When she said these words, she didn't have a tone of self-pity and self-pity, she said it very calmly, this is what she thinks in her heart, she has insisted on it for herself for so many years.

No matter what the difficulty was, there was no way to defeat her, because she knew that once she fell, there would be no one behind her to support her.

She was on her own.

Ruyi pursed her lips slightly: "What you have experienced, I can't imagine, but it must be very painful." I didn't understand anything before, I didn't have sorrow, I was lazy and stupid, that's why I'm so sad now, but you're different, you get used to the pain, because your heart is strong. ”

"How can you get used to the pain?" Chongkui chuckled, "It's just that I have a wound, and I can only try to bury it, not because I am strong, but because I am afraid, if the wound is exposed for people to see, it will attract a pack of wolves to feed me, and at that time, no one will protect me." ”

Ruyi was stunned, and his eyes suddenly turned red: "How can there be no one to protect you......?

"That's because you don't know, I'm going to be like this, and the biggest reason is Wu Li. Chongkui said lightly, now that he is not so frightened when he talks about this.

Ruyi clenched her fingers tightly and trembled a little: "How can this be?"

"There are some things that are fruitless to investigate the cause, I don't think about it anymore, and you don't want to think about it. I've died once, so now I cherish my life extraordinarily, even if I only live for a year or two, as long as I'm with someone I like, I don't feel any regrets. ”

Seeing the smile on the corner of her lips, vaguely happy, Ruyi's heart tingled, and she muttered, "How does it feel to be dead?"

"Feelings?" Chongkui thought for a moment, "the biggest feeling is that I am very cold and hungry, as if I am forever hungry in an ice cellar." ”

"How can you bear this?" Ruyi's voice choked.

Chongkui smiled: "Everyone is born with a different fate, and it's not surprising that I can be reborn, it's already a blessing from God." ”

Ruyi lowered her head, wiped her tears, then raised her head, and a smile appeared on her face again: "Xiaokui, do you feel very happy now?"

"I'm already very happy. Chongkui said that she wouldn't always think about the matter of the Pure Spirit Body, she could only take one step at a time now, and she was not a greedy person.

"King Qin really likes you. Ruyi said, "He won't give anyone a second glance except you." ”

Chongkui curled the corners of his lips: "Love is already very narrow, he likes me, so he can't look at others more, otherwise how can it be called love?"

"But he's a king. Ruyi said in surprise, she couldn't accept such a point of view, "Even if you are not a king, isn't it normal for a man to have three wives and four concubines?"

"What's normal? It's that you get used to men, in my mind, I can't accept a man with three wives and four concubines, if he likes me, and wants another woman, I will leave him immediately. ”

"You like him too, what are you going to do without him?"

Chongkui laughed out loud: "I like him, will I die without him?"

"I won't ......," Ruyi said without confidence.

"So why can't I leave him? Since I like him, and don't I feel more pain to see him get close to other women?

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