Chapter 500: Stealing Life
Now Shen Mohuan finally understands!
All her tangled mysteries have been solved one by one!
From the mouth of his own mother, with tears and grief, the hysterical accusation with his voice is so real that he doesn't even have a chance to make her doubt!
"Mama, do you know? Every time I see Huan'er, I can think of all the things that have endured nausea by that man's side all these years! Huan'er's existence reminds me of this indelible shame all the time! Because of Huan'er's existence in this life, I may never be able to go back!"
"No, no, no! Miss, the prince loves you so much! Over the years, silver, consumption, eating, drinking, and wearing, as long as the lady needs, it has been sent in a steady stream, and even the girl's gentlemen have been selected by the prince himself, and the prince must be full of thoughts about Miss you! Miss rest assured, as long as the girl is good, your status will be as stable as Mount Tai, and you will follow the lady to eat and drink spicy food and spicy food in the future, and enjoy the blessings forever!"
"Mama doesn't need to comfort me! You and I know very well in my hearts! If I don't have Huan'er, it is natural for me to follow Qing'er back to the prince in the future, but at this time...... Forget it, Qin Lan is dead, and next year should be a three-year period. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info I'd better do more things for the prince, and sit on the position of the head of the house as soon as possible, and I'll talk about it later!"
Aunt Xia sighed and continued: "Mama, do you say that my life is easy? That Qin Lan thought I was proud, thought that I had robbed her man and robbed her of her favor! But only I know how bitter I am!
The sweetheart can't see it, and every day he has to please a man he hates so much. How painful is this! She is better than me, I can't get used to seeing that Shen Mu only needs to close the door, and she can ignore what is going on outside the window, and her life is so carefree!
She's luckier than me! Speaking of which, she has to thank me!
If I hadn't appeared, how could she have seen through the true colors of Shen Mu and the people of the Shen family so early! If I hadn't drugged her, I'm afraid that she would still be living in pain to this day! I've really had enough of all this in the Shen family!
Mama, you say, how can this Shen family be so snobbish and useless? Tian Tian is shameless, just thinking about reaching out for money and things?
That Qin Lan is also not lucky! She was born in such a family, and there was such a strong father who really wanted to make drastic reforms, and so many people thought about calculating her at once!
But she was really blind back then, she was a serious daughter of a scholarly family, and she chose to follow such a wreck! No wonder the prince would choose the Shen family......
At that time, Xia Hongsu was speaking energetically, but her voice suddenly lowered......
For Shen Mohuan, the warm spring of May has become a cold winter wax moon in an instant!
The doubts that have been entangled in my heart for many years have all been solved, but a layer of haze that cannot be dissolved has been left!
She actually laughed in the cupboard!
She was even a little relieved!
Because it's not that I'm not good enough!
But no matter what you do, you will never be able to reach the "good" in your mother's heart!
Who calls himself not the man's child in his mother's heart, who calls himself not the arrival that his mother expects, who calls himself so big that his grandmother saves him, who calls his existence a shame, and who calls himself in the way of his mother in the future!
She walked on thin ice, but she never knew that she had not fallen off the ice, not because of her own caution! but because she was not a threat to them! It was because she was dispensable that they had never broken the ice!
As the grandmother and aunt said, if her presence hinders them, they may fall under the ice at any time and place, as if they had never been to this world!
How could she not laugh?
It turns out that her birth and existence are a joke! It turns out that she has been in danger without knowing it!
It turns out that her arrival was indeed wrong!
She's been trying to please everyone!
It turns out that all this was doomed to be in vain a long time ago!
It turns out that her life is like a mustard, as cheap as an ant!
At the moment when she lowered her head and was depressed, through the light through the gap, she saw a small ant at her feet, just like herself at the moment, alone, at a loss, spinning in place.
The ant may not be able to stand the smell of camphor wood in this wardrobe at this time, and is trying to climb up the crack in the cabinet door.
Shen Moqing's cabinet is specially made, in order to prevent moisture, the cabinet door should be higher than the bottom panel, how can this smooth door panel be easy to climb?
So the ant began to climb up, down, and up...... Such repetition.
Shen Mohuan suddenly felt that the situation of this ant was so similar to his own!
They also know that they will be trampled to death anytime and anywhere, they know that the light ahead is only a meager trace, and they know that it will take a lot of effort to find a way out...... But I had to struggle and fight!
The gentleman said, "The ants are still stealing their lives"!
Yes, in order to steal life, what is wrong with this ant moving towards the light and freedom again and again!
My mother doesn't hurt herself, so what if you don't want yourself?
As long as she survives, she will have a chance to chase the light!
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At this time, there was a commotion, and it turned out that Xia Hongsu suddenly lowered her voice because Shen Moqing was back!
"Mother, you're here!" After Qin Lan left, Shen Moqing called Aunt Xia has always been a "mother", but Shen Mohuan only dared to call her "aunt" according to the courtesy.
Shen Moqing ran in like a gust of wind, "Auntie, you haven't come to see me for a few days, do you miss me today?"
"I know that I want something good!Is it a good thing, there is only a cup of bird's nest, and it is still warm!You eat it while it's hot first!" Xia Hongsu was still angry just now, ready to settle accounts with Shen Moqing, but at this time, as soon as her daughter came back, she was coquettish, and sure enough, no matter how angry she was, she couldn't get out.
"It's bird's nest again!" Shen Moqing was not satisfied!
"You kid, other people can't eat it even if they want to! Do you know how much silver a tael this thing costs? Even an old lady can't eat such a pure golden silk blood swallow! This good thing must be eaten every day to be the best for the body! The cook in the big kitchen is not at ease, this is all specially made by the mother to make the mother-in-law watch the fire stew! Eat it quickly! It's good for the skin!"
Shen Moqing only drank a few sips and pushed away the bowl: "Don't eat it, I can't eat it! Give the rest to Huan'er! Eh, what about Huan'er? Isn't it? Gone? I'm not back yet, she is not small, she is not small, she even left without saying hello?"
The maid behind Shen Moqing had been quietly giving this stupid master a look, but Shen Moqing was only focused on a new set of dresses that she had just gone out to see, and was thinking about how to ask Xia Hongsu for silver taels, but she completely blurted out Shen Mohuan...... (To be continued.) )