507, accept

The eldest princess couldn't accept that the son she had raised for twenty years was not her husband's child, and the husband didn't know who his son was, the eldest princess couldn't bear such a blow and fainted, but when she woke up and looked at Song Ziqing's eyes, it was different...... He was no longer the son she thought he would be......

Song Ziqing didn't care who his father was, but when the eldest princess looked at him like a monster, his heart hurt so much that he couldn't suppress it......

It was his mother, whom he respected with all his heart, and it was the motivation that supported him as a young man to come out of the nightmare that he was not his father's biological son, but it all collapsed overnight......

"You see, even my mother can't accept it, and I don't dare to expect you to accept it, so I don't dare to tell you...... I don't even know whose child I am, so how can I tell you? ”

His mother already disliked him, he didn't want even her to dislike him, he would rather she hate him than she despise him. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

Although Song Ziqing's description is simple, many details are hidden, such as living together for more than 20 years, how did the concubine hide from the eldest princess? For example, when did the hidden disease of the horse occur? If he had that hidden disease before marriage, then why did he marry the eldest princess? And how did the girl who was killed by the colt know this secret?

But Yao Keqing can still distinguish his forbearance and pain from his flat tone, he was only eight years old and witnessed his father kill people, and this father is not his real father, at that time his inner helplessness and hesitation were better than now, at that time he was so young and survived, so now he must be able to, at that time he had his mother as a faith, so now, he still has her! She would accompany him through this dark period and do what she could......

"I know you didn't mean to hide it from me, I was willful before, and I will never do it again, don't be angry, okay?" Yao Keqing's voice was soft and even coquettish, which fell on Song Ziqing's heart and felt itchy, smoothing the ravine of the scars in his heart little by little.

Song Ziqing had almost no immunity to Yao Keqing's words at this moment, and almost obeyed his words, "I will never be angry with you!" What about you? Do you still blame me? Blame me for not telling you all this before! ”

Yao Keqing shook his head, "Of course not!" As I said, I don't care who you are, I only care if you care about me as much as I care about you! ”

VV ...... You're so good to me! Yao Keqing's confession again made Song Ziqing choke up, she trusted herself so unconditionally, but she looked forward and backward and lived up to her trust!

He was on the verge of losing her, but fortunately he didn't give up! Thankfully, he finally said it!

"Since you know I'm good to you, then you have to be good to me too!"

"Well, good!"

Yao Keqing sat on the edge of the bed, stretched his legs straight, his toes cocked, his ten fingers crossed and his palms were propped up on his thighs, looking at him slightly sideways, Song Ziqing couldn't help but get closer, and his figure appeared in her dark pupils.

Song Ziqing couldn't help but hold the face in front of him and kiss it, Yao Keqing did not refuse, but responded to him enthusiastically and took the initiative to bite his lip.

A shallow kiss intensified, Yao Keqing's clothes that had been randomly criticized on his body had long since been thrown away, and his middle coat was also torn off, and Song Ziqing's hand stayed on the lacing of his belly pocket and seemed to hesitate about something.

Yao Keqing, who was pressed down on the bed, sensed his hesitation, let go of the hand that was wrapping around Song Ziqing's shoulder, and reached to the back of his neck to untie the tie of his belly pocket.

Song Ziqing used the last shred of reason to force himself to grab Yao Keqing's hand, raised his head, and gasped, "Weiwei, don't ...... Is it okay to wait for marriage? ”

"I thought you wanted to ......," Yao Keqing let go of his hand and whispered.

"I do, but I don't want you to do what you don't want to do to appease me!" Song Ziqing propped himself up and spoke honestly.

Song Ziqing saw Yao Keqing's pity for herself, she was afraid that she would be sad, so she thought about herself everywhere, and she was different from her previous gentle tone, and begged him. Huan's initiative to cater to her, she did this to make herself forget about those unpleasant things! But he didn't want to see her like this, he already owed her a lot.

Song Ziqing said so, Yao Keqing could not say that she was willing, otherwise it would not seem that she was not reserved enough; But it can't be said that she is unwilling, wouldn't this hurt his heart?

Yao Keqing blushed and turned his back to Song Ziqing, Song Ziqing lay down next to her, pulled the quilt to cover the two of them, and then whispered to her ear, "Weiwei, thank you, thank you for not disliking me!" ”

Thank you for not giving up on me.

"Why should I dislike you? You're still you! After a pause, Yao Keqing suddenly asked, "If I wasn't me, I mean...... If the Yao Keqing in front of you is not the real Yao Keqing, then what will you do? ”

Song Ziqing thought that Yao Keqing was just imitating his questions to test his heart for her, and did not understand the deeper meaning of Yao Keqing's words.

"I love you, not Yao Keqing!"

But Yao Keqing is still Yao Keqing, but I'm not the same person anymore! Yao Keqing said silently in his heart.

"By the way, are there many people who know about it? Who was there when the quarrel broke out that day? Yao Keqing began to care about the aftermath, no matter whose son Song Ziqing is, but in the eyes of the world, he can only be the son of the eldest princess and the concubine, otherwise how can the royal family save face?

"There is no one else, I originally planned to tell my mother the true identity of the mother and son that day, so I sent all the subordinates, only the mother and son are ......" Speaking of this, Song Ziqing's voice lowered, and after a while he continued, "That woman...... She killed herself! ”

Yao Keqing looked back in surprise, the horse was able to kill that girl ring in order to hide his physical condition, and this time he could naturally kill this woman! Song Ziqing was afraid that Yao Keqing would think that the woman was killed by the horse, and he was helping the horse cover up by saying this, so he hurriedly explained, "She really committed suicide!" She didn't say a word before she died, just kowtowed to her mother three times, and then hit the stone pillar in the temple! ”

"What a clever woman! Is that kid okay? Yao Keqing sighed softly, that woman knew such a shocking secret, she knew that her mother and son were definitely going to be killed, so she committed suicide to give her son a way to live, after all, the baby who was still in swaddling clothes didn't know anything, as long as the horse was not crazy, then why bother to kill? So she gambled with her life.

"Yes! It's a pity ......" But Song Ziqing also understood that if she didn't commit suicide, she would definitely die in the hands of the horse, "The horse took the child back to the Guogong Mansion and has not come back so far!" ”