She was so close to herself, the voice was in her ears, and Wu Li could certainly feel her.

But even though it was so close, there was still no breath of her, and the air was cold and there was no temperature.

"You really should hate me, it's me who is sorry for you......"

"Although I hate you, but I don't hate as much as I imagined, when you treat me as a little master, you are really very good to me, carefully cared for, at that time, I really think you are very good, even later, I have never resented you. I think you're just carrying a promise to Princess Jiang Li, and you're helpless, but ......"

Chongkui stopped in the middle of speaking, and never said any more, only sighed softly.

The truth is far more terrifying than the soul is scattered.

When she saw Chongkui's original memory, she finally understood that his extraordinary kindness to her all along was not hypocritical, but it contained too much guilt and compensation.

But when she knew this, she realized that his care and love were so heavy that she couldn't breathe.

He said: I am willing to give my life for the little master.

He said: The little master should be happy and not frown.

When he walked into the Empress Dowager's bedroom in order to save her, he had to draw his sword with her in order to force her to leave. When she was accused, he was the only one who came thousands of miles to save her, and almost died in the hands of Tan Jiu.

He is always as gentle as jade, with low eyebrows and a shallow smile, he is always like a detached, silently doing something for her where she can't see.

He is a true gentleman, and he has thousands of hills and valleys in his chest.

She admired him, relied on him, and almost formed a habit.

But in the end, it was he who dealt her the fatal blow.

The great irony of life is like this, ten thousand arrows pierce the heart, but it is so painful.

"At that time, I thought that ......" Wu Li had just said a word, and he was choked in his throat by the surging emotion, and he had to stop to calm down, and only then said: "I thought that it would be the best outcome to come back to another person, so that she doesn't know anything, and doesn't have to wait for death in despair." ”

"Then why don't you stay away from me? ”

"At the beginning, I really didn't want to get close to you, I thought that as long as the war subsided, I would send you back to Handan, and I would leave, but one thing after another always pushed you towards me, everything became unpredictable, and you became the biggest variable, so I couldn't leave, and later, I slowly ...... Reluctant to leave. ”

Chongkui was stunned and said, "If you hadn't done that, maybe there wouldn't have been so many disasters." ”

"yes, take the blame. Wu Li said self-deprecatingly, "You can kill me, I have no complaints." ”

"Killing you won't save anything. "I just want to ask you, why am I the way I am?

Wu parted with a face, if she was here to kill him today, then maybe he could feel better.

It's so painful to live like this...... He brought her with his own hands, and because of this, he was destined to never get her.

"Why don't you speak?" "Chongkui stared at his face tightly, "Is that blue butterfly me, or the original Chongaoi?"

"Who does it matter? You're back......"