cpa300_4(); I suddenly became nervous: "What did I say in my dream?"

Liu San'er hesitated for a moment, and said slowly: "You have been saying in your dreams - saying - why don't you let you go, and also say that you yourself -"

Seeing that he was about to speak and stopped, I asked softly, "What else do I say about myself?"

“……”

He looked at me, his eyes flickering, looking so pale, and full of unbearability, and after a long time, he said in a hoarse voice: "You said yourself, why aren't you really dead." ”

All of a sudden, my face turned pale.

I don't know what kind of dreams I had, all the dreams have been blurred, but in the blur, I can also feel my fear and helplessness, but I didn't expect that I said all my fear and helplessness, and all of them were heard by San'er.

My past, those unbearable pasts, after all, still have to be presented in front of him?

Thinking about it like this, I just feel like a knife.

Liu San'er looked at my pale face, hesitated for a while, and said slowly: "Light, why, I think you seem to be afraid of Yuan Gongzi." ”

“……！”

As soon as I heard his words, my heart jumped violently, and the blood in my whole body suddenly coagulated, and I looked at him with a trace of horror before I collapsed, and he, maybe because the two of them were clinging to each other, could also feel my heartbeat, and he didn't say any more.

But there is no need to say any more.

My expression seems to say a lot.

The atmosphere became a little stiff.

After being silent for some time, he seemed to have made up his mind, sat up slowly, supported his hands on both sides of my body, leaned down and looked at me with those dark eyes: "Light, I haven't asked about your past, because I know that you must have been deeply injured, and if you think about it again, it will make you hurt again." That's why I never ask you, because I don't want you to think about those things again. ”

I slowly raised my head and looked at him, my voice trembling slightly, "Now, do you want to ask?"

“…… Will you say that?"

I looked into his eyes and my heart trembled.

I never wanted to tell him about my past, even now, because the past was too unbearable, and I didn't want him to know about my past injuries, and because I wanted to be a completely new person.

And now, my past is in front of me, and there is only a layer of window paper left, which will be broken when I stab it, and maybe I should sue him.

But as soon as I remembered that night at the gate, Pei Yuanhao looked at me, and the last thing he said-

"It's not a good thing for everyone to say who I am."

I knew very well that he was saying this to me, and he was threatening me not to talk nonsense, otherwise nothing good would happen, that is, there would be something I regretted.

He will make me regret, and He has countless ways to make me regret, make me miserable, and make me despair!

As soon as I thought of this, I couldn't say anything in my heart, and slowly lowered my head.

Seeing me like this, Liu San'er seemed to understand something, I heard him sigh softly, and then let go of me, as soon as I left his embrace, there was immediately a cold air, penetrating into the person's skin, almost even the heart could feel it, I gently reached out and hugged my body.

He...... Disappointed?

At this moment, he stretched out his hand again, gently pulled up the quilt for me, tucked it up, I was slightly stunned, looked up at him, he was also sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at me, his eyes were still warm, and even his hand, when he stroked my cheek, was still warm, and said, "Forget it." ”

“……”

"I also know that if a person's memory is too painful, he should not be allowed to recall it. ”

“……”

"Since you don't want to think about it, forget about it. ”

“……”

After speaking, he put on his clothes, and looking at his back that looked a little depressed, I suddenly said, "San'er!"

He looked back at me.

I took a deep breath and said, "My past, I will sue you." ”

“……”

"But now, it's not time yet. ”

“……”

"When the time comes, I'll tell you everything I've been through, my past. ”

He stood there quietly, looking at my flashing eyes, and after a long time, he finally showed a faint smile: "Okay." ”

I was also relieved.

At this moment, I propped myself up and wanted to look at the small bed next to me, but found that it was empty, and hurriedly asked, "Where is Li'er? Why is Li'er not there?"

Liu San'er got dressed and said to me, "You have been sick for the past few days, and you can't feed her, so I found an acquaintance in the town to help take care of her." ”

As soon as I heard it, I was about to get out of bed immediately, but the person had been burning for a few days, and my body was so weak that I felt a strong dizziness as soon as I sat up, and I almost collapsed, Liu San'er hurriedly came over to help me and said, "Don't get out of bed." ”

"I, I want to see the child!"

"I'll pick her up. As he spoke, he pushed me back into bed and laid me down, pressed my shoulders and said, "How are you going to be like this?"

"I—"

"When I get the child back, you'll be able to see it, don't worry. ”

“…… Well. ”

"I'm going, you have a good rest at home. ”

Although I was anxious to see the child, my body really didn't allow it, so I could only nod and say, "Come back soon." ”

"Hmm. ”

He nodded, covered me with the quilt again, and went out.

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As soon as he left, the room fell silent, and only the breath that belonged to him was left on the tip of his nose, gentle and clean, like a pair of the gentlest hands, encircling me.

