Early in the morning of July 11, before it was time for morning exercise, Yan Shunhua was woken up by a knock on the door.

Since Yan Zhaoyong and others were sensible, this situation has rarely appeared, and Yan Shunhua, who had been chatting with Shen Jingyuan late at night last night, was very unhappy because she had a gas attack when she got up.

She grabbed her long hair, put on a thin coat at random, and pulled her shoes open the door, "What's the matter?"

With her unhappy tone, Yan Zhaoyong ignored her disheveled and sleepy situation, and took her hand and was about to walk out, while angrily counting the person who appeared in front of the house in an inexplicable posture.

"Third sister, why did you provoke Song Qingyan? He came to our house early in the morning, and he didn't answer anything he asked him except that he wanted to find you. Fortunately, Brother Jin and I have been getting up early to read for days, otherwise we wouldn't have found out. ”

Yan Shunhua frowned when he heard this, patted him on the shoulder and motioned for him to let go.

"Do you want me to go out dressed like this?

Yan Zhaoyong immediately let go, but continued to walk out, and said, "Then third sister, hurry up, I'll go over and stare first." ”

"Does Daddy know? If you don't know, don't say it yet. Bring people in, and say that there is something to say. ”

Yan Zhaoyong answered, and left in a hurry. Yan Shunhua went back to the room to dress and wash as quickly as possible, and followed to the door of the house in less than a quarter of an hour.

Song Qingyan knelt on the ground upright, her head lowered, she didn't know what she was thinking, she couldn't see the expression on his face.

Because it's still early. There was no one else, there was silence all around. Yan Zhaoyong and Huo Hongjin were surrounding him one after the other, one silent but staring at him. One asks righteously why the other is doing this.

"Brother Qingyan, my third sister is about to come out, what are you saying that you can't stand up and talk well? Kneel in front of my house without saying a word, you are ugly, and my third sister is also embarrassed. ”

Song Qingyan didn't answer, just silently looked at the dirt on the ground.

For the red sun had not yet risen, and the fog on the mountains and by the river had not dissipated. Dew rolls between the blades of grass, and houses and country roads are stained with the moisture, especially in the soil. He felt like he smelled the smell of dirt.

After being brought back by his family last night, he had dinner and went to bed early, sleeping very deeply. So much so that his mother Song Zhang cried by the bedside for half a night, and he didn't know it.

In the middle of the night, he woke up suddenly and without warning. After sitting in the dark for a long time, he slowly put on his clothes, and then quietly went out and wandered around.

He walked for a long time, and his mind was still blank when he set out, just walking aimlessly, but as he walked, he found himself in tears.

In front of him, in addition to the familiar country roads, fields and mountains. And those scenes of playing with her.

Her smile is still vivid, and her expression of anger or joy seems to be around her. As if on instinct, he walked through the places they had walked together.

The ridges, the riverside, the wheat field, the village school, the back mountain, and then the trail that has been chased countless times.

Those lively scenes full of laughter and laughter quickly passed through his mind one by one, like a dragonfly dotting water, and soon his heart lake rippled, circle by circle, circle by circle, circle by circle to expand and disperse, circle by circle to disappear, and began to grow from an unknown place circle by circle, and the cycle began to grow.

He looked at the tears in his palm for a while, and then turned around and came towards the fourth room of the Yan family without hesitation, not caring whether anyone would see it, what kind of gossip would be generated if people knew, and not thinking about whether Yan Shunhua would be so angry that he really broke his mind after seeing it.

He didn't think of anything, he just fell to his knees straight and waited silently for the dawn to come.

"I don't know why you're looking for my third sister, but if you have something to say, a manly man, don't look for trouble. If you do this, it will be difficult for my third sister, it will be difficult for my family, and it will be difficult for your Song family. ”

Yan Zhaoyong tried to pull him up, but even if he had a lot of strength, there was no way to completely pull Song Qingyan up. Seeing this, Huo Hongjin also came over to help, but for those who stubbornly wanted to kneel, this was only a slight shake in their bodies.

"I often tell my brother that a man has gold under his knees, and he kneels to his parents, and I remember reminding you before. But it doesn't seem like you agree with that sentence. ”

Yan Shunhua walked slowly in front of him, neither opening his mouth to ask him to get up, nor stepping forward to help people.

"Of course, it doesn't matter what you think, even if because of your kneeling, I'm afraid I will lose ten years of life because of this, it doesn't matter. Because just like you feel right now, at some point, I've had the thought that everything is better than a hundred times. If you die immediately, you don't care about the life or death of others?"

Song Qingyan's figure swayed slightly, but he still didn't raise his head or speak, but the hands on his side trembled slightly.

Yes, he had no way to ask for help all this time, and he had such terrible thoughts at some point, the most recent of which was yesterday by the Yudai River, and he was still rejected after begging her.

He didn't speak, but it didn't mean that Yan Shunhua's words revealing terrifying information fell into illusion.

Yan Zhaoyong and Huo Hongjin were both startled, and after coming back to their senses, they didn't care about pulling Song Qingyan anymore, and they approached her and expressed their concern.

"Third sister, didn't you say in the past that those who have suicidal thoughts are idiots who are stupid and stupid? You are so smart, clever, lively and cute, how can you have such stupid thoughts? The upper beam is not right and the lower beam is crooked, Ah Zheng and Ah Jin are still in their prime, you can't be a bad example. Otherwise, I would have felt that I had nothing to love, so I would have found a crooked-necked tree and hanged myself. ”

“……”

Yan Shunhua couldn't cry or laugh when he heard this, and the originally somewhat solemn atmosphere was ruined by Yan Zhaoyong all of a sudden.

"Don't talk nonsense, you and Brother Jin go back, the third sister will go in and make breakfast for you to eat in a while, and when you are full, go to the village school to study hard and go up every day." ”

Although Yan Zhaoyong and Huo Hongjin both wanted to stay, so as not to have any accidents, they were finally forced to leave step by step because of her prestige.

Silence reigned all around.

Yan Shunhua condescendingly looked at the top of the head that was still black and low, and was also silent.

(To be continued.) )