"Why bother, in the past you pursued me madly, but I didn't want to see you, and now I came to see you, but you told me to get out, so you never know what you want. Ziluo stretched out his pure white jade palm, put it on his pale forehead, and looked at him quietly.

Long Fusheng laughed at himself: "Since I was a child, I have been treated by my peers, because I am different from the people around me, and I can always get what I want...... Even if I wanted to share it with them, they would feel like I was giving them charity and pitying them......"

"I knew they didn't like me, and even hated me, but my grandfather and father told me that I didn't have to care about their emotions, that the wyvern didn't have to care about the sheep's wailing, and that I had learned to be a real dragon. ”

Ziluo looked at him quietly, as if watching a ghost tell him about his past.

"Later I slowly became stronger, and more and more people alienated me, but I didn't care, because I knew that this alienation was caused by their sense of powerlessness against me, unable to close with any effort and luck, and this gap was widened from birth. ”

"Because I am a dragon species entrenched on the top of the mountain, it is my right to look down on all living beings, and this world exists to make me shine. ”

"Now I realize that my father and grandfather are all wrong, very wrong. ”

Long Fusheng looked at her hands on her forehead, and said in a hoarse voice: "And I...... I've listened to them all these years to be a real dragon, to defeat anyone who stands in my way, to get everything I want, but no one seems to have taught me...... How do you go about being a person?"

A gust of wind blew open the window of the imperial infirmary, blowing onto Ziluo's back, making her feel a slight chill, perhaps because of the tone of Long Fusheng's words, which made her feel a little scared.

"I seem to be glorious all these years, but I am also very tired, but I don't regret it, because I am not alone in this path, my ancestors also came this way, so I firmly believe that the road is the right one. ”

"Since the road under my feet was chosen for me by the elders, and I have such a prominent background and strength, why did God want to bring that Tang Huang to my side...... Let him thwart all my past efforts. Long Fusheng raised his hand with difficulty, gently grabbed her wrist, and said, "Why is it that if you give birth to him, why did you give birth to me?"

Long Fusheng met Ziluo's eyes, his eyes were confused and gray at this time, there were not many emotions in them that ordinary people would have, more endless pain and angry questioning of his father and God.

"Why is this happening, I have to work harder than all of them, so I want to be the top of the martial arts list, I want the Qimen Great Basket, and I want to kill the Tang Huang who is close to you! I should be allowed to do it, isn't it? How can there be so many obstacles and setbacks? Why does God treat me like this?"

Long Fusheng's eyes slowly widened, and saliva flowed from his lips uncontrollably, and he laughed like a madman.

He let go of Ziluo's wrist and pointed at his blackened and scabbed disgusting chest, and said, "That damn Guan Ju...... And the Taoist priests of Wudang Mountain, all of them are going to oppose me! Finally, that Tang Huang shot an arrow at my chest, and it was an arrow made of mercury, why did he know that mercury is the weakness of us dragon-blooded people? It must have been told to him by my unfaithful aunt that they were a man and a woman who were in a mess, and that woman was resentful of my uncle for driving away her mistress and illegitimate daughter, so she wanted to deal with me in this way!"

Long Fusheng said in despair, "Can you imagine my pain of not being able to ask for it? Heaven made me strong enough to be close to the end, but when I was about to reach the end, he slapped me into the mortal dust, it is better to make me an ordinary mortal in the first place!"

"I know that you all hate me and deliberately go against me again, causing all my efforts to be foreshadowing the current downfall, do you think I'm not pathetic?"

"The world against me...... It should have been destroyed from the beginning!"

Ziluo's hand touching his forehead trembled, she couldn't understand what Long Fusheng said, obviously every word was clearly heard by her, but the meaning of his words was so selfish and illogical, and there was a thick despair and self-abandonment between the words.

As if sensing Ziluo's uneasiness, Long Fusheng shook his head, and said with difficulty and loneliness: "I know that if it weren't for Prince Xiao, you would have liked me to die in Tang Huang's hands, let alone come and see me, the living dead, it's okay...... Even if it's a play, just talk to me, it's been a long time since we've spoken like this. ”

Ziluo's lips moved, and the image of Long Fusheng in his head was constantly changing, how could he not believe that the proud and powerful young man in the red dragon robe in the past was actually the waste who was lying in the bathtub with difficult movements now, what did he experience in that land of spring and autumn?