I curled up in this breath, which was supposed to be a moment of peace and happiness, but I never got quiet.

The appearance of that person was like a nightmare that suddenly woke up, only to wake up and find that the nightmare had come true, and what scared me even more was that he didn't treat me like he did in every deepest nightmare, he didn't even get angry, he didn't have a rage, and he didn't have what I feared the most - it was not good for Liu San'er.

But the more this happened, the more scared I became.

He is not a soft-handed man, at least for me, but he is like a sword hanging over his head, which has not yet fallen, but he does not know when it will bring about destruction.

I thought uneasily, I don't know how long it took, the uneasiness in my heart made me unable to lie down anymore, so I slowly got out of bed, my hands and feet were weak, and it took a long time to clean myself up after getting dressed, and after washing up, I slowly walked out against the wall and pushed the door open.

As soon as the door opened, a bitter cold wind hit.

The sky outside was very gloomy, and the thick dark clouds overhead covered the entire sky, giving people a very oppressive feeling, and the wind carried a biting chill that blew straight into people's hearts.

I felt a little unbearable, so I retreated and tried to close the door.

But at this moment, there was a rush of horses' hooves and wheels in the wind, and a carriage was heading towards my home, which was the same carriage that brought me and Liu San'er back that night.

As soon as I saw it, my heart suddenly became nervous, and the carriage stopped outside, and a person came down from above, it was Pei Yuanhao's long-term entourage, he pushed open the courtyard door and walked in, walked in front of me, and said respectfully: "Madam." ”

I just felt that I couldn't stand on my feet, and I held on to the door frame and looked at him with a pale face: "What are you doing here?"

"The host asked Madame to come over. ”

As soon as I heard this, my heart sank, and a more chilling cold wind blew, I seemed to be a little unbearable, and my nails hurt a little on the door panel: "He, what is he going to do?"

The man said lightly: "The master said, please ask the lady to go over and catch up." ”

Up?

Hearing these two words, it was like a needle in the wind, which hurt people's hearts, I bit my lower lip and said, "I don't have anything to say to him, I want to wait for my father-in-law to come back, you can go." ”

With that, I stepped back and prepared to close the door.

But just when I was about to close the door, the man spoke: "Since Madame is not going, I can only go and invite Liu Gongzi." ”

My hand froze suddenly, and I raised my head all of a sudden: "What did you say?!"

"The master ordered, if the lady doesn't go, I will go and ask Liu Gongzi to come over. ”

My hand holding the door trembled almost spasmodically, my joints turned white, as if my fingers would be broken in the next moment, and my indifferent face seemed to be frozen by such a cold temperature, and without the slightest fluctuation it raised its head to look at me, took a step back to the side, and said, "Madam, please." ”

Biting my lower lip, I finally slowly let go of the door and walked outside step by step.

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The wind is blowing more and more urgently.

Sitting in the carriage, I was like a ghost who had lost its traction, not knowing where it would be blown by the wind in the next moment, but the biting temperature pierced into my heart, even if I curled up in the corner and hugged my knees hard, I couldn't stop it.

After some time, the carriage stopped, and I was helped out of the carriage and slowly walked into the mansion.

I have been here before, but maybe because there is no red lantern that night, and there is no warm hand of Liu San'er to hold it, I just feel that it is very cold here, with the cold and hard breath of that person, surrounding this mansion, when I walk in step by step, it is like walking into an ice cellar.

Then, I saw the man.

He was wearing a pitch-black robe, and his long hair was tied back casually, showing a bit of leisure, even lazy atmosphere. He sat at the round table in the center of the hall, and as if he hadn't noticed that I had walked in, he looked at the hand he had placed on the table, his fingertips gently turning something.

The candles in the room flickered, shining on his fingertips, reflecting an almost blinding golden light.

My footsteps froze.

That's the orchid buckle.

The orchid buckle made of gold that he gave to me before, was left behind by me, and wanted to give it to Li'er, but was rejected by Li'er.

He was staring at the little button so engrossed that I hadn't even noticed that I had reached the door. The hall was very quiet, as if he could not even blow in because he was there, and the room was empty, only a few candles, which seemed to be frozen at the moment, and the candlelight shone on his face, half bright, half in shadow, but it gave people an illusion of almost tenderness, especially when he looked at the orchid button, which was more like gentle water.

But all I felt was cold.

The wind was getting colder and colder, and I was shivering slightly as I stood in the wind.

At this moment, he finally noticed my existence and turned his head to look at me, and immediately a shadow of a smile appeared on his face.

"Green Baby. ”

“……”

I stood stiffly at the door, looking at the orchid buckle on his fingertips, the orchid buckle that once moved me, but at the moment only made me feel bad luck, trembling terribly.

He immediately put the button away and walked to the door: "You're here." ”