Chapter 43: Yufen's suicide note

508. "It's okay, thank you." As he spoke, he went to pick up a cardboard box handed over by Lao Xu. "Lao Xu, come in and sit down, we just have a few drinks. Gu Jianguo beckoned Lao Xu to eat together.

"No, next time, my grandson is in an interest class, his parents are not available, and I have to pick him up." Lao Xu was about to go outside after speaking, Gu Jianguo hurriedly said: "Thank you, I'm free tomorrow, tell me in advance, and our brothers will get together." ”

Lao Xu smiled and said, "Gaunt." ”

Gu Jianguo looked at the figure of Lao Xu leaving, and then entered the house with a cardboard box.

Gu Meili and Gu Xiaoming had already divided the chopsticks, poured wine for Gu Jianguo, and sat down to eat. Gu Jianguo put the small box of things on the stool next to Gu Xiaoming. Then he sat down and started drinking.

"Dad, is Uncle Xu sitting opposite my mother in my mother's department? Gu Meili asked Gu Jianguo.

"Yes, yes, it's him, it turns out that when you were a child, you went to your mother's unit, and he always gave you candy to eat. Gu Jianguo said.

"I remember, I remember. Gu Meili said.

509, Gu Xiaoming next to him looked at the box of things, and said to his father: "This is what my mother used to do in the unit." ”

"Yes, your Uncle Xu helped get it back. Gu Jianguo took a sip of wine and said.

Gu Xiaoming took out a cowhide envelope from the box, the mouth of the envelope had been sealed, but there was only one word "send" on the envelope, and he didn't know where the letter came from or where it was going.

"Dad, there is a letter in Mom's box, it hasn't been opened yet, it should be Mom's, I'll open it. Gu Xiaoming looked at Gu Jianguo's meaning.

"Let's go. Gu Jianguo said while drinking.

Gu Xiaoming tore open the envelope, took out the paper, unfolded the letterhead, and the familiar font jumped on the paper. "Dad, this should be a letter written by my mother, to us. Gu Xiaoming exclaimed.

"Really?" Gu Jianguo took the letter and looked at it, and said, "It's really your mother Yufen's handwriting." You read it. Gu Jianguo returned the letter to Gu Xiaoming's hand again.

510, Gu Xiaoming took the letter. Over there, Gu Jianguo and Gu Meili stopped talking, they very much wanted to know what Yufen would say to them.

Founding of the country, beauty, Xiao Ming:

Hello.

I felt very sick this morning, dizzy and had a constant feeling of vomiting for days. I don't know if there's something wrong with me. I hope it's my doubts, I hope there's nothing, everything is fine. I didn't eat lunch at noon and rested for a while.

After a little rest, I felt a little better in the afternoon. I have an inexplicable urge in my head to write something for you, I am afraid that one day I will be really sick, and I will not even be able to speak, and I will not be able to hold the pen, then it will be a pity.

Today, the unit held a meeting, and there was no one in the office, so they all went, and I asked for leave. There is just a quiet environment to talk to you guys.

511, there are too many things during this time, I feel that I am living a very illusory life, is this my life in the end, a few days ago for Yuwei's matter, I went everywhere to ask, asked everywhere, people told me that she had such a problem, since she was found, she must not have escaped from prison.

Looking at Yu Wei's situation, I am helpless, what should I do? Looking back at Yu Wei making so much money, what is the use in the end, her husband ran away, she was arrested, I am afraid that the money and the house will also be confiscated, so why bother? After fighting for a lifetime, this is the result in the end.

I'm still glad that you founded the country, I always complain that you are not motivated and unwilling to work hard, but some of those positive and hard-working results are good. You didn't, you still live a small life with me, although the son is not promising, and the daughter's marriage is like this, but you have not become bad, which is the thing I am most glad about.

512, Jianguo, if there is really a day when I am gone, you have to take care of the children of the Yuwei family more, this child is too pitiful.

Jianguo, I thank you for choosing back then, allowing me to have a perfect family, with children and daughters. You were promoted a few days ago, which made me very happy, I think that after so many years, you can finally get rid of the resentment in your heart. But after that feast, I wonder if we did a little too much, it's not good.

