Chapter 470: Living in the Moment
Xu Xingkong looked at He Yan playfully and didn't speak, Ye Yaoxin's expression was a little strange, as if she wanted to laugh but didn't dare to laugh, looking at He Yan's eyes was both a little appreciative, a little pity, and a little expectation of watching a good show. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
He Yan was a little uncomfortable by Xu Xingkong's eyes, to be honest, she really didn't have much awe of Xu Xingkong, even if she knew that Xu Xingkong was a high-ranking 'god', who could decide her own fate at any time, and even decide her own life, but she couldn't have enough awe of this guy in her heart, but she had an inexplicable trust, perhaps, because his life was saved by him, so he subconsciously felt that this person would not harm himself.
Of course, if He Yan really understood the laws of the cultivation circle and Xu Xingkong's personality, maybe there would be no such illusion.
"What are you looking at me for? Am I not right?"
He Yan stared at Xu Xingkong with some lust and asked, Xu Xingkong pursed his lips, shook his head helplessly and said:
"Well, you're right, but what can you do? Is your self-contemptuous statement the truth? The same reality, everyone can give a different description, human society, no, the social structure constructed by advanced intelligent life is originally pyramid-shaped, and those at the bottom can think of themselves as a group of blood-sucking and exploited, but what's the use of that?"
He Yan opened her mouth and found that she was speechless, Xu Xingkong said nothing wrong at all, even if Xu Xingkong and these people are simply his own illusions, the reality that Xu Xingkong said still exists, and it has existed for thousands of years, others can't change this reality, and He Yan can't change it either.
Looking at He Yan, who was instantly depressed, Xu Xingkong continued with some amusement:
"What's more, now you really have the leisure to care about these, and I also admire it very much. ”
He Yan was stunned when she heard this, then raised her head in surprise and looked at Xu Xingkong with her talking eyes.
Xu Xingkong shrugged his shoulders and said:
"It's not what you're worried about, there's nothing wrong with your body, but I'm afraid your troubles are just beginning. ”
He Yan looked at Xu Xingkong with an ignorant expression:
"My trouble, what trouble? Those people will take revenge on me? If so, how can they let me come back alive? Am I not an ant to them, and there is no reason to crush me, right?"
Xu Xingkong showed a strange smile on his face:
"Mole ants, but there's a good reason to crush you. ”
Seeing that Xu Xingkong didn't seem to be joking, He Yan's expression couldn't help but become heavy, and she said with some hesitation:
"Don't scare me, didn't you say it's safe here?"
"It's safe here, but can you stay here for the rest of your life?"
He Yan was a little at a loss, but soon she looked at Xu Xingkong suspiciously:
"You didn't mean to scare me so that I could ask for the memory to be sealed, did you?"
Xu Xingkong smiled, and Ye Yaoxin also smiled and shook his head gently.
"Miss He, I have to say that your imagination is really rich, and you are worthy of acting in a movie, well, what I want to tell you is that even if you take the initiative to seal your memory, I'm afraid some people still don't want you to live. ”
He Yan looked at Xu Xingkong's face seriously, and then his face became a little ugly:
"Why? I'm just a normal person. ”
"It's better to feel like an ordinary person now? In fact, it is very telling that you can be brought here, there are clues to solve all the mysteries in you, if only this will not cost you your life, the point is, behind these mysteries are huge interests and sacrifices, so it is natural for you, an ordinary person, to become a victim, just like those innocent people who died in the conflict not long ago. ”
He Yan's face turned pale, she looked at Xu Xingkong's face carefully, wanting to see from his face that he was just fooling himself with evidence, but unfortunately, no, He Yan turned to Ye Yaoxin again, Ye Yaoxin sighed softly and nodded, He Yan suddenly wilted like a deflated ball.
However, He Yan finally turned his gaze to the monk in the corner, but unfortunately, the monk kept his eyes closed and did not make a sound, as if he was a lifeless statue.
In the end, He Yan's helpless eyes returned to Xu Xingkong's face, and he said with some difficulty:
"Xu... Elder, what are you going to do to save me? Why don't you let me sleep forever? ”
"Of course, I didn't save you to tell you about the dangerous situation now, I just wanted to get the clues I wanted from you, I know the truth is cruel, but this is the truth. ”
"Not because I'm a celebrity, not because I'm pretty?"
Xu Xingkong looked at He Yan and wanted to laugh but couldn't, so he had to helplessly point to Ye Yao and said:
"You're not as pretty as her. ”
He Yan turned her head to look at Ye Yaoxin, who had a hint of a smile on the corner of her mouth, her body collapsed downward, and she said dejectedly:
"So, I should be discarded after this waste is reused?"
