369. "Big stupid, you must have an unforgettable love, don't you? Otherwise, you wouldn't be so old and don't want to find a girlfriend." Tong Wen guessed the reason why An Daben didn't want to find a girlfriend.

An Da Ben fell into contemplation at this time, isn't it? Tong Wen is not wrong at all, he really can't let go of the past, if he lets go, he won't be such a stubborn person until today. The question Gu Xiaoming asked him that day was still clearly lingering in his mind, that dream, that she, did he forget her? No, but after so many years of accumulation, the thoughts had made her live in his mind.

The girl named Cai Wenhuan is his favorite, if one day, when she returns, as long as she tells him to get back together, he must have no reason to accept all of her. He even fantasized that they would go into marriage after a few years of love.

370, he has been saving for this, he doesn't dare to spend a penny, basically he rarely spends money, except for the basic telephone bills, the food expenses that should be paid at home, and the gifts he buys for the elders every year, the rest of the expenses are either to go to dinner with Gu Xiaoming and Tao Ziye Qing. Over the years, he has also accumulated a small 300,000 yuan, and he himself thinks it is a huge amount of money, but in the face of rising prices of real estate, his savings are seriously shrinking, but An Daben also cares about these, no matter what, he still has this money.

He thought that he could buy a house a little farther away in the future, as long as it was enough to live, he wanted to marry her, and then have a baby, and then be with him for the rest of his life. But all this was just wishful thinking on his part, because she hadn't had any contact with him since she left the city, the country. He also kept looking at her previous QQ information, the content of her blog, and the status of Weibo, all of which stayed in the time period when she parted with him, and there was no update since.

371、 In a trance, he felt that she didn't go to another country, whether she went to another world, he went to the library and found all the local and international newspapers published in those days of the year, he wanted to see if there was a plane crash in those days, whether she would also die in a plane crash, he was also studying the military situation of various countries, thinking about whether the country she went to happened to be at war, she became cannon fodder in the war, or whether there was a major kidnapping case in the world, he was a little crazy.

He can sit in front of the computer door for hours, or even a day, looking at Cai Wenhuan and his photos, he will also look at none of the messages he once had with Wen Huan, and he doesn't know how many times he has read it.

The computer is old, he doesn't change it, he doesn't throw it, the mobile phone is eliminated, he doesn't change it, the mobile phone he used to use finally the mobile phone board is not good, ask a lot of markets and say that this has long been eliminated, the factory is no longer producing, how can there be, but he is not reconciled, ran all over the mobile phone stores in Wuxi, and really found the battery of the matching model of the mobile phone in a dilapidated mobile phone store on Huazhuang Street.

372. The boss still found a box from the abandoned shelves of the warehouse, a total of twenty. The boss said that if you want, I will give you twenty. Unexpectedly, An Daben had already included the original price of twenty-five one. I gave the boss 500 yuan directly, and I thanked the boss when I left. The boss who sells electronic accessories was stunned. It took a long time to come back to his senses, there are still such gods in this world, just twenty yuan, he still thinks that this young man will feel expensive, in fact, at that time, if An Daben asked him to give it to him, he would also throw it all to him like garbage. But the significance of this for An Daben is not that it is a simple battery, he hopes that the information will be permanently preserved.

Han Xiuzhi sometimes thinks that this son is not stunned, and finds a great god to come over to give An Da Ben a demon, but he is all scolded and driven away by An Da Ben, and everyone is very worried about An Da Ben's state. Only An Tianbao had a big heart and said: "My grandson I know, it's okay, it will be fine in a few days." "It's just that I'm not as optimistic as the old man, not a few days, but a few years, and this An Da Ben can be regarded as pulling back from that state.

373. Do you want to say that Cai Wenhuan has completely disappeared from his heart? No, the things that should be saved have not been lost, the computer is still there, the mobile phone is still there, and some gadgets that Cai Wenhuan once gave him are still there.

How could he have forgotten her, so when Gu Xiaoming asked him that day, he couldn't answer his question. Today Tong Wen asked the same question again, after so many years of depression, he wanted to tell him, besides, Tong Wen was not a person in his own life, so why not tell her, besides, she told herself so many things in the bar last time.

