354 The sound of bells shatters dreams, and it is even harder to come true

Shen Hongyan listened to him one question after another, knowing that he obviously still cared about He Tingting very much, and almost crushed his teeth, but she knew that she couldn't be angry in front of Yang Youdong, so she nodded, revealing a sad smile,

"Yes, she didn't die, she lived well, but she made us scared and guilty for so many years. Pen Fun Pavilion www.biquge.info you say, what is our guilt over the years? As for where she is...... Do you think she'd like to see you?"

Yang Youdong also smiled, his smile was relieved and sarcastic, "If it weren't for the ghosts in our hearts, how could we not know?" We can ask the people who go back to worship our ancestors, and we can write back to ask...... There are 11,000,000 ways to do it, and we don't have the courage to know. ”

As for He Tingting's refusal to see him, he already knew it. Because in the dream, He Tingting hated him. A dream is still like this, let alone a reality?

Looking at Yang Youdong's expression, Shen Hongyan's resentment in her heart became deeper and deeper, she took a deep breath and said, "I don't know, I'm just guilty." If I knew, I would be terrified and would not sleep at night!"

"What do you mean by that?" Yang Youdong looked over.

Shen Hongyan showed a sad smile again, "I met He Tingting the day before yesterday, and she told me that I pushed her down the mountain with you back then, and she remembered it." She also said that she would definitely seek revenge on us, and she would definitely make us die a bad death. ”

The smile on her face gradually retracted, and she said word by word, "She wants our lives, she doesn't believe it was an accident, she thinks we are deliberately trying to push her down the mountain, deliberately trying to kill her!"

Yang Youdong closed his eyes, and soon opened them again, looking at Shen Hongyan fiercely, "Shen Hongyan, tell me honestly, did you deliberately push her down and kill her back then?"

"I did it on purpose? Yang Youdong, have you forgotten? You also stretched out your hand at that time! I was afraid that she would fall, so I wanted to reach out and hold her, but you also reached out, and your hand hit my hand, and I couldn't react for a while, so we pushed her together...... You know what's going on, how can you push it all on me?"

Shen Hongyan said angrily, her face filled with grievance and anger.

Yang Youdong had a look like a trapped beast on his face, he grabbed his hair, his eyes were full of pain, "I don't remember, but I've been dreaming, and it's not like that in my dreams...... In the dream, it is...... In short, not what you say. ”

He always dreamed of himself when he was young 11 years ago. At that time, he didn't know what it meant to be an outlaw, but he was doing the thing of an outlaw, smuggling from Wutongling on the eastern front to Xiangjiang, and he had an unknowable future.

At that time, the little He Tingting was white and tender, and he was instigated by him and Shen Hongyan to be moved, and he stupidly followed to climb Wutong Ridge. It's just that she is different from them after all, they are fighting to the death, and she still has a family that loves her very much, and it would be better for her to stay in the mainland.

So she refused to leave while walking, and repeatedly said that she wanted to go home, with reluctance, grievance and sadness on her little face, and her eyes were red several times.

He didn't know what Xinjin was at that time, but he knew that he wanted her to be his bride when he grew up, so he coaxed her all the way, told all the good things he had heard of, and said that he would take her to play when he was there, but when he was getting farther and farther away from Shenjia Village, he couldn't coax her anymore.

Then, something happened.

He turned around and saw Shen Hongyan's outstretched hand, he was so frightened that he immediately reached out and wanted to grab it.

But the girl, the girl who kept screaming to go home, fell anyway.

Before falling, she turned her head and glanced at him.

In the dream, her big eyes were full of horror and disbelief.

Every time he was looked at by those big eyes of horror and disbelief, he would wake up with tears in his eyes, and then hear the mournful singing of the old temple street.

"The clouds are cold and the rain is cold, and the scenery is bleak in the middle of the lonely night. The barren mountains are quiet, and there is a faint midnight clock, and the bell is even more difficult to dream when it breaks the ......"

He sat in the dark night with his eyes open, listening to the desolate singing outside the window, desperately remembering what had happened in his dreams.

When he recalled, what appeared in his mind was the truth that Shen Hongyan told him - he accidentally pushed Shen Hongyan and wanted to hold He Tingting's hand, and the two of them pushed He Tingting down together.

He has read a lot of books, and it says that sometimes people are unbelievable about what they have done, and they will always subconsciously embellish and prevaricate.

Therefore, his dream may be the result of his subconscious beautification and prevarication.

He couldn't accept that he had hurt the girl he liked, so he always dreamed, and it was Shen Hongyan who was wrong in the dream, not him.

Shen Hongyan looked at Yang Youdong's painful expression, and asked softly as usual, "Then you say, why did I push He Tingting down the mountain? Why do I hate her so much that I want to kill her? Am I that kind of person?"

