I don't want to expose too many negative emotions, but I should always give an explanation.

has always been an unhappy person, always in the middle of lovelessness and inexplicable sadness, and this situation has been exacerbated recently. At this time, I had an inexplicable headache, I was depressed and anxious, I couldn't breathe, I wanted to bang my head against the wall, a big man, uncontrollable inexplicable tears, so hypocritical, dislike with a capital letter......

But......

Before the end of the month...... I'm definitely going to come back......

I'm such an awesome person that I can overcome anything, including myself.