Long Fusheng glanced at Ziluo deeply, and smiled like a madman: "Don't look at me like this, as if I am pitiful now, although I am desperate, at least I am not dead yet, before that Tang Huang dies, I will never die like this." ”

Ziluo sat beside him and listened to him mutter, staring blankly at his face that looked extremely ugly from the mercury wounds, his slender hair sticking weakly to his forehead, his face was even more pale without any blood, and he didn't feel too sad in his heart, and he didn't feel pitiful, but he felt that he was a little ...... Lonely.

Ziluo shook his head and said: "Although I don't like your arrogance, but I am not bad enough to think about letting you die, the prince said that I will persuade you to quit this martial arts, and then recuperate here with peace of mind, the imperial doctor of the palace will definitely be able to save you, as long as you don't want to trouble Tang Huang anymore, everyone is from Qingguo, why kill each other to get to the point where you are now?"

Long Fusheng laughed coldly, his pale face showed that his smile was extremely terrifying, and said faintly: " I have never compromised on anything I want to do in my life, since I want to be a person who is unwilling to compromise, of course, I must be a person with a pure state of mind, so I don't get close to women and don't drink alcohol, just to keep my thinking highly rigorous, and only in this way can I be pure in my heart when facing the enemy, no matter how passionate I am in your opinion, but my martial intent is still indestructible, because I believe that what I am doing is right, cough cough cough ......"

Then he coughed bitterly, and his originally strong body had lost weight in less than three days, like a hundred-year-old rickets.

"I can't compromise, because it's not wrong for me to want to gain strength and become strong, since God didn't let me die in the land of spring and autumn, it proves that all the pain I have suffered now is his tempering of me, since it is tempering...... You have to grit your teeth and get through. ”

"If Ziluo is the rope point of my enmity with him, now with the arrow he abolished me, this dead knot has become tighter and tighter, and if you want to untie this dead knot, you must use death to untie it!"

Long Fusheng said with difficulty and firmness: "So don't think that you persuade me to quit this martial arts, even if I climb it, I will climb Longhu Mountain, kill Tang Huang with my own hands, or be killed by him with my own hands, and solve it with death." ”

"Does it make sense for you to do this?" Ziluo stared at his painful and haggard face in a daze, and stretched out her hand to him tremblingly, as if trying to give him a little comfort: "It doesn't make sense at all. ”

Facing this beautiful face that was close at hand, Long Fusheng suddenly raised his hand to shake off her palm, and shouted almost indifferently: "Don't touch me again, you have already been touched by him, haven't you, he hugged you so tightly in the audience at that time, you dare to tell me that the back of the two of you is clean?"

"It's true that I'm a wreck now, but you put away this pitiful look for me...... Ahem, the women of your Zhao family are all like this, none of them are trustworthy, and you and my disgusting aunt are also virtuous!

Long Fusheng's voice was bitter and hoarse, and he yelled at her with extreme anger.

Ziluo's face turned pale, and she realized that she shouldn't have come here tonight at all, many things had been done wrong by her, and some people had said that even her birth was a mistake.

She looked at Long Fusheng, who was gritting his teeth and roaring at her, and felt that he was as depressed as a child, and she could only be silent, because no amount of justification seemed to him a lie.

It wasn't until the long silence had passed that the anger and madness on Long Fusheng's face slowly disappeared, replaced by a kind of exhausting weakness.

"Don't sympathize with me," he said in a thin gossamer voice, "the more you sympathize with me, the more I feel like a waste, a waste who is not worthy of you in any way." ”

"Go and like him, you won't get anything out anyway, no matter how much you like him, he will never like you as much as you like him. ”

Ziluo didn't say anything, she slowly stood up, stubbornly not crying, even though she really wanted to cry.

She walked to the gate, and Long Fusheng's voice suddenly came from behind her: "Ziluo." ”

"Do you have anything else to say?" she paused, but didn't look back.

"I can't count how many times I've looked at your back, every time I went to the Heavenly Maiden Residence to look for you, you ran out and scolded me, no matter how many times I shouted at you in the back, you never looked back. ”

Long Fusheng looked up at the dark roof and muttered, "Can you turn around and smile at me?" I want to see it once, this is the first time...... And for the last time. ”

Ziluo looked down at his toes, looked at it for a long time, then pushed open the door and left, after all, he didn't look back and smile.

