Chapter 32: The Renewed Flame
There are flames that are extinguished and never rekindled, and there are lights that are dimmed and never shine again.
Yang Xiaolin looked at the bottomless loss in Jing Xue's eyes, and the pride and confidence that flashed in the same pair of eyes a few days ago appeared in his mind, and his heart seemed to be slammed by something, and he twitched violently......
"It's been so many days and nothing has progressed. I made many, many phone calls, but it didn't work, I didn't even get a chance to audition. Without the gorgeous carriage and the beautiful crystal slipper, I was just Cinderella. "The snow is very low, although it is still pleasant, but the voice is very low.
"I think it's a waste of time for me to keep running around like this, and to keep making so many useless phone calls. It's better to be like you, deliver newspapers and distribute leaflets every day, although the income is not high, but at least you can have some income, maybe not enough to pay you back, but it's better than nothing...... Do you say it......" Jing Xue's voice became lower and lower, her head slowly drooped, and she didn't seem to dare to look at Yang Xiaolin's face.
She propped her elbows on the table, her hands clutched the necklace around her neck, and her hands trembled slightly from her shoulders to the necklace.
Yang Xiaolin looked at the girl sitting opposite, what she said just now was almost in front of him, digging away her past pride; at this moment, she was very fragile and could cry out at any time, but Yang Xiaolin saw her strength from her trembling body.
Whether it was because of Sister Liu's explanation or his feelings in his heart at this time, he couldn't let her lose the pride in her heart, and he couldn't let the shining light forever be in her beautiful eyes.
"Handing out flyers is not for you. Yang Xiaolin said solemnly: "Every day under the scorching sun, with a smiling face, I hand all kinds of leaflets to the men, women and children who pass by, but what is ushered in is countless impatience, cold eyes, contempt, and disdain...... Can you stand it, can you do it?"
Yang Xiaolin's words made Jing Xue raise her head again, she looked at Yang Xiaolin, pursed her lips, and nodded.
Yang Xiaolin shook his head: "You can't do it, you can't do it at all." ”
"I can do it, I can adapt it. Jing Xue said a little stubbornly, she was a little angry, she felt that Yang Xiaolin was despising her, and felt that she couldn't even do the simplest job.
"I'm no longer the young lady of the Ouyang family, I can do what others can do, why do you say I can't do it, you don't let me try, how do you know I can't do it." The suppressed love finally broke out, and Jing Xue's angry gaze fell on Yang Xiaolin's face, but she was surprised to find that he had a smile on his face.
Very gentle, very kind smile, without any contempt, without any disdain, those clear eyes and soft eyebrows, full of sincerity and care, let her mood gradually settle down.
"Everybody can do the flyer thing, but you can't do it. Because you're going to do what you're supposed to do. Yang Xiaolin looked at Jing Xue's eyes and said, "Don't you like being an actor very much, don't you like filming very much? Aren't these your dreams, do you give up your dreams because of the little difficulties you are encountering now?"
"I've seen your performances, your acting skills are excellent, and your talent is envious. Get out of the carriage and take off the crystal slipper, and you can dance more easily. Yang Xiaolin paused slightly when he said this, and finally said: "Unless you don't want to dance anymore." ”
Jingxue was completely stunned, she looked at Yang Xiaolin blankly, her mouth squirmed twice, and she wanted to say thank you, but found that she couldn't say anything.
She stood up, bowed her head to Yang Xiaolin, and didn't know whether to nod or salute this time, then turned around and walked to her room, and when she turned around, her tears finally couldn't help falling.
Seeing Jing Xue turn her back and close the door of the apartment, Yang Xiaolin exhaled, although Jing Xue's love was still not good, but he at least saw persistence and hope in her eyes, he scratched his head, and said to himself: "It seems that he said a lot of messy things, and I don't know if they are all right, but now it seems that at least there are no side effects." ”
Jingxue's condition today was a little bad, so he decided to report to Sister Liu.
To be on the safe side, he went downstairs directly and dialed Sister Liu's mobile phone.
"Xiaolin. Sister Liu's kind voice came.
Yang Xiaolin carefully told Sister Liu about Jing Xue's situation just now, and even Jing Xue's every action was not missed, and it took almost half an hour to say this.
Sister Liu was obviously quite worried about Jingxue's condition, but she sighed again and again, and she was very helpless: "I talk to Jingxue on the phone every day, and she talks and laughs with me on the phone, but it turns out that she is pretending. ”
"Xiaolin. Although Jingxue was born in the Ouyang family, she was not lucky, and she could even be said to be pitiful. Her mother died when she was very young, and her father's wife was someone else, so Cheng said that Jingxue's childhood was emotionally like an orphan. The necklace you just mentioned was the only memento her mother left her. Sister Liu felt that she needed to tell Yang Xiaolin about Jingxue's situation.
Yang Xiaolin didn't expect Jing Xue to have such an experience, he always thought that Jing Xue was just a wealthy lady who was at odds with her family, although she temporarily fell out with her family in order to stick to her dream, but this was only temporary, and when the two sides calmed down, she would return to the life of the eldest lady before.
Now it seems that Jingxue will most likely not go back, and it is not her family who makes this choice, but herself.
"Xiaolin, do you know why Jingxue is so keen on acting and loves it so much. That's because her mother was an excellent actress back then, but later gave up her acting career for the sake of her father. What she is pursuing now is actually the dream of both her and her mother. Sister Liu sighed again after speaking.
ended the call with Sister Liu, Yang Xiaolin was a little confused, Jingxue's life experience turned out to be like this.
An orphan? A strange smile appeared on Yang Xiaolin's face, and a feeling of being connected to his fate also swelled up in his heart.
Yang Xiaolin returned to his residence, and after taking a bath, he didn't rest immediately, but took out the textbook and began to look through it.
Outside the window, the moon shadow insects chirped, and at one o'clock in the morning, Yang Xiaolin closed the homework book a little tiredly, and the paper that he was going to give Xie Yuting tomorrow was finally ready.
Yang Xiaolin opened his eyes very punctually, even in summer, the sky at five o'clock in the morning was only cloudy.
It hadn't been half an hour since she stood on the stump, and with a squeak, the door of Jingxue's apartment opened, and Jingxue walked out in a white dress.
"Didn't bother you with your morning exercise. Jingxue was carrying the same white bag on her shoulder, and the whole feeling was refreshing and beautiful.
Yang Xiaolin saw that Jing Xue's face had a lot of radiance, smiled slightly, nodded to Jing Xue, and said, "Why did you get up so early today." ”
"Today I went to visit a friend, he lives in Haidong, so he has to go out early. Jingxue smiled, very moving.
Although Haidong is a district of Puhai, it was a satellite city of Puhai before, and there is no subway yet, so it takes about two hours to make long-distance buses. There is a large film and television city in Haidong, and Jingxue is obviously looking for opportunities.
Yang Xiaolin smiled and nodded, and when Jing Xue went out, he said, "Come on, good luck." ”