherited. The noble person mentioned by Gongsun, as mentioned earlier, is a red pine nut.
Gongsun wasn't sure if the corpse knew who Chi Songzi was, but Gongsun had no way out at the moment, so he could only move the name of Chi Songzi out and rebuild his self-confidence.