Xue Yuxiu, who returned to the room after saying goodnight to Youyinghao after dinner, lay on the bed and leaned against the head of the bed, aimlessly choosing TV channels, but the handsome and cheerful face of Youyinghao always appeared in his mind. In particular, there are heroes who stare at their own sets of cutlery from time to time. Knowing that the other person must be the same as everyone else, he thinks he is a person with a habit of cleanliness. But who can understand their good intentions in not wanting to infect anyone by accident?

Thinking of his body, the excitement brought by the fact that he had met a hero three times a day in a row, and the two of them had a very good conversation in the restaurant just now suddenly disappeared, and Xue Yuxiu immediately returned to the cruel reality.

"The excitement is theirs, and I have nothing."

This is a sentence from Zhu Ziqing's "Moonlight on the Lotus Pond", and it is also a sentence that Xue Yuxiu often uses to warn himself. Whenever she had a reverie for the future for some external reason, she would always repeat it to remind herself not to think about it, no matter who it was or anything that had nothing to do with her revenge, don't think about it, it's useless to think about it.

The more you think about it, the greater the disappointment. Xue Yuxiu understands this truth better than anyone else.

However, I didn't regret leaving a phone number for Youyinghao. I don't know if it's because of Yinghao's words and demeanor that reminded Xue Yuxiu of his former first love Han Wensong, whether it was Yinghao asking for his name or asking for his contact information, Xue Yuxiu told the other party without the slightest hesitation.

The only thing that made Xue Yuxiu a little puzzled was why he told Youying that his name was "Xue Yuxiu" at that time. For this name that has been buried in my heart for four or five years, but it has been called since childhood, I blurt it out almost without thinking today.

"Why?"

Xue Yuxiu, who likes logical thinking, is difficult to make a logical explanation for his subconscious action. In the end, I can only comfort myself, maybe the subconscious is doing it. In other words, what I can't forget in my subconscious is to go back to the past.

Glancing at the time, it's time to take medicine every day. Xue Yuxiu got up and took out the small white plastic medicine bottle from her backpack, and although she was very disgusted in her heart, she poured out two pills and quickly sent them to her mouth. While picking up the water cup on the bedside table and sending it down, I silently thought in my heart: soon, it won't be long before I will never need it again, and I will never have to be blackmailed with this again.

Especially those people even threatened themselves with the lives of their own families, every time they thought of this, the disgust in Xue Yuxiu's heart was difficult to contain. Although after several analyses, it is basically certain that the other party will not dare to go too far because of his scruples about exposing the intelligence network laid in China, thus attracting the suspicion of the police, that is to say, the safety of the family will not be threatened under normal circumstances. However, Xue Yuxiu didn't dare to take risks either.

I know very well what kind of pain my parents will be caused by my disappearance, so I will not let them suffer from my own harm no matter what. Even if it is a one-in-10,000 possibility, Xue Yuxiu must resolutely put an end to it. Although it is easy for the other party to catch his weakness, so as to further force himself to do more things that he shouldn't do, but in the face of the reality that it is difficult to turn back, Xue Yuxiu can only choose to fight to the death at most, and it is just a big deal to suffer more.

didn't turn on the lights, and even turned off the TV casually, Xue Yuxiu, who was lying on the bed, was a little confused. One will fly to the remote village where he was born two hundred kilometers away. It's just that no matter how hard they try, the impression of parents and relatives is always stuck in what they saw during the winter vacation before they disappeared.

After a while, I flew to the university campus where I had lived for more than two years and less than three years. That period of time can be regarded as the happiest and most fulfilling time left in Xue Yuxiu's memory.

"Wen Song, are you okay?"

couldn't help but ask secretly in her heart, Xue Yuxiu hurriedly forced herself to drive the three words "Han Wensong" out of her mind. I can't even remember how long it has been since I thought about the name. If it weren't for the coincidence that he met Youying three times in a row today, Xue Yuxiu knew that he still wouldn't remember it.

Unlike Xue Yuxiu's thoughts, at this time, Youying was concentrating on listening to Jia Wei's evaluation of his performance that day and instructions on what to do next.

"Good, good today. But don't be proud, keep up the good work. "Jia Wei's voice on the phone was very solemn, and there was no giggling tone that he often showed in the serious crime team." There will be rain tomorrow, and it is estimated that Xue Yuxiu should not go out. If you don't see her at the restaurant when it's time to eat, you can try to give her a call and take care of her.

Be sure to pay attention to the heat, and never be too hot. Always remind yourself that you have only just met, and if you say or do things that are beyond normal people, it will inevitably arouse the disgust and suspicion of the other party.

Also, Xue Yuxiu once studied abroad as an exchange student for half a year. So her English must be good. But one thing you have to remember is that you can speak English with the other person, but you must never ask the other person how she learned English, let alone mention a word about her studying abroad.

Of course, it is another matter for the other party to take the initiative to bring it up. When the time comes, you'll be able to improvise.

The ultimate goal is to successfully invite Xue Yuxiu to climb the mountain and enjoy the snow scenery after the rain stops. ”

After hanging up the phone, there were many questions in Yinghao's mind: for example, why did the girl call herself "Xue Yuxiu" even though her name was "Du Xiaowei", and Officer Jia suddenly changed her name? For example, why can't you ask Xue Yuxiu about studying abroad and so on. But because I have always remembered Jia Wei's commanding words before-"You should know, I will naturally tell you when the time comes." If you don't tell you, you shouldn't know." Therefore, there was a heroic question on the phone about his heart, and he didn't mention a word.

After washing and lying down, some heroes found that although they had only known each other for a day and had only met three times in a hurry, they couldn't let go of the girl who was originally called "Du Xiaowei", but now she claimed to be "Xue Yuxiu".

Moderately tall, fat and thin, shoulder-length hair, straight but not stiff. Dress casually but so appropriately. A slightly pale melon seed face without fat powder, and two shallow beauty nests. Without smiling or talking, the rosy lips opened slightly when smiling, revealing a line of white and flawless and neat teeth.

Especially the seemingly bright but always with a hint of melancholy eyes, every time he is captured by a hero, it will always make his heart tremble for no reason.

"Is there really love at first sight in the world?"

But when he thought that the other party also had an ulterior identity like himself, the heart of a heroic hero hurt as if he was being grabbed by something. It's even a hundred times more painful than when I think about my future.

(End of chapter)