My name is Lim Yoon-a, well, I am the face of the Korean girl group Girls' Generation and one of the popular ACEs. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I have all kinds of halos on my head, but of course, my favorite is being called a Lin actor.

Though......

Even now, I don't have a single work that I can get my hands on, but as a girl's major in acting, I think my acting skills are still good.

It's just that......

Whether it is the ratings or the box office, it is not something that a single artist can influence, so more often, many people call me "box office poison Y".

I don't care too much about the blow to my career, in fact, as early as last year, I didn't have the same positive idea of working hard for my career.

If anything, there is anything that would support my desire to continue......

I guess it's just a hobby, and a way to pass the time when I'm usually bored, right?

If you want to say that you are unwilling, there are still natural ones, but they are just ......

Today's unwillingness is just to prove that his years of hard work have not been in vain.

As for the rest, it really doesn't matter anymore.

The reason for all this is because...... He.

He, Jin Yufei, the son-in-law of the Kim family in Seoul.

The second chaebol of Genhong Miaozheng, and the president of Dream, which has now quietly become one of the three major brokerage companies in the Korean entertainment industry, of course, in private, it is said that he has a very close relationship with the president.

As for the rest, I'm not interested.

He's my first man and I'm the number one anti!

I met him only on a plane to Japan.

At that time, he was our captain, Taeyeon Oni's boyfriend.

What kind of boyfriend, it's clearly the big bad guy who wrapped up Taeyeon Oni!

But at that time, Taeyeon Oni had a little bit of meaning to him, so I didn't know what the relationship between them was.

Couple? Lover? Or something else?

I don't know.

None of this has anything to do with me.

It's just that......

It's just that I didn't expect that he, who looks like a dog, is still a big pervert!

I just wanted to get another lunch box, but ......

But not only was he kissed fiercely, but he was also held in his arms!

I was very panicked and wanted to refuse, but he not only intensified, but even ...... And even ......

That was probably my first time at the top.

It's embarrassing.

In the days that followed, I was at the mercy of a rag doll who had lost my soul, and even Taeyeon Oni came to persuade me to obey him.

Oh, my God!

It's not that there are no men in this world, why should I be a dignified Lin Yun'er, and I want to go to someone else to be a little seven?

I hate him!

That was the first time I experienced what it was like to hate someone.

However, just when I was angry, I offended the director of the TV station because of a trivial matter, and although we had reached the top at that time, I was still very scared in the face of that kind of "big man".

But......

But his reappearance not only saved me from being harassed by the director, but also solved my problems once and for all.

My heart......

It's messy.

At that time, I was not single, I actually had a boyfriend.

Lee Seung-gi, the national mother's friend, he chased me for three years, and not long before I met Kim Woo-fei, I solemnly decided to give him a chance.

An opportunity to socialize.

From the beginning, we were very careful, after all, we are both popular artists, and when two people fall in love, it is inevitable that there are some things that need to be paid too much attention to.

Although it was very tiring to be on that day, I was really sweet at that time.

The president of the company was angry because I was in love, and during that time, the president with a stinky face every day was really scary.

But......

Lee Seung Gi was very good to me.

It's so good......

One day I even got drunk by accident, only to find that I hadn't been violated the next day.

His explanation was that he didn't want to touch me before we got married, and he planned to save this night for our wedding night.

At the time, I was so impressed!

It's true!

The girl is pregnant with spring, it is an amorous day, but there is such a gentle and considerate boyfriend, I ......

I'm really happy!

Even during that period of time, I was once again at the bottom of the ratings of the TV series I starred in, and I was once controversial, but I couldn't stop the excitement in my heart.

But now, the only thing I remember about him is "Pabo".

Yes, in my heart, he is an authentic big "Pabo" with the number one name.

Later, when Taeyeon Oni persuaded me to become Kim Woo-fei's junior seven and eighth, he inadvertently asked about it and told me that Lee Seung-gi's motives were not pure.

In fact, what I wanted to complain about at the time was that even if I was used, I was willing!

After all......

He's my boyfriend!

But what happened later was far from being as simple as I imagined.

Then a little thing happened, a ......

After the little things that made me unspeakable, in order to repay the favor and completely suppress the ripples in my heart, I made a decision that even I feel extremely surprised to come to now!

I...... decided to hand over his first time to Jin Yufei!

In those days, I didn't know why I had made such a crazy decision.

Maybe it's because you're attracted to his badness?

Still is...... Because of the other?

I don't know, the only thing I do is silence.

However, what I didn't expect was that he actually refused!

Yes, in the face of Chiguo, in the face of me, in the face of me who has no strands of my body, I actually refused!

Is it because you're too thin?

I still remember looking at myself at the time, and it was indeed not fat.

But you can't blame me, I was busy when I debuted, and after many years of busy schedule, my stomach and intestines have always been bad, no matter how much I eat, my body can't absorb it, and naturally I can't get fat.

I know my shortcomings, but ......

What I didn't expect was that I was already like that, and I was still rejected.

At that moment, I was really sad.

There is an unspeakable sense of frustration.

With the thought of never seeing each other overnight, I came.

But......

In the end, I was rejected.

But deep down, there was still a flash of happiness.

Why do you feel happy?

Is it because I'm ......

I didn't dare to think about it, and I didn't dare to guess.

Just as I was overjoyed that I had won the gamble, I felt a little lost in my heart, and subconsciously fled his office, he shouted something, picked me up from my waist, and strode to the lounge.

When his whole body pressed up, I looked at the depths of his eyes full of flames, that shallow pity, I slowly closed my eyes, at the moment of penetration, my heart, there was no loss, no sadness, just a sentence, but lingering in my mind.

Lee Seung Gi is really a big Pabo!