When she said this, she smiled sarcastically, "To put it mildly, if I really want to kill He Tingting, I don't have to do it myself at all." With He Tingting's physical strength, do you think she can smuggle her into Xiangjiang? She is so delicate that she doesn't have to work since she was a child, and most of them will die on the road. ”

Yang Youdong was silent, He Tingting was not physically strong, he knew that He Tingting could not cross the strait and swim to the Xiangjiang River, and Shen Hongyan also knew this. Therefore, he was not sure that it was really Shen Hongyan who pushed He Tingting back then.

"He Tingting is not from Xiangjiang, but she has a future. She said that she would come to us to avenge her murder. You have the old woman outside to protect you, so you don't have to worry. And I, if I hadn't gotten acquainted with a big person, would have died. Shen Hongyan complained again.

Yang Youdong listened and hurriedly asked, "How is she now?"

Seeing that Yang Youdong didn't ask about his current situation at all, but asked about He Tingting, who was promising, Shen Hongyan clenched his fists, took a deep breath and said, "She is very good, as a mainland Beigu, she was able to participate in the drinking party of the upper class, do you think she is good?

She climbed into the Red Fire Gang, and her goal of choosing a mate is already higher than Yang Youdong, and it stands to reason that she will not be uncomfortable and angry because Yang Youdong likes other girls.

However, she was still uncomfortable and angry.

She felt that she could dislike Yang Youdong anymore, but Yang Youdong had to always put her in the most important position!

Don't forget, 11 years ago, you were also a Beigu. Yang Youdong frowned and reprimanded.

Shen Hongyan sank his face, "I smuggled to Xiangjiang for nine deaths, and I have already paid the price, and I am no longer a Beigu." Don't say that I forgot my roots, when I buried my head in climbing the mountain and soaked in the sea water and died, I swore that I was a Xiangjiang person in my life and a Xiangjiang ghost in death. When you die, don't blow the ashes back to the mainland. ”

Yang Youdong recalled the difficulty of smuggling to Xiangjiang and was silent.

That's what he said to himself when he was out of breath when he was out of breath when he was climbing the mountain, and when he was paddling desperately in the icy waters.

In fact, not only him and Shen Hongyan, but almost all those who smuggled to Xiangjiang thought so.

At this time, the claypot rice of the two came.

Shen Hongyan slowly ate her own lap-mei, which was Cantonese-style cured meat, with a faint sweetness, like the life she longed for when she was down, she blinked and blinked back the thin tears,

"I came to you just to ask you if you would like to cooperate with me. I don't want to die, I want to live. If we are separated, we will definitely be broken by He Tingting one by one. So, I hope we can work together. When we cooperate, you will be able to know whether I can't tolerate He Tingting, or He Tingting can't tolerate me. ”

"What cooperation?" Yang Youdong said lightly, "I'm just a foreigner who can't integrate into Xiangjiang, what can I cooperate with you?"

Shen Hongyan swallowed the rice in his mouth, "Youdong, you don't have to hide it from me. I know that the mother-in-law of the fortune teller, who has no children and no daughters, will hand over her power in Temple Street to you. If you go to sing "Zen Bell Bell" with her every day, she will definitely remember your goodness. ”

"I sang with her, not to ask for her things. Yang Youdong retorted with a sinking face, "It's just that I want to sing it myself." ”

Shen Hongyan looked at him, her eyes full of excitement and anger,

"Then do you want to watch me die? Do you want to die yourself? Have you thought about your parents? Have you thought about your brother? If you cooperate with me, you will still have life, if you don't cooperate, we will all die. Do you want us all to die? We finally came to Xiangjiang, and finally got rid of the fate of the past!"

Yang Youdong lowered his head and ate his claypot rice in silence, without making a sound.

Shen Hongyan looked at Yang Youdong like this, but suddenly felt as if his whole person was pressed by something, heavy, and uncomfortable.

In fact, initially, her life was not so bad, after all, she was ruthless and clever enough. is ruthless enough, so she learned to speak fluent Xiangjiang early on, and she is clever enough, so she will please people.

With these two characteristics, she can still earn some money to meet some of her needs by helping others do odd jobs.

Moreover, because she accidentally learned that the old woman who told fortunes outside was an invisible gangster boss, she had been careful to curry favor with her, and she also got some attention, and her life became better and better.

It's a pity that those good days are a bit short, only four years.

Later, the fortune teller old woman learned something about her wit, and became indifferent to her. No matter how much she pleaded, the old woman refused to forgive her and accept her again.

Not only that, but her odd job was gone, and I think it was the old woman who ordered others not to let her do it.

It is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift, and the opportunity to make money is gone, but the consumption she has become accustomed to still exists. So, slowly, her life was very embarrassing.

At that time, she had grown into a delicate girl, and she didn't remember when, which girl in the class took her, and she began to sell her body.