Sixty-eight young people don't understand love
After Wang Hao left the office, Lin Feng relaxed, leaned back, and leaned back on the sofa. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
Taking a puff of his cigar, the slightly bitter smoke swirled in his palate, gradually turning from bitter to sweet, and the mellow and plump aroma overflowed, exhaling the smoke, which surrounded him, like a dream, and made his thoughts fly.
The memories that were evoked by Wang Lei's words before are no longer suppressed at this moment, and they are allowed to swarm and fill their hearts.
Shanghai, the magic capital.
Is that city, that person in the city, still the same in this life?
If in his previous life, the person Lin Feng was most sorry for was Ye Weiyu, then that person may be the only regret in his life.
Everyone has an ignorant youth, in that early age of love, unconsciously, found that they liked someone, maybe they were young at that time, they didn't know what they liked that person, when did this kind of like germinate, and how it would take root, sprout, and slowly grow .......
will go to silently pay attention to her, and quietly pay attention to her every move. When you see each other, you will involuntarily beat your heart faster, you will feel shy, and you may deliberately make her angry and make her happy in order to get the attention of the other party, sweet and green memories. It is the purest of all and is not adulterated with any other external factors.
Only when the sudden parting came, did I find that she had been buried deep in her heart unconsciously.
People call this kind of relationship first love.
This kind of affection can be said to be the first time that people have tasted "love", not necessarily true love, but this kind of love is unique and cannot be easily replaced by others.
First love is unforgettable, ignorant, pure, always the most beautiful, hidden in the soft place of the heart.
Wen Xin is Lin Feng's first love.
Wen Xin is Lin Feng's sophomore class in high school, and she was at the same table when she entered the liberal arts class.
At that time, Lin Feng was very disgusted with studying, and he loved to read novels every day in class, and after school, he rollerbladed and watched movies with Qin Sheng, Liu Kailai, Shen Xiaoting and others...... , is a typical poor student, but Wen Xin is a good student in the top ten in the class, and the representative of the English class. The head teacher arranged Wen Xin next to Lin Feng, hoping to help Lin Feng improve his grades.
Wen Xin is also very serious, and has done a lot of things in order to make Lin Feng love to learn.
What impressed Lin Feng the most was that Lin Feng hated doing geography homework, and as a result, in order to prevent him from being criticized by the strict geography teacher, Wen Xin did two geography homework every day, one of which was written for Lin Feng, and as a result, after a semester, the geography homework book under Lin Feng's name was all Wen Xin's handwriting.
To be honest, Wen Xin's doing this really shocked Lin Feng, so he paid attention to Wen Xin.
Wen Xin is a relatively beautiful girl in the grade, but because of her low-key personality, she doesn't like to be public, and she is not as famous as some other beautiful girls who are called class flowers.
When the two had just sat at the same table, Qin Sheng had talked to Lin Feng on the way home from school one night: "There is a girl named Wen Xin in your class who is very beautiful!"
Lin Feng, who had not yet enlightened at the time, said casually: "That's my tablemate, I didn't think she was beautiful!"
Later, I recalled that Lin Feng at that time was really like Liu Qiangdong who was ...... later.
Lin Feng didn't know when he started liking Wen Xin.
Maybe it was the moment when the morning sun shone into the window lattice, staining the bangs on her forehead with a faint yellowish halo.
Maybe it was when he caught a glimpse of the smile and shallow dimples on the corner of Wen Xin's mouth after Lin Feng's test score improved.
Or perhaps, when I came home one night, I suddenly felt a little missing, standing on the balcony and looking at the moon, the more I looked at it, the more I looked like Wen Xin's face.......
The interaction between the two gradually increased, at that time the two of them had a big book, really a big book, a thick book of kraft paper, a book of engineering records in the factory, one person took a day, went home at night and wrote a diary, wrote a day's feelings, complained about the school, classmates, teachers, shared their own interesting stories about the day, and gave class to another person the next day, and took it home to continue writing.
At first, it was all kinds of scribbles, but later, it slowly became a love letter describing longing.
Although it has not been explicitly stated, there seems to be a tacit understanding to move, two people, one person wrote a whole year a day. It was written in a thick book, until one day, the teacher felt that these two people were also talking in a low voice in class, and the relationship was too good, so they wouldn't fall in love, right?
The world has come to an apocalyptic .......
