Chapter 3: Back to Childhood
"Robe, come here!"
Listening to this familiar voice, Xuefu was stunned, and couldn't come back to her senses for a long time.
Seeing that she didn't move, Xue Yan (this is the name of Xue Cao's mother) walked towards Xiao Xue Bao.
I don't know what kind of dream this kid had, how it was flustered.
Seeing his mother walking towards him, he still looks like in his memory. The curved willow eyebrows, the same blue eyes, and the skin that can be broken by blowing. Could it be that he only saw his mother when he went to the underworld?
I saw my mother staggering step by step with a wooden stick. No, my mother is now suffering from a leg disease, which is obviously the appearance of her mother when she was twelve years old, and she looked down at her hands, which were so small that they looked like children's hands.
There was a deafening roar of thunder outside the window, lightning and thunder in the night. A mother with a stick?
"No!" exclaimed, and the snowcoat suddenly got out of bed, and before she could put on her shoes, she ran to her mother barefoot.
It wasn't until she got closer that she really believed that she was a child now. Standing on tiptoe, she compared her own size, and the forehead of the snow robe happened to touch the embroidery on her mother's shoulder, which was a small white flower, which was embroidered by herself.
Seeing that she was comparing her body again, Xue Yuan chuckled.
"Cao'er, why did you measure it again. How's it going?
Her mother's voice was still so gentle and quiet, it was her mother, the man who died when she was twelve years old.
No matter how much she couldn't believe it, Xuefu still hugged her mother tightly.
Whether it's true or not, at least the mother is real. Sweetly screamed, because in his memory, the night after that night of lightning and thunder, his mother died of illness.
"Mother's Parent"
Sure enough, it was the voice of the little girl, and she really came back to life.
It's just that she's still a child.
The snowcoat didn't fall asleep again for a night, and she was afraid that she would close her eyes and return to the dog-gnawed corpse. A small wooden bed with hay on it, and this is the home where I have lived for 12 years.
The two squeezed together to sleep, and the mother had to comfort herself. However, a sweet smile made her extremely relieved, I don't know why, the pain in her heart suddenly disappeared the moment she saw her mother, she just didn't dare to rest now, she was afraid that every qiē was a dream, and she would have to leave the world when she woke up.
Mother is her only relative, maybe in the last life, she still has a child who doesn't know whether it is a man or a girl, but now the person she loves the most is lying next to her.
The sound of her mother's even breathing gradually calmed down. Slowly stretched out his hand and hugged his mother's body.
The mother in the memory will die tomorrow night, and she will come back from the dead, which can't be explained at all, but is it possible that you can prevent your mother from dying. In this way, the next qiē will not happen, she will not meet Li Xunduan or Lin Susu, and she will not be strangled to death on that snowy day, and she will not be reduced to animal food.
Thinking like this, I can live with my mother, and I can feel at ease.
Closer to his mother, he inadvertently touched his lower abdomen with her arm. Subconsciously touched his child, only to find that it was nothing more than a child's belly. It is extremely flat, all the happiness of the past has been shattered, and they cannot be let go!
My children, my hatred, the pain I have experienced, they must pay back. Live again, you can't waste your life like this!
When I woke up again, my body was cold to the bone, and I subconsciously stroked my lower abdomen, but fortunately it was flat.
Xue Cao got up, stroked his forehead, and suddenly laughed bitterly.
Do you hate them or are you afraid? You may be glad that you have finally escaped from them! After five months of house arrest, in the Fengling Palace, where you have declared your status, you have found that there is nothing but the child.
In his short life from going down the mountain to being strangled to death, in addition to the ruthless and unrighteous Li Xunduan, and Lin Susu, who was full of hypocrisy, he even had a friend......
There is no one who is concerned. No one remembers her, no one speaks for her......
Even the only child he owned was left by Li Xunduan! Although he did not admit it......
For five months, five months of days and nights, she only kept talking to the child and feeling his fetal movements in his body......
She even thought it was a child talking to her, and for the first month there had been a palace maid bringing food to Xuejiao, and then no one had brought anything. She was hungry for ten days, and she even devoured all the flowers and plants in the house.
When he was dying, someone brought him food, and it turned out to be Lin Susu!
She gave herself a bowl of sour, long-spoiled rice every day, and she survived on this.
But I didn't expect that she wanted me to live in order to kill the child in the womb with her own hands on the day he was born, one corpse and two lives!
Why, exactly, why do you treat me like this. When he died a tragic death, no one shed tears for it? Why?
Is it just because he has done too many dirty things for him, and everyone thinks he deserves it?
I'm not reconciled......
Xuefu stood up and rushed towards the entrance of the cave. A cold wind blew, and the mind was extremely clear.
In the distance, the endless snow-capped mountains are clustered to form a snowy scene, the sun rises slowly, there is not a single cloud in the sky, and the sun is dazzling.