After all, so many years have passed, they have long forgotten about this matter, and we are still worried about whether it is our special small belly chicken intestines, no matter what they think, we just need to be ourselves.

Jianguo, you also have to pay attention to your body, I know you love to drink, but it's better to drink less, alcohol hurts the liver. You also take the time to take a look at your snoring at night, and I heard people say that long-term snoring affects your health. It's okay for me, I'm used to listening to your snoring.

513. Beautiful, what makes me feel at ease the most is your marriage, you still have to find another suitable person who can live together. You have to come out of the shadow of the previous quickly, who said that there are no good people in the world, I think your father is a good person. Find one, and you will have something to rely on when you are old. I think Ye Qing's brother is good, he is honest, diligent, and has his own sister, this child is not easy, and he has been friends with our family Xiao Ming for so many years. It's full of people, I was going to tell him about it before, but at that time he happened to end the matter with that Huang Cuihua, and I thought it was not good to say this at that time, so I didn't open this mouth.

Tao Zi is hard-working and capable, and he is enthusiastic, but his mother is gone, you just have to concentrate on being with him in the future, and there are a lot of conflicts between mother-in-law and daughter-in-law. The two of you are about the same age, you may think that you are the manager of a big shopping mall, and he is the owner of a snack shop all the way, and you are not worthy. I'm thinking about the money you gave us before, you lend him first, and let him open the restaurant, so that the gap between you will be smaller. Mom can't be wrong to look at people, I think Taozi is a good person. Just listen to your mother and try it.

514, Xiao Ming. You are the most reassuring thing for me, your sister, your father and I think they are okay, and it will be okay to leave me. But you, how can I let go of this heart, you said that you are not too old, and now you don't even have a serious girlfriend, you always say that you have a lot of girlfriends, but which of those few I see is a person who lives a life. are all painted like faces, dressed so out of tune, either show the navel, or show the buttocks, last time there was a direct wear of a see-through outfit came out, it really made me panic, this big girl's family, don't you know how to be embarrassed?

You're swaying like this, you're about to turn thirty, and your dad and I are thirty years old, and your sister and you are all gone. As a man in the family, you have to take responsibility, and you can't be out of tune. It's not that I'm chasing after your ass every day to urge you, and when you get older, there will be a chain reaction, you don't want you to be fifty yourself, and you are still holding a dumb child, then when the child is twenty years old, you will be seventy.

Your father and I both think that Ye Qing is a good child, well-behaved and sensible, if you can still listen to me, you will try to contact and contact, maybe you will fall in love with this girl, who can say for sure?

515. In the founding of the country, the family's money is more than 200,000, but less than 300,000. In addition, I saved another fold of 100,000 yuan to honor us before and after, and if I left earlier than you, you would return the fold to her, and the beauty would live in the future, and this money was just used. I'm afraid that the money is not enough for my son to get married, so I bought him an insurance when Xiao Ming was young, which was quite cheap at that time, saying that as long as the child grows up and gets married, he can take it out, and there is also a sum of money. If it's really not enough, you can sell our current house, after all, it is also in the city center, and it can be worth a few dollars, go to a slightly more remote place and buy another house.

It's more than three o'clock, they estimate that the meeting is coming to an end, so I won't write more, I hope it's all a lot of heart, and I'll live with you for a while longer, but even if I leave first, you don't have to be sad, it's just that I left a while earlier than you. We should all be happy, happy, and brave to live.

I'll leave it at that.

Cheng Yufen stayed

October 2, 2017

516. When Gu Xiaoming finished reading the letter written by Cheng Yufen, Gu Meili had already cried into tears, and Gu Jianguo was holding a wine glass in his hand, and his face was full of tears. Gu Xiaoming cried a handful of snot and tears.

Yufen walked quickly, not saying a word to any of them, but now the letter was added, and for any of the three of them, this letter was more precious than anything else, because it was her last word, and she said all the things she wanted to say.

That cry was representative of the mood of all of them at the moment, they seemed to be talking to Yufen again, but she was out of the house, and she could think of talking to them.

Their cries could still be heard outside the door, Meili hurriedly went to the kitchen and took out Yufen's usual dishes and chopsticks, Gu Xiaoming poured drinks in the bowl, and they stood up and toasted together.

At this time, Yufen in the sky smiled.