With a new tablemate, Lin Feng no longer has the feeling of waking up every day looking forward to meeting, talking, fighting, and waiting for the words in the book.
Only then did Lin Feng feel the first time in his life that he was lost.
At school, the two rarely communicated, and most of the time they just watched from afar.
After school, the two became more connected, and the way of communication changed from Big Ben to telephone.
Lin Feng once had a record of a total of 17 phone booths along the road from school to his home. On the way home from school, he once called Wen Xin every time he went to a phone booth, and made 17 calls in a row, Lin Feng didn't remember what he said specifically, but he remembered that every time the phone was picked up, Wen Xin's sentence was particularly gentle: "Hey, Lin Feng." ”
She didn't get tired of it in the slightest, she still answered every phone call, and would talk to him for a long time.
Sometimes at night, Lin Feng couldn't help it, and would sneak out of the phone booth outside his home and call her for an hour.
On the other end of the line, she was always there.
The tone was gentle, as at first.
And just like that, I graduated from high school.
Lin Feng went to Northern University in Beijing, and Wen Xin went to Chang'an.
Like most first loves, this is a sad story.
I don't know how to love when I'm young...... , In college, in a free, relaxed, and free environment without the constraints of middle school, Lin Feng met Ye Weiyu, and Wen Xin also had a boyfriend in college. The once ignorant relationship between the two seems to have turned into an ordinary classmate friendship.
Occasionally, I write letters and make phone calls. That's all.
Ye Weiyu also knew about Wen Xin's existence, but she was full of confidence in herself.
The first accident appeared in 2004, which is interesting to say, it was caused by Feng Xiaogang's "Mobile Phone", one time Lin Feng was on a business trip to Shanghai, and met Wen Xin again, only to know that Wen Xin separated from her boyfriend after graduating from university. Came to Shanghai alone. Although it is not possible to talk about the revival of the old relationship, the two still have more contact.
Ye Weiyu inadvertently looked at Lin Feng's mobile phone once, and found frequent text messages between the two, after Ye Weiyu, who didn't rub sand in her eyes, made a big fuss, Lin Feng took the initiative to cut off contact with Wen Xin for fear that Ye Weiyu would be sad.
Another few years passed.
In the frustration of his career and the depression of the loss of status in his family, Lin Feng met Wen Xin again, knowing that when she had been alone for many years, the guilt in his heart made him make a wrong decision - divorce.
This decision caused him to lose two women he loved and loved him at the same time.
The past is all in smoke......
In the smoke of the cigar, Lin Feng's face became blurred.
Life has come back to today, Lin Feng, who has experienced changes, knows very well that it turns out that Ye Weiyu is the person who loves him the most, and he is also the person he should cherish the most in his life.
And Wen Xin ...... , and then talk about love, it's too extravagant. Perhaps, the relationship between the two will be better positioned as friends like relatives.
Lin Feng felt that maybe when he had the opportunity, he should do something to make her live a better life.
At least not like in a previous life, because of his relationship, a person has lived for so many years.
However, before thinking about how to face her, Shanghai had to wait and go.
Lin Feng shook his head vigorously and shook off this memory.
Now that he has regained Ye Weiyu, the most important thing to pay attention to is Ye Zi and his career!
…………
Lin Feng picked up his phone.
"Hey, Zhao Jun, what are you doing? That Ferrari is easy to drive, right? Haha. ”
"Of course, it's very cool! I'm playing at Reignwood, what's wrong?"
"It's okay, I just want to find something to relax, who are you with?"
"A few buddies, it's not easy for you to relax, come over now, play two shots together, let's go to the Chang'an Club in the evening, there will be activities tonight, absolutely exciting!"
"Okay, I'll go over now!
Lin Feng hung up the phone, stood up, expanded his chest, and moved his arms, okay, playing golf, following the second generation like Zhao Jun, you should be able to relax without thinking and put all your worries away!
There are casual clothes in the wardrobe in the office, change clothes, pick up the ball bag thrown at the bottom of the cabinet, and walk out of the office.
All the way out, the employees respectfully called "Mr. Lin".
As soon as Lin Feng walked out of the company, the employees began to talk excitedly, the boss went to play ball today, can he leave early after work!
Lin Feng drove the G55, turned onto the Badaling Expressway along the Third Ring Road, and galloped towards Reignwood Manor International Golf Club.