Text Chapter 1966 Escapism
Ye Li really experienced what it means to capsize in the gutter this time, and all thoughts were lost. The most important thing is that Ye Li entered this formation with his physical body, if he didn't eat or drink water for a few days, his body would definitely not be able to stand it.
The sword qi was sealed, and the sword qi could not be regarded as a resource, so Ye Li's physical functions were declining day by day. At most, Ye Li could only hold on for another seven days.
Ye Li was now weak, and time became extremely slow in Ye Li's eyes. Every day, every minute, seems to be eternal, and on such a day, Ye Li can't stay for a day.
Not that it's boring, but because there's no hope at all.
That little ghost didn't know where he went, and directly below Ye Li was the door. Through that door, you can be reborn. The distance is close at hand, but it is like the end of the world, and it cannot be crossed.
"Damn, there's no one alive!
"Who?"
Ye Li frowned, Nima, there is really someone! This is the second day that Ye Li was hanged, and a living person finally appeared.
Ye Li looked in the direction of the sound, and saw a person on a tree branch constantly shaking. Ye Li also learned his posture and began to sway from side to side.
From a distance, it was the two branches that were swaying rapidly, and it wasn't until Ye Li felt dizzy that the other party stopped. I guess it's the same feeling as Ye Li.
At this moment, another voice came from there: "Who are you?"
"My name is Ye Li, what about you?"
"I ...... I don't have a name and I don't know who I am. I've been here for as long as I can remember, and you're the first, talker-talking, person I've ever met. Can you talk to me?"
The anonymous man on the other side had a begging voice, as if he was very lonely, and very much hoped that Ye Li could accompany him.
"Do you know how to get out?"
Ye Li regretted it after asking, if he knew, he wouldn't have been hanging here all the time. However, he said that he had always been here, which meant that this stranger now, he was not in the form of a physical body, but a primordial god.
"I ...... I don't know. None of the people who came here got out alive. Hey, is there anything you can't put down?"
Ye Li didn't know how to answer, he originally thought that he had let go, but who knew that as soon as he entered the illusion realm, Ye Li's heart collapsed in an instant.
"I can't let go of anyone. My wife, I killed him, and it was my fault that my children were left without a mother. ”
Ye Li smiled helplessly, the indescribable entanglement in his heart, as if something was blocked in his heart, he needed to vent it, but he couldn't vent it.
"Oh, what do you think your wife wants you to do?
"Yes. ”
"What a lucky woman. I haven't liked anyone, so I don't know about your feelings. She is in the spirit of heaven, and she must hope that you and the children will live well, and don't disturb your current life because of her. But you can't get out, your child, what should I do?"
Nima, this person really hit the nail on the head. What he said is not wrong, what Ye Li can't let go of now is his own child. Life and death Ye Li has already looked down, his life and death, it doesn't matter.
It's just that when he thinks of Ye Zi and Ye Xun, Ye Li will feel a pain in his heart. They have been living without a mother for so many years. If they lose themselves again, what will happen to them?
The more Ye Li thought about it, the more he felt the restraints on his body, and the tighter it became. This branch seems to adjust according to one's own mind and heart.
But can she really let go? If Su Ming lived, what would she want to do.
Ye Li no longer spoke, but lowered his head to think. The stranger over there seemed to be able to sense Ye Li's state, and he silently didn't disturb, as if he had never appeared.
A day passed, Ye Li's body began to weaken, although he did not pass out directly, but Ye Li had completely lost his strength.
That's when the imp reappeared. looked at Ye Li with a smug face, and as soon as he raised his hand, Ye Li slowly hung in front of him. This little ghost looked at Ye Li carefully, and even raised his hand, grabbed Ye Li's head, and swayed it a few times.
"Well, you're okay, kid, you can last so long. Okay, I see your heart, and you're going to stay here. Boy, let's be honest, you just stay here, it's good here. ”
Ye Li was angry when he saw this little ghost, and glared at him: "The day you wait for Lao Tzu to go out, it will be your death." I'm not joking with you, you let me go now, everything before, the past is not to blame. ”
"You don't scare me, that's the rule, it's useless for me to let you go. Your own heart has not cut off the past, the only thing that can let you down is yourself, don't look at me. They used to go out, they did it, and I told you how to do it. ”
The little ghost looked aggrieved at Ye Li, Ye Li smiled coldly and said, "Okay, you wait for me." ”
"Scare me again, you are such a person, how can you bully me. Hmph, I'm not going to play with you anymore, I'm going to sleep. ”
The little ghost is gone, and Ye Li's only hope is gone. However, after this situation lasted for three days, Ye Li won his own turnaround.
Ye Li was weak and weak, and his body was on the verge of collapse, but Ye Li still didn't give up.
Nima, even if it is for the sake of the two children, Lao Tzu will not give up! Lao Tzu promised that they would go back, so he must do it. A man, a father, must keep his word!
Ye Li used all his strength, and finally roared angrily and closed his eyes.
