Since then, Zhang Yuan has slowly faded out of the music scene like a chivalrous warrior who sacrifices his sword and returns to the mountain and never asks about the affairs of the rivers and lakes.

If his life was all rock and roll before, then raising children has become the whole of his life since then.

"Alas...... It's a pity, how many heroes have fallen to women throughout the ages!" Dong Guo Yao sighed, and continued to browse the news about Zhang Yuan on the Internet with some distraction.

Suddenly, a news item about Zhang Yuan from February 21, 2011 caught his attention.

Title: [A generation of rock kings has fallen to this]

Content: [Recently, some netizens suspected of meeting Fu Jianglin's ex-husband, the famous rock musician Zhang Yuan, when taking the subway. Zhang Yuan in the picture is seriously out of shape, his hairline has moved back to the top of his head, his hair is scarce, he is wearing sunglasses and sleeping on the subway with his schoolbag in his arms. 】

After seeing this set of photos, many netizens left messages under the news, lamenting the impact that Zhang Yuan had on his teenage years.

Netizen "recklessly pinching youth" left a message: [Zhang Yuan, alas...... Familiar and unfamiliar names. If it weren't for the candid photographers on the subway, this name would be like dust falling to the ground, like gravel sinking into the sea, I'm afraid it would only exist in many fake trumpets and mythical legends, the years are really a pig-killing knife!]

And the message of "forgetting" from netizens made Dong Guo Yao more intuitively understand how deep Zhang Yuan's influence on Xu Wenqi and their generation was.

He wrote in the message: [Actually, since he quit the music scene, I have been forcing myself to write something for Zhang Yuan, but I have never known what to write, after all, he was a god-like figure in my mind, God is perfect, how can I evaluate it?

When I saw this news today, my heart was full of mixed feelings, and I thought a lot, and I thought it was time to start writing.

Zhang Yuan can be said to be the memory of our youth, the most dramatic enlarged version of every lost youth, experiencing enthusiasm, glory, miserab, and even the final silence.

Zhang Yuan described all kinds of ugliness of human beings in "People Are Not as Good as Dogs", and I became one of them, as if I saw him laughing at me from a high place.

Yes, sometimes people are really not as good as dogs!

Whose youth is not confused?

Fortunately, in my youth, I met Zhang Yuan and met his rock.

My emptiness was filled little by little from Zhang's singing, and to this day, I often dream of the boy who played the black flute at the Xiangjiang Youlong Stadium in the 90s.

His face is either grim all the time, or he sings obliviously.

He sang, "How to have happiness!"

It shook my heart.

This may also be the foreshadowing of his sadness.

At first he became the husband of the goddess, and almost everyone thought that they were a match made in heaven, and yes, these two musical elves should have been a couple.

But since then, the breakdown of his marriage, the sarcasm in the circle, and the incomprehension of fans have carved him from a god-like black-clothed piper to his current sloppy appearance.

Sometimes I think very radically that Fu Jianglin should not appear in his life, whether as a "goddess" or as a "true love", she should not appear in his life.

His life should belong to rock and roll, he should have looked at the world and was proud of the world.

But now, he is unkempt and crowded on the subway, which makes me feel so sad that I used to like him so much.

But maybe this is the fate that heroes can't escape, this is the most tragic ending that only belongs to heroes.

But why do I prefer him to stand on the brightly lit stage, shouting passionately, "As long as I live, I am not afraid to fall, because my head is harder than a stone!", and we cheered and made waves in the audience, and went crazy with him.

At this point, put down the pen and sacrifice the year.

Thank you for having you in my youth, Zhang Yuan!

Forgotten February 21, 2011.

"Alas...... It's a pity, let's search for his songs!"

Dong Guo Yao sighed, I don't know how many times he sighed today.

Not to mention, Zhang Yuan's work Dong Guo Yao was really fascinated when he heard it.

In the next few days, in addition to code words, almost all the time he can use is used to listen to Zhang Yuan's songs.

Dong Guo Yao didn't know why he did this, but he did it, maybe because he also had a heart for rock and roll, maybe he actually admired Zhang Yuan as a person, or maybe he saw his depressed time in Zhang Yuan's shouts.

Through the research of the past few days, Dong Guo Yao has an intuitive understanding of Zhang Yuan's music.

Objectively speaking, Zhang Yuanzhi is to rock music like Jay Chou is to independent music, his early works are both innovative and audience-oriented, he is not suitable for doing some experimental music that is too avant-garde and niche, even if he personally likes it very much, but his talent is most suitable for independent music.

However, because Zhang Yuan is a musician who likes to constantly deny himself and change himself, or he has been pursuing a musical realm that he yearns for with confusion, so that he constantly changes his musical style orientation, Dong Guo Yao can still feel his soul from all his different stages - art.

The height of art has always been the ultimate essence of his pursuit, but Dong Guo Yao believes that art is originally a product of the times that is difficult to achieve and even more difficult to fathom.

In the spirit he pursues, in fact, it is not only something that transcends the times, but also a lot of realistic aspirations for conformity and perfection.

He is just fighting against the filth of the world with his harmonious aesthetics, so he has become a combination of ideal and reality.

There may be 100 people who think they are making art, but the art that can really lead the times is only one in 100, and it is only a small part of the stepping stone of art history, which may be the reason why "Independence of the World" is not accepted by the public.

Although the album "Legacy Independence" is indeed artistic, Zhang Yuan is not suitable to be an artist, for the simple reason that his fans, his fans, never liked him because he was an artist.

So he may be another Nirvana and Beatles of Earth, but never the Beethoven and Mozart of rock music.

The bystanders are clear, the authorities are fascinated, Dong Guo Yao feels that if Zhang Yuan can come out of the self and achieve a breakthrough in the field of self and music, the chances of success may be greater for him.

Dong Guo Yao's mobile phone has been turned on in the past few days, because he actually wants Zhang Yuan to call him again.

But after waiting for a few days, there were a few calls, but none of them were from Zhang Yuan.

This made Dong Guo Yao a little regretful, but he was really interested in knowing how Zhang Yuan changed "When You're Old" to rock and roll.

However, Zhang Yuan didn't look for him, and he didn't take the initiative to contact Zhang Yuan, because he really didn't know how to communicate with Zhang Yuan.

However, to his surprise, Zhang Yuan suddenly found him at noon on Tuesday, July 25.

Eleven o'clock at noon. Dongguo Yao went downstairs to eat as usual, and just walked out of the Yujing Garden, but was stopped by someone.

Dong Guo Yao turned his head, and the person who called him was a man with a shaved head.

The man was in his early forties, his body was slightly fat, and his lower abdomen was a little bulging.

His face was a little thin, a little dark, a little tired.

Although it is a little different from what looks in the photo, Dong Guo Yao knows that this person is Zhang Yuan, he has seen a lot of photos of Zhang Yuan on the Internet, and he remembers Zhang Yuan's somewhat melancholy and melancholy eyes very clearly, and he will never admit his mistake.

"Let's find a place to talk. Zhang Yuan's words were still very brief.

He didn't even introduce himself and got straight to the point, but his tone was much better than when he was on the phone.

"Good. Dong Guo Yao opened his mouth and answered.

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Thanks to the volcano for the remaining 1000 tips.

Thank you for the red envelope of the recommendation ticket of the smoking gun, I just took a look, we are just in the tenth place on the list of new books of signed writers, thank you!