"Sao'er, wake up. Come here. ”
In the distance, Xue Yuan, who came down from the top of the very high snowy mountain, shouted at Xue Yuan, the wooden stick in her hand was deeply sunk into the snow, and she didn't even look easy to stand.
My mother called me?
It's been a long time since anyone called "Cao'er"! I think about it, it seems like seven years. Softly saying yes, Xuefu walked briskly.
The feeling of the snow being soft came from under your feet, and I hadn't felt like this in a long time. Xue Yuan walked a little cautiously, which couldn't help but cause Xue Yuan's questions.
"Sao'er, what's wrong with you. The pace is like that of an old man, and he is coming to his mother's place. ”
As soon as the words fell, the snow robe suddenly froze and did not make any movement.
My mother is wearing that pure white gauze skirt today, and there is a red plum gauze skirt on the collar......
That's the dress!
It was the one that her mother wore when she died, and the red plum on her collar was torn off when Li Xunduan forcibly buried her mother.
Since then, she has never worn white again, and has always been dressed in red. No one knew that it was a touch of blood in her heart.
This dress reminded Xue Sheng that the mother and daughter, who were only able to "reunite" last night, will be separated by yin and yang tonight. It was so fast that she couldn't get her mother out of it......
Or, she can't change anything?
"What's wrong with your kid today, my mother made your favorite snow lotus cream today. Hurry up and help your mother make amends!" Xue Yuan held up the freshly picked snow lotus in her hand and said to her with a smile.
The snow robe was folded, and after all, she took the little white snow lotus, and turned around and walked towards their little cave.
It was close to noon, and Xue Yuan walked in with a plate of steaming white snow lotus cake.
Xue Cao couldn't wait to pick up a big piece and swallow it, and the appearance of the wolf made the mother smile. As soon as I make snow lotus cake, my robe is very happy, I am afraid that I had a nightmare last night, frightened, and I look gloomy all day today, it is time for her to be happy.
Looking at the loving and happy appearance of the mother's face, I remembered that today was the last day of the mother and daughter. Xuefu didn't cry, and she didn't show pain. The little hand picked up a piece of pastry and sent it to Xue Yuan's lips, with a happy smile on her little face, watching her mother eat it.
The snow lotus itself is bitter, but it has a very good smell, and the mother will put a handful of pine needles in it. A fresh and refreshing flavor brought out from this, coupled with the fluffy texture, it was her favorite when she was a child.
I have tried to restrain my reluctance, but after all, I can't hold back. Mother, I can't save you......
All day long, Xue Yuan followed Xue Yuan like a little tail, watching her mother's every move, trying to engrave her into her mind.
In a blink of an eye, it was late at night, and in the previous life, he had fallen asleep at this time, and his mother died unconsciously. She couldn't sleep tonight anyway, she just kept staring at her mother.
Seeing that she was still not sleeping, the mother suddenly took out a dusty box from the dim corner under the bed.
"Cao'er, come and see. ”
"What is this?
Xue Yuan smiled and didn't say anything, just opened the box vigorously. A puff of dust kicked up, and when it hit the ground, Snow Cobe finally saw the contents of the box.
There is a purple brocade box inside, and there seems to be a piece of clothing under the brocade box.
Xue Yuan smiled and took out the clothes underneath, and said to Xue Yuan.
"Cao'er, I'm not happy all day today, my mother will show you something!"
The mother took out the dress, and a gorgeous dress was presented in front of Xue Bao's eyes.
The red silk brocade is as thin as a layer of red mist, hazy and unconventional, but it shows an incomparable style. The whole shoulder is exposed, but there is a small shawl woven with countless red agate, which reflects the beautiful red plum blossom on the edge of the skirt below, embedded in the center of the flower with red jade.
Xue Luo is amazing and I don't know what to say, although this wedding dress is beautiful in style, but it is gorgeous but it is not inferior to royal luxury. It is indeed unbelievable that such beautiful clothes appear in this bitter snow-capped cave.
"This is the wedding dress that my mother wore when she married your father, and this ......"
Putting down the dress in her hand, Xue Yuan sat down with her snow coat around her again, and opened the purple brocade box, which was a hairpin.
It's just a wooden plum hairpin, which doesn't look special, but Xue Yuan has tears in her eyes, caressing the hairpin, and her body can't help but tremble a little.
"Mother, what's wrong with you?
"This is what your father gave to your mother, and he made it himself. The carving is not good, and it is not expensive, but you must take care of it. One day you will meet your father, and father and daughter will recognize each other......"
"But, mother, who is my father?"
"You'll find out later, Sir. Now go to sleep, okay? Mother is a little tired......" As she spoke, Xue Yuan took the things, and Xue Yuan knew.
Every time she mentions her father, her mother will always lose control, and every time she never tells her who her father is. Perhaps, these two things tonight are the relics of my mother's relatives.
Thinking of this, Xuefu couldn't sleep, so she had to pretend to be asleep. After a while, the mother lay down.
She seemed to be crying, but her voice was very muffled, was it sad to mention her father, or was it something else......?