How should this past be cut off? Just thinking of this, Ye Li saw the illusion again. The illusion is still like that, in an apartment in Yanjing, Su Ming is cleaning up in the kitchen, but the difference is that Ye Li found himself reading a newspaper. It's not early in the morning, it's a weekend evening, after dinner.
Ye Xun was in the room, and the door of the study was open, and I saw Ye Xun's fingers of both hands, constantly tapping on the keyboard. And Ye Zi was talking and laughing with others on the phone.
Ye Li smiled helplessly, no matter how much he tried, once he saw such a scene, Ye Li's heart would ripple and he couldn't cut it.
Such a beautiful life, even if it only exists in fantasy, how can Ye Li be willing to break it?
Maybe there's no way out of living here forever. Ye Li put down the newspaper and shouted into the room: "Ye Xun, come out, let's play a game of chess." ”
Ye Xun didn't come out for a long time, Ye Li shouted again dissatisfiedly, and finally Su Ming said unhappily: "Ye Xun, your father called you." ”
Ye Xun looked unhappy and touched his fluffy hair. Compared with the eighteen-year-old Ye Xun, Ye Xun, who is now working, has a little more maturity and responsibility.
"Dad, I'm busy, I have to hand in two academic reports tomorrow, and I have to go to the company for a meeting, so I really don't have time. Ye Xun quietly pointed to Ye Zi's room: "Oh, look for the old lady." She calls her boyfriend and doesn't even take you seriously. I decided it happily. ”
Ye Xun laughed, Ye Li directly grabbed Ye Xun's neck, almost mentioned in front of him: "Play chess with me, if you can't delay time, just kill a game." ”
"Dad, can't I admit defeat? Your chess strength, who is your opponent, you are a national player! Let me go, Mom!"
Su Ming came over with a plate of fruit and held Ye Xun down: "You usually have to go to work, how can you have time to accompany your father." It's not tomorrow's weekend, I'm afraid of something. What will, just push it off, and our family will go out for an outing. ”
"What, outing? I'm going to buy snacks to take with me, and oh, I'm going to drive!"
Ye Zi is still so lively and cute, but Ye Xun has matured a lot. Ye Liming knew that all this was just an illusion, but he still couldn't help but not pierce the window paper.
"You're red, first. ”
Ye Xun had no choice, Su Ming and Ye Zi were watching from the side, father and son game, this chess was really played by father and son.
A game of chess took about an hour, and in the endgame, Ye Li made an afterthought and killed Ye Xun. Ye Xun looked helpless: "I've said it, Dad, where am I your opponent." Can I go?"
"Didn't your mother say that tomorrow we will go on an outing. Go and put off the meeting. ”
"Dad. ”
"Go, don't make me angry. ”
Ye Xun saw Ye Li's face, so he had to go to the balcony to make a phone call and push off the meeting. Ye Li was alone, walked to the balcony to smoke, and everything felt very real. The streets outside the community are brightly lit, pedestrians, shops, vehicles, and middle-aged and elderly people exercising and dancing in the community.
If Ye Li woke up in such a state, no one told Ye Li, Ye Li would never think that all this was just an illusion.
"How nice it would be if it was true. ”
Ye Li sighed, the cigarette in his hand was pinched off by Su Ming, and thrown into the ashtray: "If you don't pay attention to your body, you will see that I will take care of you when you are old." ”
Ye Li suddenly hugged Su Ming and hugged him tightly in his arms.
"Su Ming, if one day, I have to let go of the past, and you will disappear, what do you want me to do?"
"What a stupid thing to say, aren't you doing well now? If we don't cultivate, we won't have it, and the family will live very well. You can do the work of the National Security Bureau, and our family has been like this, isn't it perfect. ”
Ye Li let go of Su Ming and smiled slightly: "Yes, life is perfect now, perfect is like a dream." ”
This night, Ye Li chose to escape in the illusion and did not go out. Ye Li didn't know that his physical body seemed to be drying up, and it was shriveled and unshaped.
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"Yuan Mo, how is Ye Li's side?"
Yuan Demon shook his head: "I thought he was some kind of great person, who came to the Temple of Creation and Transformation to further his studies. Unexpectedly, he is also an ordinary man, and now he is trapped in the illusion and can't get out. Hmph, if you can't let go of the past, you will never be able to have the future. ”
"You, that's a nice thing to say. Didn't it take you seven full days to break it off back then? I think this young man is very promising. And he has a kind of calmness and tenacity that others don't have. ”
Red Pupil smiled slightly: "If we don't make a bet, I'll bet he can succeed." ”
"What to bet on?"
"Okay, you dare to talk to me about bets, I don't think you want to mess around. ”
Yuan Mo laughed and hugged the red pupil in his arms. The Yuan Demon, the head of the four major realms, turned out to be a strict wife, who would have thought of this.
Let's say that Ye Li lived in the illusion for a day, and the next day, the family had a holiday, went out happily to play, and drove towards the suburbs. Ye Zi went to the supermarket early in the morning and bought a cart of snacks.
Along the way, except for Ye Xun, everyone else was laughing and laughing.
Ye Li sat in the co-pilot, looking out the window from time to time, today's weather ...... That's great.