Lu Yan's soul floated aimlessly, I don't know how long it was, and then saw the city where she had lived for more than 30 years in her previous life. Pen fun and pavilion www.biquge.info

The nest still maintains the appearance of going out to buy breakfast, cleaned up spotlessly, and after being away for so long, is someone cleaning it?

When he was confused, his ex-boyfriend Wen Di, who didn't want to think of even if he chose amnesia, opened the door and came in, stood in the room staring at his photo in a daze, and kissed the photo:

"Yeon-yeon, don't sleep lazy."

After that, I started to clean up, and every place was scrubbed cleanly. Then he went into the kitchen and made Lu Yan's favorite handmade soup rice noodles in her previous life.

Two bowls, neatly placed on the table:

"Yanyan, eat slowly, don't burn it."

After saying that, I ate it myself, but as soon as I took a bite, I vomited.

"Yanyan, why is there left, you are so thin, eat more."

"You don't need to wash the dishes, I'll do it. You're in charge of speaking with me. ”

Wash the dishes while talking.

"Can he see me?"

Lu Yan thought about it, but the other party's sight was obviously not here.

"Yanyan, I can't accompany you to the hospital today, be careful on your way."

After speaking, I went out, took a taxi, and told the driver to go to the Municipal People's Hospital.

I went directly to the inpatient department and skillfully changed into a hospital gown.

Lu Yan found that Wen Di had lost a lot of weight, her face was pale, and her eye sockets were deep.

Finally, I followed him into the chemotherapy room. I saw the doctor's diagnosis: Wen Di, male, 36 years old, leukemia, time: August 18, 2015.

Isn't this the second month after your own car accident?

"Thank you, doctor! Let me live for another dozen years. Now, I don't have the motivation to keep going. My Yeon-yeon went before me. ”

Seeing that the doctor wanted to speak and stopped, Wen Di spoke.

"You can only live for another year at most when you were diagnosed with this disease, and it is a miracle in the medical profession that you can survive so many years. If you persevere, you may be able to find a cure. ”

The doctor also knew that his words were pale and weak, but after treating Wen Di for so many years, he couldn't bear to say bad words.

"Doctor, I am in this world, I have no relatives and no reason, this is my bank card, I sold my house a few days ago, there are three million, I bought a very large cemetery, went to one and a half million, after I left, I was cremated, and my ashes were put into this box, and buried together in the cemetery, and the lilacs planted in the cemetery helped take care of it."

Lu Yan's heart tightened, she liked lilacs very much in her previous life, because she was like lilacs, leaving the fragrance to others and the bitterness to herself to taste silently.

After Wen Di finished those words, he took out a delicate urn from under the quilt of the hospital bed. Kiss it gently:

"Yanyan, don't be afraid, I'll accompany you right away."

After saying that, he lay quietly on the bed and fell into a deep sleep.

Lu Yan followed the doctor to the office, and the doctor silently sorted out Wen Di's medical records.

Time of first consultation: November 18, 2002, this day is his birthday, that is, the day when Wen Di proposed to break up with him.

That's the truth!

Lu Yan seemed to remember something, and rushed back to the ward, only to see Wen Di sleeping peacefully.

Perhaps, the master has a way! Lu Yan relied on her memory and drifted towards her master's research room.

But no matter how much he called the master, the master did not respond.

Changing bone marrow can save him! But he is a rare blood type, which has not yet appeared in the world.

Lu Yan hated herself for the first time, hating herself for being a lonely soul who couldn't do anything.

When he hurried back to the ward, Wendi was gone. Then I went to the doctor's office and saw a death certificate:

Wen Di, male, died at 20:13 on August 18, 2015 at the age of 36.

Lu Yan only felt a pain in her heart and fainted.

When Lu Yan woke up again and saw her mother's red and swollen eyes, she was stunned for a moment, and wanted to ask her mother what was wrong with her, but there was nothing else except the syllables of babbling.

"Yan'er! My hard-working Yan'er! It's not good for your mother, you are still so young, so you are allowed to go to such a far place. ”

Lu Yan felt an itch on her face, and when she touched it, she touched Xiaobai's soft hair.

Lu Yan looked at Xiaobai a little helplessly: How did I get back here.

Xiaobai: The master has been in a coma for two months, and the doctor said that the aftermath was arranged, but I told the master's mother that you are still there. Also, I also told her about Yang Zhuo, saying that Yang Zhuo has a wife, and she has already helped you quit this family business.

Hearing Yang Zhuo's name, I thought that I liked him at best, but I don't know when, I fell so deep.

The pain in his heart was like a knife, and the scenes he had experienced seemed like yesterday.

The first time I broke into the mill in the middle of the night, I was bitten by a snake, I had an accidental skin-to-skin contact, I hugged for the first time, I kissed for the first time...............

His cold face, cute expression, looking at his focused and affectionate eyes, and the temperature of his palms.........

Every picture is so beautiful, but all this, all this, at this time, is like a cursed net, always enveloping itself, and there is nowhere to escape.

If it is a betrayal, you can question it loudly, and then you can recognize the wrong person when you are blind.

But he was the one who intervened, the superfluous one, and what qualifications did he have to question why he had left him, what reason he had to ask him to leave his wife alone and return to himself.

Even if he was desperate to ask for it, he returned to his side. But he doesn't belong to himself at all. What's the point of staying around.

Lu Yan looked at the ceiling with empty eyes, day and night, tears kept flowing out, and finally there was no more.

"Yan'er, don't scare your mother. God has God's arrangement, in this life, you will definitely meet someone who truly loves you, you must believe it. ”

Really love yourself? This Lu Yan now also believes that Wen Di should love herself, but it took her more than ten years to put him down, and she is used to not loving him, plus the injury in this life, she no longer has the courage to love anymore.

Think of it as a dream.

Lu Yan got up a little mechanically, combed her hair, and found that a lot of hair had fallen out. Silently twist it into a ball and throw it into the garbage basket.

I took a set of riding clothes of my own design, walked into the bathroom, and washed under the water tap over and over again. It's as if you're going to completely wash something away from you.

I washed my face and washed it over and over again with facial cleanser, and I didn't let go of even a single pore.

Apply the mask and moisturize thoroughly, then apply a thin layer of powder and a light pink blush.

Concentrate on the eyebrows, stroke after stroke, thicker than usual, the lines are also straight, and the lips are coated with a layer of peach-like lipstick.

Xiaobai: The owner is so good-looking

Lu Yan: Yes.

walked to the stable, stepped on his beloved horse, and did not say hello to Xiaobai, his legs clamped the horse's belly, and the horsewhip flicked, drawing a beautiful arc in the air.

Xiaobai looked at the people and horses in the distance, and chased after them violently.