"Do you remember the summer rain lotus on the shore of Daming Lake?"

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"Do you remember this book?"

Hopefully, someone will remember it when the book is over.

I need to promise again, again, "This book will definitely reach a million words!" "It's both to cheer me up and to push myself.

The story is not good, the update is not good, and the grades are too poor, which not only disappoints the readers, but also makes me very discouraged.

Since I uploaded my first chapter on June 27, I have been writing more than 8 months and more than 600,000 words. Seriously, I really admire myself sometimes to be able to hold on to this and still write about it. Most of my spare time is spent writing books, but I don't have enough talent, and the seeds I sow, there is no sunlight in the corner, no rain, and they have not yet germinated, let alone the results.

Faced with this inconclusive result, I first praised myself, "You are so hanging!" ”

From the beginning of writing the book, I didn't set myself high goals.

Being a great god is something that I don't even dream about.

When you enter the boutique, maybe you can only get lustful when you're drunk, but it's a pity that I don't drink, let alone get drunk.

Agency?

Is this okay? OK!

However, the reality tells me that no!

When I was 100,000 words, I was already paying attention to the signing of the contract.

I asked the old author, who was also the famous author of an entertainment article that I used to like to read.

He told me to give up.

When you write 100,000 words and the editor has not taken the initiative to sign a contract with you, it means that you are basically out of action.

I don't admit defeat, or rather, I'm lucky. What if it tests me again?

Not really.

When it was 150,000 words, I took the initiative to send the first contract application in the author's area.

After many days, I got a reply: "Hello, your novel has been reviewed and has not reached the signing criteria for the time being, please continue to work hard, we will follow up with your work, thank you for your support to Tencent Literature." ”

When I had more than 200,000 words, I started to pay attention to other new books, especially entertainment books. Keep an eye on their referrals, clicks, and more.

Then, I cheered myself up and applied to sign again.

After many days, I got a reply: "Hello, your novel has been reviewed and has not reached the signing criteria for the time being, please continue to work hard, we will follow up with your work, thank you for your support to Tencent Literature." ”

"・・・・・・" was a little angry in his heart, but he was helpless, after all, others were too busy and he was too bad.

Later, the idea of applying for a contract faded, and when I occasionally remembered it, I applied for it, "Anyway, if you don't apply, you won't apply, what if you succeed." Even if it's not successful, you can add a click, and it's all earned. ”

And just like that, month after month, month after month.

The joy of renewal is slowly decreasing, and the daily update is more like doing a job with no income and no knowing when it will end.

I once made an analogy myself, "I make writing a book a brick, and every time I move a brick, I succeed a little bit." "Now it seems that this is just the extravagant hope of the losers.

・・・・・・

"Hey~" is all nonsense, messy and inexplicable. I suddenly didn't want to talk about it・・・・・・ I didn't know how to write such a lot of nonsense.

In short, it is two sentences, "If you don't sign a contract, then write a million words and fulfill your promises, as for whether the story is over and what the follow-up will be, it depends on my mood at that time." ”

"If you sign a contract, then you will also write a million words, and I will talk about it later."

Good night and good dreams.