Three hundred and twenty-eight passed by
Do you hear the sound of rain outside the window?
From late at night,
It's raining, it's been falling.
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Like the terrible sound of the wind crying at night,
Mixed in,
Woke up to the wet dawn.
/
Winter snow, as scheduled,
Even in dreams.
When I woke up, my heart trembled slightly,
It's from, that once familiar figure,
The grace and sadness left behind in the dream.
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Are you alright?
In this rainy day,
Slender and dense thoughts,
Boundless and nowhere to rest.
……
Whenever I wake up in the middle of the night from a dream that is not a nightmare that I have had all these years, I can no longer sleep. Listening to the sound of the wind whistling outside the window and the sound of raindrops falling on the glass window caused by the wind, Xue Yuxiu watched the dawn pass through the curtains little by little, driving away the darkness in the room from just after three o'clock in the morning. I picked up the pen and paper on the bedside table and wrote here with tears in my eyes, and it was difficult to write again.
The three words "Han Wensong", together with the familiar figure that often appears in dreams, may never be erased from the bottom of my heart.
However, Xue Yuxiu knew that there was still a shadow in the dream that woke him up tonight. That is what really makes Xue Yuxiu's heart ache like a knife every time she thinks about it, and she can't help crying-mother.
I haven't dreamed of my family for a long time, but since I came back from going to Huashan, I have dreamed of the dilapidated courtyard at home one after another, and the figure of the second elder in ragged clothes and a little rickety on his back.
Thinking that after a while, Yinghao should come to ask him to leave and go to Wufeng City to meet his mother who had been widowed for many years, Xue Yuxiu really couldn't describe what kind of mood he was in at this time. Usually, what I am most afraid of is listening to people talk about family affairs and parents, and whenever I hear it inadvertently, I will use the excuse to walk away. However, he was about to go to see Youying's mother, how could Xue Yuxiu not think of the second elder in the family?
It's not that I haven't done it, regardless of the urge to run home to meet my parents and express all the grievances in my heart. But every time, Xue Yuxiu was forced to endure it with his tenacious character. Especially if she finally persevered until now, Xue Yuxiu would not suffer in vain for the past four or five years because of her impulsiveness.
After lying lazily in the quilt for a while, Xue Yuxiu got up and finished dressing and washing, and took the initiative to call Youyinghao: "You don't have to come over, the weather is not good." I'll tell you the bus number after I buy the ticket, and you can pick me up at your station. ”
"It's okay, Xiaowei, I'm already on the train." You can hear the heroic tone full of joy: "The train will enter the station in half an hour." It's cold, you must not go out. I'll be waiting in the dormitory, and I'll take a taxi to pick you up as soon as I get off the bus. ”
Through this period of contact, Xue Yuxiu has long discovered that Youyinghao is a very careful boy. In this regard, it is no worse than Han Wensong back then...... How can this be the case? Xue Yuxiu shook her head, trying to restrain herself from comparing the two of them. I didn't forget to remind myself again that whether it was Han Wensong in the past or a hero now, it had nothing to do with me. If the relationship with Han Wensong back then was indeed a matter of affection at the beginning of the relationship, then the current relationship with Youying, who is not annoying, is purely a scene, and there is no possibility at all.
I bought the gift at the supermarket after work yesterday.
Xue Yuxiu carefully checked it again, and finally stared at the small and delicate set of tableware that had never left her for four or five years. It's not that she doesn't know that she is still in the incubation period, that is, in the safe period. But my heart is just not steady, lest I accidentally infect others for a while. Fortunately, with the test results from Xiao Hua, Xue Yuxiu finally made up her mind that she would not bring this set of utensils to Wufeng City this time.
Xue Yuxiu, who was in deep thought, was awakened by a ringing of the phone from his mobile phone, and when he saw that there was a heroic number, he knew that he had come downstairs. So he picked up and said, "Wait a minute, I'll go down right away." ”
After getting dressed, he picked up a backpack stuffed with gifts and a large convenience bag that was also full of gifts, and opened the door, only to find that a heroic man with a smile on his face had been standing outside the door at some point. Despite holding a folded umbrella in his hand, there was still a lot of rain on his clothes.
"Why don't you knock?"
"Oh, I'm afraid it will affect your packing." Youyinghao reached out and took the backpack in Xue Yuxiu's hand, and said in a trembling tone because of excitement: "Xiaowei, let's go." ”
Hearing Youying's words, Xue Yuxiu didn't know what to say. I was so careful, or so excited, that I had to cherish even such a little bit of time. Just lowered his head slightly, avoiding the hot gaze of Youying, and gently issued a word from his nose: "Hmm." ”
When I came downstairs, I saw that the taxi was already waiting on the street not far away. Originally, Xue Yuxiu wanted to take over the umbrella in Youyinghao's hand and fight for him, but Youyinghao had already opened the umbrella first and completely covered Xue Yuxiu's head.
Carrying a backpack, the big convenience bag in his left hand and an umbrella in his right hand, Youyinghao didn't care about his own meaning at all, and was almost completely exposed to the rain, which was not large, but very cold. As a last resort, Xue Yuxiu had no choice but to take the initiative to lean towards Youyinghao's side.
The two took a taxi to the station square and heard a heroic man asking, "Xiaowei, shall we have breakfast first, or shall we go to buy a ticket first?" ”
"Let's buy a ticket first, and then go to breakfast after buying the ticket." As he spoke, he took out his ID card from his satchel and said to Youyinghao, "Give me your ID card." ”
"Let's go, go to the ticket hall first, you watch the salute and I'll buy a ticket."
Knowing that there was a hero who didn't want him to spend money, Xue Yuxiu didn't argue with him, and silently leaned on the right hand side of the hero with an umbrella and walked to the ticket hall not far away. Just walked to the door of the ticket hall, Xue Yuxiu suddenly stopped. looked straight at a young and beautiful girl who passed by him, and until the other party walked away, Xue Yuxiu did not withdraw his gaze staring at the other party's back.
"Xiaowei, what are you looking at?"
"Huh? Not...... What the. After being awakened by Youying's question, Xue Yuxiu, who came back to her senses, deliberately diverted the topic and asked, "Isn't she very beautiful?" ”
"Who...... Yes? ”
"Is that the girl who just walked by?"
"I ...... Didn't see it. ”
Looking up at Youyinghao's eyes, from his hot and infatuated eyes, Xue Yuxiu could feel that the other party's whole body and mind were on him, and he might not have really paid attention to the girl who passed by just now.
The tall girl was none other than her senior sister, and Lanmei, who was selected as an exchange student at the same time to study at Michian Reagan State University for half a year. Although more than five years have passed, whether it is the name "Blue Plum" or the name of the school flower that used to be, Xue Yuxiu recognized it at a glance.
(End of chapter)