It's not that it's unwilling, because it's not worth it.

As she walked alone through the corridors of the palace, she suddenly remembered that many years ago when she was a little girl of three or four years old, she had crawled and laughed here.

At that time, a group of eunuchs and palace maids followed behind him and shouted to her Her Royal Highness the princess to be careful, and there seemed to be a man in a golden dragon robe, standing in the distance and secretly looking at him, no matter how many times he stretched out his hand to him, but he just didn't lean over and hug her.

Because there was a woman standing next to him who was called the queen mother by everyone, he could only read the coldness in her eyes, and there was a trace of undisguised killing intent.

Her mother died at her hands, and she had no choice but to escape.

It used to be her home, but now she came back to her home like a sneaky thief.

At this moment, a wind blew, and a few leaves fell on her hair, as if dyed, and then they did not fall again.

"Of course I know he won't like me. She said softly to herself, "But I don't seem to like anyone but him, do I?"

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Since the beginning of the martial arts, because Long Fusheng has dealt with Chu Xianzhao three times and twice, the affairs of the two have often been used as a topic of conversation after tea and dinner by the people who go up to the mountain to watch the ju, but most people think that Chu Zhaozhao's strength is still a lot lacking compared with Long Fusheng, but in fact, many people have regarded the two of them as the number one mortal enemies between each other, to the point of never dying.

But in Chu Xianzhao's view, the statement of the number one enemy is too nonsense, his number one enemy should be Chu Xiaohua or Empress Zhao, the so-called number one enemy is just a temporary enemy, once he defeats this enemy, he will jump out of a more powerful enemy to replace the previous enemy in his mind, and then defeat this so-called new enemy, or be defeated by him.

While those powerhouses on the top of the mountain felt the loneliness of the high places, there was no need to look down at the enemies he had defeated on the mountain road, except for the pride that could bring him a little dispensable, there was really no need to pay too much attention.

Chu Xianzhao could only understand from Long Zhantian's words that after he shot out the mercury arrow, Long Fusheng gave him the arrow and destroyed it, even if he didn't die now, at least he couldn't pose any threat to himself in the next big finals, Chu Xuanzhao could be said to empathize with what happened to Long Fusheng now.

The two of them are also people with prominent backgrounds, and they were also destroyed by Chu Xiaohua's royal arrow in the past, and then they repaired the injured trick with the help of Ying Liyang, and after coming to Luoyang, they cultivated their dragon blood physique with the help of Zhao Xi, and walked towards the peak of the past step by step.

However, it took him more than a year to do all this, and it was absolutely impossible for someone as arrogant and arrogant as Long Fusheng to grit his teeth and survive all the hardships like himself, at least not in such a short period of time.

It was precisely because of empathy that he understood this, so after he left the Spring and Autumn Land, Long Fusheng had already been eliminated from the enemies he was going to face next, and now the real enemies he had to face were Zhang Huairou, Li Duzun, and Bai Chonglou, who were the high-ranking disciples from the Southern Continent Great Sect.

He believed that he had come all the way to defeat so many cunning and powerful enemies, and that he would be able to defeat them in the face of these unscrupulous and arrogant people.

He wanted to get the royal breath in the awakened body of the Qimen Great Urn, and he wanted to know what happened to Helian in the first year, the meaning was that he was a friend he really trusted in the first half of his life.

He didn't regard him as a flood beast because of the national feud between Xilin and Yinguo, but he really had been friends with him for a long time, but he finally failed him and many people who were worthy of him.

He came back to his senses and cast his eyes on the empty arena, the next big finals are still by lot, but now because the number of participants in the finals is not large, the draw will be carried out according to the order of leaving the Spring and Autumn Land, a total of two venues will be held, so a draw can determine the order of all the battles after that.

The results of the draw came out soon, Guan Ju's opponent was Li Yaoyao, a girl from the Qinglian Sword Sect who was the same as Li Duzhun, and Bai Chonglou's opponent was Zhang Huairou from Longhu Mountain, as for himself, he needed to wait for the end of this round of competition before drawing lots, because he was the last group of participants to leave the Spring and Autumn Land like Lu Nanqing, to be precise, let people draw him.

