Chapter 007: Eighteen-year-old dreams
The next morning.
For the first time in his life, Xia Fan "enjoyed" the attention of all the teachers and students in the school, including the doorman and the cleaning aunt.
If the previous news that "Xia Fan applied for the art exam and only reported to the Huaxia Drama Academy" was a grenade, then this time the power of "Xia Fan actually confessed to the school flower in front of the head teacher" is like a TNT explosive bag, and at no time should you doubt the degree of human pursuit of gossip information.
"Heh, is he the one who confessed to the school flower?"
"I heard that he is not only the tail of the crane in the class, but also the bottom of the entire third year of high school, such a guy also dares to confess to the school flower, it is really a toad who wants to eat swan meat. ”
"In front of the head teacher...... I dare say that their homeroom teacher's mouth must be crooked, this thing is not so much here today as it is to be punished, haha. ”
"Have you heard? The reason why Xia Fan applied for the Huaxia Drama Academy seems to be to pursue the school flower ......"
"Don't make a fuss, okay? Let's not say that Xia Fan will definitely not be able to pass the exam, even if she is really admitted, what is the identity of Yu Yiyan? I heard that there have been a few well-known directors who have been looking for her to film, but her parents refused on the grounds that they didn't want her to enter the chaotic showbiz at such a young age, otherwise Yu Yiyan would still be able to go to high school in our school?
"When she goes to college, Yu Yiyan's official entry into the showbiz will be smooth sailing, and I'm afraid that Xia Fan, who will soon be thrown off, won't even be able to see the taillights...... Oh, of course, Xia Fan couldn't see the taillights of other people's cars. ”
"That's what he said, he doesn't measure himself at all, and it takes strength to chase a person, compared with Yu Yiyan, we ordinary people are one underground, one in the sky, ......"
"He's always a joke!"
“……”
There were people around him who kept pointing at Xia Fan, expressing their disdain and ridicule for him without concealment, and every voice was as sharp as a steel needle.
"Huh. ”
But Xia Fan just laughed at it, before he made up his mind to confess, he was already mentally prepared to bear this, and this was not the first time he had heard similar gossip.
"At least, I am a salted fish who thought about jumping over the dragon gate, and you don't even dare to think about it. ”
He told himself this in his heart, and he felt much better in an instant.
But the moment he walked to the door of the classroom, he couldn't laugh.
"Xia Fan, come to my office!"
The head teacher clasped his hands on his chest, his eyes were as cold as ice, and he had obviously been waiting for a long time.
A little introduction, Xia Fan's homeroom teacher is surnamed Ding, named Ding Rui, only 25 years old this year, and after graduation, he went to this high school to teach, and he has just completed three years of teaching experience and is unmarried.
As we all know, the school is a place where seniority is discussed, and in just three years, he can become the head teacher of the class, and Ding Rui is also quite complaining in this high school......
Although Xia Fan has always felt that she is a very conscientious and good teacher with a very good level, and even if he drags behind in the subjects she has taught, her average grade is among the best in the school, but what teachers and students talk about most in private is her background, because her father is the principal of this high school - you know.
……
Inside the office.
"Xia Fan, what happened last night, I need a reasonable explanation. ”
Ding Rui dragged a chair, and the mature body with a strong hormonal smell in the neat professional skirt slowly sat down, two slender calves wrapped in black stockings intertwined, but still looked at Xia Fan's face with cold eyes and said.
Anyone has to admit that Ding Rui is a rare beauty.
Since she came to this high school, the male teachers of the school have become restless, but because of her father's prestige, few people dare to pursue it openly, but the small actions in private have never been broken.
And the boys in the school are the same, and they are all proud to be Ding Rui's students......
Only Xia Fan is not so honored, probably used to it, since he was in high school, Ding Rui has been his Chinese teacher, and now he has been promoted to his class teacher, it can be said that Xia Fan has witnessed Ding Rui's entire teaching career, and Ding Rui has also witnessed Xia Fan's entire high school life.
