Chapter 199: I'm a Coward
Roy took out a copy of the information, which was summarized by the intern assistant Su Xiaojie for him, the information of Cliffor's new company.
While flipping through quickly, he picked up the pen and marked out the key information he wanted, and in less than ten minutes, a nearly 8-page document was flipped through. He then made notes where he was in doubt, highlighted what was inspiring, and at the end of the text he wrote down any more information that needed to be gathered.
Ended the mission. He organized the materials into folders and stood out the door.
"Huh? Roy is speechless, why is she again, since the introduction of the competition mechanism, this girl's workaholic characteristics have become more and more prominent, three emails every day to urge her work progress, and from time to time to call to confirm the progress of the new company, the already tangled heart is too annoying.
"Roy, don't be nervous, I'm just here to see if you need help. Doyle smiled like a kind virgin, and probably knew that she was annoying, so she spoke very gently.
Roy really wanted to desecrate this virgin a hundred times, and he was really annoyed to death. "Please, don't rush me, give me another week. ”
Doyle's eyes changed into a friendly arc, and he said coquettishly with a little resentment: "You said the same last week. ”
Roy rolled his eyes at Doyle's elf and walked straight out, waving his hand slightly, saying goodbye.
Alice took two quick steps forward and followed.
"Don't follow me, you're busy, call if you're in a hurry. Roy said without looking back.
Alice turned around and gave Doyle a helpless look, "You see, he may not have thought it through at all, or he has encountered a problem that cannot be solved." Hee-hee, if you push down again, you're worried that you'll be fired. ”
Doyle smiled meaningfully: "Why don't you know that I was worried about being fired, so I deliberately showed an active work appearance in front of my boss?"
The two of them smiled heartily, all without saying a word.
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Roy went downstairs, saw a red Ford sedan, walked over to open the door and sat inside.
The female driver in the driver's seat is beautiful and refined, wearing a small red trench coat to set off the career line on her chest full of temptation, her big blue eyes are full of joy, and the dimples on her face are looming. She stepped on the accelerator and excitedly said, "Roy, let's go." ”
"Oh. ”
"Where are we going?"
“…… Go to the industrial park in front...... No, forget it, just drive around...... Well, so let's go to the supermarket. Roy's head was a mess, and he wanted to go to Cliffor's company first, but after thinking about it, he changed his mind.
"Hee-hee, are we going shopping?"
"You can stop by for shopping. ”
"Hmm...... Are you having trouble with your work?" Debra clearly sensed that Roy had something on her mind, but didn't know what to do.
"How so...... Okay, I'll just talk about it, you don't understand it anyway. ”
Debra was happy in her heart, it turned out that she was stupid and had this benefit, which could make people open their hearts and confide, "Uh-huh, I'm listening." ”
“…… You may not know it, but I'm actually a coward...... Last year, I came to California to start my first business, and it was a forced choice. At that time, I was penniless, I didn't even have the money to buy a hamburger, and I owed a loan of 500,000 yuan to the bank, and I was almost desperate, and if I didn't choose to start a business, I would probably spend my life in prison. ”
Debra glanced in the rearview mirror and saw Roy's lonely and sad look, and her heart was broken, was this the tenderness of an iron man? She really couldn't understand why Roy would call himself a coward.
"When I founded the Red Coral Company, the number of people in the company has always been controlled within 100 people, that's it, I also vaguely feel that the company has a tendency to get out of control, many employees in the company I can't even call their names, and even some of the preferences of middle managers I can't figure out, I can only take the business department to continue to rush forward, with the advantage of performance to make up for the shortcomings of the management of the rest of the departments.
"After the last successful fundraising, the company had sufficient cash flow and had to start expanding aggressively. Branch offices and postal storage warehouses have blossomed all over the United States, and film copyrights that were once bought without money are now being introduced in large quantities, and the head office has nearly doubled its capacity in a very short period of time. Everyone was high-fived and celebrated, their eyes bursting with pride and pride, witnessing the birth of a great company. At that moment, everyone was full of hope and looked forward to tomorrow. But......
I felt that the carriage of the company had lost control, and I could only try to fine-tune the direction, but I could not stop its inertia, and in that month, I could not do anything about it, and I watched the company get bigger and bigger, and the organization became more and more complex, and I had nowhere to start.
"When Red Coral acquired Netflix, Hastings became the new CEO. At that moment, I didn't leave the scene with pride, but escaped!"
Debra felt that her soul was stirred, although she didn't understand anything, but the despair and helplessness in the story, she had deeply felt, it was a kind of bitterness that no human could do, and no words could describe it. However, what she didn't understand even more was that Roy had already done a good job, why would he still be so inferior and lost? If she also had half of Roy's talent, she would wake up with a smile when she dreamed, and any troubles in life might not be troubles.
As Debra's mind twists and turns, Roy begins his second story.
"After this terrifying experience, I completely retreated, since my ability is not enough to manage a large company, then I am fortunate to open a small company, but I will die. Later, the two-dimensional horse company with only 2 employees was born, and at that time, I even outsourced the sales business in order to manage it easily.
"Beauty couch, hero's mound. Thinking about myself at that time, I was really ridiculous, and I even had the idea of working for someone else. It may be false to look up to the gods of the industry, but it may be true to escape the complex world. But the even more tragic result is that he sent it to the door, and people refused to accept it. This is not an irony.
Later, I opened a new company - worry-free payment. However, the subconscious fear of the management of large companies still made me choose to find a shield idea, fortunately, Noah saved me, I am very grateful to him from the bottom of my heart, without his grasp of the overall situation of the company, I will not be able to concentrate on making products, and in the end narrowly beat competitors.
"When Worry-Free Pay merged with PayPal, I never thought of being the CEO of Worry-Free Payment, even if I later forced Noah away, I never thought of taking responsibility for the future development of Worry-Free Payment.
"—I flinched again!"
Debra slowed down, genuinely worried that she might accidentally crash into the opposite vehicle. Just because what Roy confided in was so shocking, she never realized that there was a reason, and even if others told her that it might be a reason to escape or retreat, she would not believe it a thousand times. She is really confused, Roy, who is majestic, self-serving, and resolute in performing her work, and is called "Wonder Boy" by the media, still has such a fragile and escapist side, which subverts the unattainable and radiant giant in her heart.
She felt that her whole brain was frozen, and she couldn't say a word in response, compared to the little annoyance that she wanted to buy luxury goods every day, it was not at the same level as Roy. Her heart was clenching tighter and tighter, and she wanted to shout loudly: Roy, you are not as bad as you say you are, you are very good, very, very good, you have to cheer up, you are mine - the only pride!
When Debra's heart was raging and her mind was in turmoil, Roy was also a little hysterical, wanting to break out of the cage.
"I'm a coward, I'm a coward. I don't have confidence in the fund or the VC company, and I entrust it all to someone else. When I made a bet with Ganlin Paper on impulse, I even lost sleep for several days. Now that my own ** is getting stronger and stronger, I want to get more and more things, and the pursuit of the highest power in the world is even more of a daytime dream...... I can't stop, I really can't stop.
"Now I have opened two more companies, all of which have been managed by special personnel, but only the third company that will create a legend makes me unable to shirk it, and I have to face the fact that I am afraid in my heart - I have no way out!"
Debra had an unsolvable question in her mind, why couldn't the third company be escrowed?