Long Fusheng has not chosen to quit so far, but he was drawn by the high-ranking disciple Zhou Zhan from the Dragon Fist Sect, if nothing else, this lucky person will remember that round in the form of winning without a fight, so in Chu Xuanzhao's opinion, as long as Long Fusheng withdraws from this martial arts, then his remaining opponents are only Li Duzun and Bai Chonglou Zhang Huairou.

So in his opinion, the best draw result is for Guan Ju to draw Li Duzhu after defeating that Li Yaoyao, and then he hopes that after Bai Chonglou defeats Zhang Huairou, he can fight with him in the last round of the decisive battle, as for the master from the Dragon Fist Sect, he will become his opponent without accident, and Bai Chonglou and Zhang Huairou's battle is bound to bet on the dignity of Longhu Mountain and Wudang Mountain, and there will be serious injuries between the two, so no matter who these two are his opponents, he has a great chance to defeat them.

Relatively speaking, if Chu Xianzhao can win the high-ranking disciple from the Dragon Fist Sect in the future, he may really have a chance to win the top spot.

Although the result after that is not clear, the only thing that makes Chu Xianzhao feel relieved is that Guan Ju is on his side, because Guan Ju should be able to defeat Li Duzun, and her purpose is only to prove her kendo strength, and at the same time come to Luoyang to recognize her mother, so when she faces herself, she will inevitably abstain to fulfill his name to get the top spot, and she will not draw her sword against herself no matter what.

Once he gets the name of the list and gets the Qimen big basket in the hands of the old heavenly master, it means that he can reawaken Wang Xi, as for Zhao Xi, he will definitely be very happy to see Guan Ju, and even if Long Wumastiff knows Guan Ju's true identity, he will not dare to act rashly.

Now in this round of battle, Zhang Huairou from Longhu Mountain is facing Bai Chonglou from Wudang Mountain.

This year's martial arts move, as the host, Longhu Mountain will naturally send his disciples to participate, but Bai Chonglou's silence and low-key are not due to his personality, but because he has not met those opponents who need him to go all out.

As for Zhang Huairou's reputation among the younger generation of Luoyang, and he is also the person who makes Long Fusheng feel jealous the most, before the martial arts began, many people have already said that with his strength, he will definitely be able to enter the top three, and maybe he will be able to bring back the Qimen Great Urn that the old Heavenly Master sacrificed, so the duel between him and Bai Chonglou must be very exciting, and both of them are gambling on the dignity of the sect to fight.

The arena was very quiet.

Zhang Huairou looked at Bai Chonglou and said calmly: "It's really a fateful duel, I am Dragon Tiger, and you are Wudang." ”

"Dragon and Tiger Battle Wudang...... It's really fateful, so Xiaodao came to participate in the martial arts this time, in addition to wanting to meet someone, by the way, he wanted to bring that Qimen Dagong back to Wudang Mountain. Bai Chonglou clasped his sleeves with his hands, looked at the clear sky and muttered.

This is also Bai Chonglou's truth, as one of the four major sects in the Southern Continent, Wudang Mountain, no matter what, will send a disciple to participate in this martial arts, especially this time the martial arts master specially dedicated the Qimen Da Gong as the top prize, Wudang Mountain will naturally not let go of this opportunity, and Longhu Mountain will not let this divine soldier be taken down the mountain casually.

Zhang Huairou looked at him and said seriously: "I think that this divine weapon cannot be brought back to Wudang Mountain by you, but should continue to stay in my Dragon and Tiger Mountain." ”

"If you can't keep it, even if I can't take it away, someone else will definitely take it from you. ”

Bai Chonglou's understatement made Zhang Huairou's face change slightly, like a crack suddenly appearing on the ice wall, and his eyes gradually sharpened.

At this moment, the judge, who was standing on a high place, looked at the two men and asked, "Are you all ready?"

Both nodded at the same time.

Bai Chonglou raised his right hand, grasped the hilt of the long sword wrapped in strips of cloth behind him, and slowly closed his eyes.

Just this simple action caused the entire competition platform to begin to shake violently, and the foothold began to crack.

Zhang Xuande looked at the young Taoist priest in a daze, his expression gradually became solemn, and he said in shock: "What a terrible sword intent...... It's like the legendary Emperor Zhenwu. ”

The self-proclaimed worship Yiyan, plus the town of Tianyu Sheng, is called the Emperor of Zhenwu.

In front of Zhenwu, heaven and man are like mosquitoes, let alone mortals?