"In fact, it can be said that the influence of the Library Pavilion on my Yu Le is really a certain turning point, after all, from some of my perspectives, I have been thinking in my heart, if I was here by myself, I didn't get the leadership of Hua Ruoli's sister, and then went to the Library Pavilion over there, what would it be?"

For such a situation, in fact, to be honest, Yu Le himself is also more confused here.

Just before, Yu Le was on his own side, and he really didn't think about these things, because in Yu Le's personal heart.

On her side this time, she always felt that she was here at the beginning, and she really said that because there were a lot of things, and he was also looking at a lot of things, so he didn't think about these things.

But now it's different, Yu Le doesn't have so many things to worry about at the moment, and there is nothing to keep him busy.

So it's okay for Yu Ledao to calm down and think about these things, so for such a question, he himself thinks that he can think about it more deeply.

"Yes, after all, I'm here now, and I'm also trying to think about the problem over there, so in that case, I think it's okay to think about these things here. ”

"It's been a while before the beast launches its next attack, and in this time, I can completely think about the things that I haven't thought about well, whether it's good or bad, at least I can tell right from wrong. ”

Thinking of Yu Le after this, she also let out a long breath, because for her, she herself has been thinking about it all the time, just like that, in fact, she always feels that no matter what she says, so far, she really needs a time like this, to figure out some things.

"If it was in the past, I would have been able to think about this kind of please as much as possible, I think maybe it would be much better now. ”

"Well, I'm really not sure where I'm here now, after all, nothing has happened, and even if I try to imagine it myself, I don't think it's possible to come up with a right and a wrong one. ”

"Because I also know very well, this kind of thing or something, only if you have completely experienced it here, and if you have been exposed to it here, it is just right, and you can know the result. ”

"Well, from the perspective of some of my own thoughts at present, I think it is very likely that it is to say, or based on the situation encountered, or more to say, I am afraid that my own side is not convincing to me. ”

"Hey......"

Seriously, Yu Le himself here, this lament really contains too much, her own consideration here, after all, from her experience, Yu Le's experience is a lot, but in the end, it belongs to that kind of experience, basically not too much help experience.

Often, for Yu Le, in fact, he really feels very unhappy in his heart, because what Yu Le knows, in fact, if he has experience, this is a good thing, that is to say, in everyone's heart, they all feel that the more experienced, in fact, the more powerful this person is.

And like Yu Le's own side, the people in the organization, to be honest, Yu Le can also see it, he found that everyone here is very hopeful, can get some experience or something, encounter some things, and then in this way, they can be very good with other people, over there to brag about it.

Yu Le actually wants to do the same, and what you need to know is that Yu Le lives with everyone here, in the organization, and often, on his own side, he is also exposed to music and has been influenced by everyone.

"Even if I'm here, I don't deliberately go into contact with these people, I don't want to be disturbed by them here, I think the contact time is long, even if it's an occasional task, and then meet, to be honest, this kind of thing is actually not too optimistic for me. ”

"Because I know very well here, from the current overall problem, the longer I have been in contact with these people, the more fun they have said, what they have done, in fact, it will really leave a big imprint on my heart. ”

"And this kind of imprint will really surround me all the time, and then affect some of my own performance here, and affect some of my practices. ”

"So, this kind of influence is still more subtle, and it won't be noticed at the first time, but for me, it seems that I won't notice it myself. ”

"It's more uncomfortable, but the impact or something, after all, it still exists, and the joy that appears all the time, after thinking about it, I really think, so in this way, I should really stay away from these guys. ”

But wanting to leave these people, for Yu Le at this moment, it is really like a fantasy, because Yu Le clearly understands that with his level, it is impossible to choose the environment he likes.

"Hey, there's no way, because at the moment, I'm here, I can continue to do tasks in the organization, and then live a good life or something, these things are a kind of honor given to me by the organization. ”

"If I hadn't been organized, I might have been starved to death early, and even if I hadn't been starved to death, I felt that I might have been bullied by those guys outside on my own side now. ”

Yu Le's organization can be said to be not only Yu Le's own refuge, but also Yu Le's own place, the best place to develop.

Although it's cruel, it also gives Yu Le a lot of help, and Yu Le sometimes notices this, and in fact, Yu Le also thinks that it can be completely accepted.

But there is one thing, but it makes Yu Le feel unable to let go of it all the time.