Chapter Seventy-Three: A Doomed Rival

As for the hatred for Mo Shiwei, Zhao Qingnuan can't remember when it started.

Maybe it's because of those jealousies, those jealousies are accumulating and fermenting in her heart, and finally one day, jealousy blossoms and bears fruit, and it becomes hatred.

Why do you want to hate Mo Shiwei, for Zhao Qingnuan, there is almost no reason, this is a natural thing.

Those dark emotions such as inferiority, jealousy, and unwillingness can easily turn into hatred.

For Zhao Qingnuan, everything Mo Shiwei has is almost perfect. has a rich and noble family background, a sound and decent parent, an eye-catching appearance, and an indispensable identity, Mo Shiwei is a person like her, she is born to be a perfect person, she doesn't even have to open her mouth, everything she wants will be automatically sent to her.

And she Zhao Qingnuan, her family is ruined, her background is humble, her appearance is not good, she has to live carefully every day, every word and everything, she has to think carefully. All grievances and sadness have to be swallowed by themselves, no matter how bitter and difficult it is, you have to pretend to be very happy, and be considerate to please everyone in this family.

But why? Why are they the same people, she and Mo Shiwei have been so different since they were born? Why should she endure such injustice?

How nice would it be if she was like Mo Shiwei?

Such thoughts have appeared in Zhao Qingnuan's heart from time to time since she was a child, so unconsciously, whenever she looked at the innocent Mo Shiwei, the envy in her heart gradually changed.

At first, Zhao Qingnuan just wanted to share her parents' love with Zhao Qingnuan, and then she wanted to have such a glamorous and noble identity as Miss Mo Shiwei like Mo Shiwei. These are actually very easy to obtain, and she doesn't need to think about it at all, from the day she stepped into the Mo family, she already has these things.

However, the more she got it, the more inferiority complex Zhao Qingnuan felt in her heart, she knew, because these things didn't belong to her, she stole them by mistake, and she didn't know when she would lose them.

The fate of her and Mo Shiwei will never be the same, they are destined to live different lives from birth, and these things that she is worried about and fearful, Mo Shiwei has never taken it seriously. In front of Mo Shiwei, who takes everything for granted, she is more and more unbearable when she is cautious.

But why is this happening? Why? What is she better than herself? What Mo Shiwei can do, she can do, and she can even do better.

As a result, Zhao Qingnuan began to secretly compare with Mo Shiwei again. In addition to her already destined life experience, where is she Zhao Qingnuan not as good as Mo Shiwei?

But Zhao Qingnuan didn't dare to find fault directly, and said to Mo Shiwei that I want to compare with you, I want to surpass you, and I want to become better than you, she didn't dare to make Mo Shiwei unhappy. Because she knew that at that time, Mo Shiwei was the most beloved little princess of the entire Mo family, and she was an adopted daughter who was picked up, and she also wanted to compare with her.

Zhao Qingnuan, who had already begun to think about problems, had such thoughts in her heart and began her life step by step. is well-behaved and lovely, sensible and considerate, and Mo Shiwei is like a sister, intimate, but in private, but secretly competing.

It has to be said that she was successful. More than ten years later, she became Mo Jian's proudest daughter, but Mo Shiwei became the object of his anger.

Even in the previous life, everything she worked hard to manage had also come to fruition, Mo Shiwei did nothing, and the relationship with her family deteriorated to the extreme, others mentioned the daughter of the Mo family, first Mo Canglan, and then she Zhao Qingnuan, and Mo Shiwei, inadvertently mentioned a sentence, is to shake his head regretfully.

Zhao Qingnuan had already gotten what she wanted, but how could she give up. Everything is successful because of her promotion, which is no different from what she stole from her, maybe one day, all this that she has worked hard to manage will collapse in an instant, maybe one day, Mo Shiwei may become a high-ranking daughter again, and she will definitely be beaten into the mud, losing her noble identity, powerful background, and glamorous appearance...... All this, like a flower in water, is still too unstable and crumbling, maybe when a gust of wind comes, all this will be gone.

No! No! This is something she has won with great difficulty, and she must not lose it! This is what she deserves, why should she take it away from Mo Shiwei? Absolutely not!

Therefore, no matter how much she has, as long as Mo Shiwei exists, her threat will never be eliminated, and everything about herself will never be guaranteed...... As long as there is Mo Shiwei, nothing is true.

When this uneasy mood reached a peak, Zhao Qingnuan's hatred for Mo Shiwei became more and more intense. If it weren't for Mo Shiwei, would she be so precarious about walking on thin ice?

If Mo Shiwei didn't exist, her Zhao Qingnuan's life would really begin, so that she could be regarded as truly replacing her, and what she wanted would really belong to her, and she would no longer have to be frightened.

Therefore, the grievances between the two in the previous life ended in that way.

In the final analysis, Zhao Qingnuan's hatred for Mo Shiwei is actually not inexplicable. From inferiority at the beginning to unwillingness, from envy to jealousy, and then, unconsciously, it turned into hatred, and everything fell into place.

She hated herself for being pitiful, humble, hating her parents for dying so early, she hated her embarrassing position in the Mo family, hated herself for walking on thin ice, Mo Shiwei was so fearless, hated what she longed for incomparably in Mo Shiwei's eyes, and even more hated that when facing Mo Shiwei, she couldn't help but feel inferior in her heart, no matter how good she became, she would never be able to get rid of that kind of inferiority complex that had nothing to hide in front of Mo Shiwei, which made her not hate!

She hated herself for being so cowardly, she was already so much stronger than Mo Shiwei's waste, and she had trampled her under her feet!

This is like fate, it has been arranged by fate, even if it is another life, the two are still rivals, no matter what form or way, the final result is doomed.

Just like now, Zhao Qingnuan's hatred for Mo Shiwei is not accumulated step by step like in the previous life.

Mo Shiwei's sudden change caught her off guard, and Mo Jian's change of attitude made her even more incredulous. After Mo Shiwei was reborn, everything about her changed dramatically, everything suddenly became unpredictable, and then, Mo Shiwei was proud, and herself, day by day, everything changed!

Every day, at school, I saw my classmates looking at Mo Shiwei with envy and admiration, and from time to time I could hear praise from her, and when I returned home, it was even more tormenting.

Seeing that their family of three was happy, he was like an outsider who couldn't get in, so he could only stand aside and watch them talk and laugh, watching Mo Shiwei attract the attention of Mo Jian and Fu Rong, such a warm circle, but isolated her outside.

Aren't they, they're outsiders, aren't they?

Mo Jian is ignoring herself day by day, and she is no longer the only one in her eyes, there is one more Mo Shiwei, and she will even beat and scold herself for Mo Shiwei.

Heh, Mo Shiwei, you are really good.