Xu Xingkong paused for a moment and said:
"From the very beginning, you have been taken advantage of, and perhaps, it was your bad luck that you chose this flight. ”
He Yan smiled bitterly and nodded:
"Yes, the old Taoist said the same, I thought my doom was over, but when I was happy, I found that the person who ended my doom did not exist, you are just a person who perpetuates my doom, I hate you!"
"Hehe, Old Dao Leader, are you sure you really saw Xuan Yi Dao Leader?"
He Yan was stunned, and then looked at Xu Xingkong in horror:
"What do you mean? Is everything in my memory false? It's all my dreaming? And what are you asking me seriously?"
Xu Xingkong took a sip of water from the water cup, and then looked at He Yan who was anxious and said:
"Since you want to know the truth, I might as well explain it to you carefully. You're not right, your memories are fake from the beginning, and all the memories of the Xuanyi Daoist, that is, the old Daoist you are talking about, are fake, false memories engraved in your mind through illusion. ”
He Yan grew up in surprise, she wanted to refute Xu Xingkong's statement very much, but unfortunately, she found that she didn't know how to refute, because she didn't have any evidence to prove that her memory was real, not false and imposed on her.
Ye Yaoxin seemed to know about this, and a hint of pity flashed in her eyes, maybe she thought of something from the poor woman in front of her.
The big monk on the sofa in the corner couldn't help but tremble his eyelids when he heard this, but he still maintained a meditative posture.
"How could it be? False, this, this..."
Xu Xingkong interrupted He Yan's self-talk, and said with great certainty:
It's really false, I don't believe you think about it, do you remember every detail and every sentence that happened at that time, but at the same time, you can't accurately repeat the details of the background around you at that time, just like a photo with a focus on it, one part is clear, and the other part is completely blurred. ”
"This, isn't this normal, aren't all human memories like this?"
Xu Xingkong shook his head:
"No, human memory is indeed selective, but not in the subconscious, your brain faithfully records all the details of visual neurotransmission, although only a part of it is utilized, but these contents are still in your brain, unfortunately, I did not find these related scene memories in your subconscious. ”
"What?!you, you said you, you, my memories and even my subconscious memories, all of them, have been looked at by you?"
Looking at He Yan, who was angry and flushed, Xu Xingkong was a little confused, why is the focus of this woman's attention so strange, isn't it normal to read her memories by herself, otherwise how to repair her soul damage, and how can she accurately integrate the spirit weapon into her soul.
He Yan's face is hot enough to fry eggs, she really wants to find a crack in the ground to get into, who doesn't have a secret to see, even if it is a big star, or even more, He Yan feels that she never wants to see this hateful man in front of her in the future, fortunately, the inexplicability on Xu Xingkong's face made her feel a little relieved, maybe, the secret of her own ant is not bullshit in the eyes of this man, she should be happy, but why do you feel so unwilling and sad in her heart.
"Okay, okay, even if you're right, my memories are all fake, so is my identity also a fiction, I'm just a very ordinary woman, right?"
Xu Xingkong smiled, waved his hand lightly and said:
"Miss He is very humorous, but unfortunately, you are indeed a big star, so it is not possible to become an ordinary person and live an ordinary and happy life. ”
"I... You... Very good, you bull! I was speechless. If my memories are all false, what use am I to you? Why do you go to such great lengths to bring me and revive me? What do you want to do, what do you want from me, can you tell me about this ant, and let me die and understand. ”
Xu Xingkong spread his hands and said:
"Aren't I saying, first of all, I didn't know that your memory was false before I repaired and reassembled your soul and memory; second, your soul damage is a fact, I can't get your memory completely, I must combine it with your own statement, I can make a final judgment; finally, the existence of this false memory in your mind is an important clue in itself, and it is with this clue that we deliberated and carried out a tentative revenge against the demon clan. ”
He Yan nodded, although she didn't want to accept this explanation, but was there a more logical explanation than this?
"Elder Xu, how do I know that everything now is not another dream, another memory imposed by you? In other words, how do I know which of my past memories are real and which are false? Perhaps, you are not the cultivators I met for the first time. ”
Xu Xingwu thought about it and replied seriously:
"There's no way, even if I tell you some methods, you won't be able to see through the illusions cast by the masters, so ordinary people don't have the ability to distinguish these, they can only identify what they believe, believe what they believe, and live in the memory of the moment. ”
He Yan bit her lip and looked up at Xu Xingkongdao:
"So, I should believe you at the moment, you can help me, right?"