"Well, Sister Tong Wen, you are older than me, I will call you sister, I hope you don't mind. "An Daben is ready to tell his story.

Tong Wen ate the freshly scalded mutton and said, "Say while eating, don't stop eating." As she spoke, she put the contents of the pot into an Ann Da Ben bowl.

An Daben hurriedly ate a few bites. said: "This girl's name is Cai Wenhuan, if you want to say that she is beautiful, it is not counted, you want to say that she is not beautiful, she is so beautiful when she laughs." Saying that, An Daben imitated the way Cai Wen laughed.

374. Tong Wen looked at his performance and said: "If Cai Wenhuan looks like you and laughs, I think I will scare the dinosaurs away, do you have a picture of her? Let me see what the goddess in your heart looks like." Tong Wen wants to see Cai Wenhuan's photos.

An Daben really scanned Cai Wenhuan's photo into a file and hid it in his mobile phone, he likes the woman in front of him, and he also wants to tell her everything about himself, even if it is the first love hidden in his heart.

An Daben turned on his phone, opened Cai Wenhuan's photo, and handed it to Tong Wen.

"I'm so young, I think this girl is very smart and understanding. Tong Wen looked at the photo and said her first feeling about the girl in the photo.

"Many people say that she has a good temper, and I also think that we actually live together, but she lives in the front lane, I live in the back lane, and I don't play much with girls when I am young, so naturally I don't know her. We are in junior high school and in one class. I still remember that it was a school sports day, I participated in the school 1500-meter run, she was the cheerleader of our class, and she was also in charge of the logistics.

375. Gu Xiaoming from our class ran first place that time, and I ran second place, but when I rushed to the finish line, I didn't know if I stepped on a stone, or for other reasons, I rushed out of the whole person, and I won the second place, but my knee also broke the skin.

Cai Wenhuan quickly helped me to the seat next to the school. Then took out alcohol, gauze, red potion. He rolled up my trouser legs, dipped a cotton swab in alcohol and gently treated my wound, and said, "Bear with me, don't be afraid, it'll be fine for a while." "It was the first time a girl did something for me like this, and the pain of the alcohol irritating my skin turned the deer in my heart into a rampage. What a good feeling.

That day was the first time I looked at a girl so closely, so seriously, she was not very tall, one meter six, when she was in school, she always liked to cut a short haircut, she looked very neat, her eyelashes were very long, her baby fat face gave people a very approachable feeling, and her skin was very good, red, like a big apple.

376. At that time, we were all wearing school uniforms, only she always had good-looking flower clothes to wear, long and short, of various colors, and I liked to see her wearing suspenders the most, so beautiful. That day, she also wore a sky blue overall, at the position of the chest, there were pockets, she took out the tape from the pocket, applied me with red potion, wrapped it in gauze, and the tape was stained, and every movement was so skillful, and then finally learned that her mother was also a doctor in the hospital, and she followed her mother to the hospital since she was a child, and when she saw her mother bandaging others, it would be.

She was so light on every step, I was afraid that I would hurt myself, in fact, I still felt pain at that time, I felt her breath blowing on my legs, like a feather scraping, crisp to the bones, warm to the heart. An Daben was thinking about how there are such good girls in the world, who are good at studying, have a good heart, and care so much about themselves. In fact, he didn't know that if any boy fell down at that time, she would use the same method to bandage him.

After the bandage, she asked him, does it still hurt? An Daben said, "It doesn't hurt, thank you for helping me bandage." Cai Wenhuan sorted out the tools used for bandaging.

377, Cai Wenhuan helped him bandage him, and did not leave, still sitting on the chair next to him and talking to him. Why did you let Gu Xiaoming just now, if you don't let him, you won't fall, and you may be the first place. When An Daben listened to Cai Wenhuan say that he was stupid, he was very happy, and he remembered that his mother would sometimes point at his head and say that he was stupid. Today's classmates still have the same tone and demeanor, not really scolding him or blaming him, but a pity that he didn't get the first place. ”

An Daben is stupid every time he feels stupid, and stupid people are still stupid.