"Teacher, even you think yesterday's incident was a confession?"
Facing Ding Rui's stern gaze, Xia Fan raised his head rarely, this was the rhetoric he had already thought of last night.
"Isn't it?"
Ding Rui straightened up and asked, the fair skin on the neckline was a little dazzling.
"How is it possible, I was just kind enough to give Yu Yiyan a wake-up call, that was something I accidentally foresaw. ”
Xia Fan said with a smile.
"You mean that you have the ability to foresee the future in novels and movies, and you have foreseen that Yu Yiyan will dream of you last night?"
Ding Rui looked at him with a smile, and there were four big words written clearly on his delicate cheeks - I don't believe it at all!
"That's pretty much it. ”
Xia Fan nodded.
"Don't try to fool around! I'll tell you the truth, the director and the principal already know about this matter, and they agree that the impact on other students is particularly bad, and they ask me to deal with it seriously. ”
Seeing that Xia Fan still wanted to deny it, Ding Rui was not a fuel-efficient lamp, and his eyes were cold, and he directly moved the killer weapon out.
"Teacher Ding, don't do this......"
Xia Fan is afraid of this now, once his parents come to school, not only will he be beaten, but I'm afraid that even the art exam will have to be exposed, and everything will be over at that time.
"But it's not non-negotiable, unless ......"
Ding Rui's two slender calves wrapped in black stockings changed positions, and a smile seemed to be "in hand" on her face.
"Unless what?"
Xia Fan was familiar with the smile of this head teacher, and knew that there would be absolutely nothing good next, but as the only lifeline, no matter what he was going to face next, he had to hold on tightly.
Ding Rui smiled and said: "Unless you promise me to give up the art exam and concentrate on the model exam, if you can pass every grade of the model, I can treat this matter as if it has never happened, whether it is from the principal or the dean of teaching, I will bear it for you, but if you can't do it, then you can't blame me." ”
“……”
After hearing this, Xia Fan stubbornly lowered his head and was silent, and the atmosphere in the office became a little depressing.
"Xia Fan, I'm doing this for your own good......
After a while, Ding Rui persuaded earnestly.
"Teacher Ding, I understand, I understand everything you say, but!"
Suddenly interrupted Ding Rui, when Xia Fan raised his head again, there was already a touch of firmness in his eyes, "I don't know if you have ever had your own dreams, and I don't know if you can understand the feeling of being forced to give up your dreams, but this is the only ...... I have ever done in my life." Dreams, even if it's a nightmare in the end, let me make it perfect?"
"Just once, maybe after this 18-year-old, I won't have any more dreams......"
After saying this, Xia Fan sniffed hard.
His nasal cavity was a little sour, and he was indeed a little excited, because this was exactly what he wanted to say to everyone but it was difficult to say, even if there was no appearance of Lord Bao, he would not give up, even if he was ridiculed by the whole world.
You laugh at will, I'm all going on, my life is going to go by myself!
"Xia Fan, you ......"
And after listening to Xia Fan's words, the head teacher Ding Rui actually showed a surprised look at him, as if he had only met this scumbag on the first day today.
Then there was silence in the office again.
Looking at Xia Fan, Ding Rui's eyes were trembling slightly, as if a certain point in her heart had been touched.
She vaguely remembers that at the same age as Xia Fan, she also had her own dreams, but she was snuffed out in the cradle by her principal father, and was finally forced to be admitted to a normal university.
With a stable income, respect, and worry-free food and clothing all his life, such a life may be envied by many people, but it is definitely not the life that Ding Rui once dreamed of.
"Looking back on your life, you are never regretting what you did, but regretting what you didn't do......"
No one can understand what it was like to lock the door of the room and smash the guitar that had been sitting in the corner since she was 18 years old when she saw this sentence one day after becoming a teacher, and cried silently under the quilt.
Because everything has long been impossible to do again.
The dream of the 18-year-old was buried in the bottom of my heart, and the grass on the grave was already higher than my head.