Turn 30 years old. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info but looked back at himself, and gained a lot.

Once, I longed for success because I longed for beauty.

Among them, the most longing for is the love, the love like a TV series.

I'm more sensitive, and I don't have all the fearless wisdom, so I'm more likely to get tired.

Longing for a love that makes the heart at peace. At the same time, it is also full of romance and all other good things.

Only, nothing.

Desire to succeed and fear failure. When I was young, I often forced myself to work hard and pursue, such as writing novels, even if I was really tired, I forced myself to write late, and the whole person was very tired. In fact, it is not tiring to write blindly, the most important thing is that it takes a lot of thought and time to conceive.

Time flies in the blink of an eye, year after year, but nothing is accomplished. Of course, it's not just fiction here, it's all about it.

I want to fight, but I don't know where to start, I think, this is the feeling and status quo of most people. It's just, is there really no way?

No, but it's also.

In the past 30 years, I have learned a truth: it is not I who has achieved myself, but others who have achieved myself.

There are many, many people who work hard, but few succeed.

Isn't it insistent enough? No!

I used to think that persistence was necessary, but your persistence may only be stubborn in the eyes of others.

Because of fear, and insistence. Maybe some people can relate to this. This makes me sad and even excited.

Since I've been writing novels, updates have always been slow,

On the one hand, I am too weak, but in fact, it also shows that my surroundings are not suitable for such things.

On the other hand, because I don't have confidence, because I haven't signed up with a big website successfully.

But I haven't given up because I like it.

Although there is no income, there are always two book friends who have been clicking. Now, when you go to the starting point, it's still two or three people. They gave me a lot of mental strength.

Here, I would like to say sorry, but the update will still be unstable during this time.

Wait a little longer, really.

Now, I can finally let go. Don't focus too much on attachment.

What about success? What about failure!

is no longer young, and gradually discovers that it is all false. Now it seems that what I have to do now is to take care of my parents and so on. They do so much for me and I do too little for them. Can't let them worry too much. They are also old.

When a man lives, he is a living man. You can't just go for the worse.

This book is about to enter a turning point.

One thing to disclose in advance: after the book is written, the first novel, "City of Destiny", will be written.

Of course, this may be a long, long time later, because the book is relatively large in planning and has a large number of words, which cannot be predicted here.

Finally, thank you all and thank you to those children's shoes. Thank you;