The athletes on the field are still striving for the top, and the students on the sidelines are cheering for their favorite athletes. On this side of the field, an injured athlete has bandaged his wounds, and another female classmate accompanies him, this picture, this style of painting is really enviable, youth, sports, freedom, and a little bit of hazy shyness.

378. The campus is so beautiful, behind the rows of street trees is the teaching building where they study, and next to the teaching building is the canteen of their school, where the fragrant smell of dishes can come out every day. And where they sit are the school's two basketball courts, and every day when class ends, you can always see basketball lovers sweating here. Regardless of whether the game is good or not, every boy always lives in a cherry blossom road in his heart, even if he can't play, he has to go to the basketball court to install it, so that his heart can be better.

Next to the basketball court is a football field blocked by an iron fence, the blue sky, and the bright red national flag fluttering in the air.

Since that time, An Daben always likes to go home with Cai Wenhuan, originally they lived relatively close, and later in the third year of junior high school, An Daben directly bought breakfast every morning and waited for her to come out at the entrance of the courtyard in front of Cai Wenhuan's house, and then escorted her home every night after school.

379. The classmates at school have long regarded them as an inseparable pair, and even the boy who has bad things always said in front of Cai Wenhuan, why do you like the big stupid? Every time, Cai Wenhuan also said with righteous words, I am willing. Let An Da Ben have more face.

Later, in high school, An Daben and Cai Wenhuan were also admitted to a high school, but they were not in the same class, which was not a problem, An Daben still took it and sent it the same. It's just that in the summer vacation of the first year of high school, Cai Wenhuan cried and found An Daben, saying that his father had a scientific research project overseas, and their family had to immigrate overseas, and the formalities had been completed, and they would leave in a few days, and those days were the last days for the two of them to get along, Cai Wenhuan told him that when she graduated from college, she would have the ability to come back to him. An Da Ben also said that he would always wait for her. Never give up.

For this reason, the day before Cai Wenhuan left Wuxi, An Daben took her to climb Huishan Mountain, and then locked the concentric lock engraved with the names of the two of them on the base of the TV tower, and then threw the keys of the two locks towards the bottom of the mountain of Sanmao Peak.

380. An Da Ben took out all his savings that day, and they went to Xihui Park that day. It is said that Xihui Park will also be renamed Huishan Park, so will Cai Wenhuan not know this place when he comes back?

They left a lot of photos in Xihui Park, and on that day, in the corner of the scenic water pavilion in Jichang Garden, An Daben and Cai Wenhuan hugged each other, and when they couldn't help it, An Daben kissed Wen Huan, kissed, he shed tears, why? Why can't his loved one be with him. Cai Wenhuan also cried and wet his clothes. They kissed darkly, kissed earth-shattering, and cried ghosts and gods. The sun and moon of the kiss rotated, the world shifted, and at that time, it seemed that there were only two of them in the world.

One day later, An Daben waited in the front lane, watching them come out of the house and get into a taxi, Cai Wenhuan was still looking behind. An Daben knew that she was looking to see if he had come to see her off.

The car started, she looked behind from the back window, An Daben couldn't hold on any longer, ran out, and ran with the taxi. But the car turned a corner, and An Daben fell to the ground with his heel, rubbing his knee, but this time Cai Wenhuan would never give him medicine again, never again. He lay on the ground and cried.

381, An Daben told Tong Wen a story of his first love in one breath, Tong Wen was so fascinated by it that she forgot to eat the dishes, only to see that the soup in the pot was constantly boiling, and the water was exhausted.

Tong Wen listened, and then said in her mouth: "The young love is so beautiful, although it is not so vigorous, but that innocent love, there is no slightest exchange of interests and selfish thoughts, just like to be together."

"Do you still love her? for so long. Tong Wen asked An Daben the question he didn't want to answer.

An Daben thought for a while and said, "If you want to say that you don't want to at all, you must be lying to you, she is already too deep in my heart, so deep that it is impossible for me to erase her." That's it, I'm still going to work, with my family, and my friends. I'm content, and my life without her is very colorful. An Da Ben said what was in his heart.

"I always thought that you boys would not take a relationship so seriously, at most be sad for a while, and then do what you have to do. Tong Wen said to An Daben.