Chapter 129: Bian Ruolan's resentment
After Bian Ruoxuan finished pranayama, she quickly put what had happened before behind her. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
But it was this Yu Jueping, who only appeared briefly in Fengcheng, but it set off a storm in the hearts of another person.
Shen Hanzhi's status in the family began to rise with the rise of her daughter, originally she was a concubine in the family, and she had to take care of her in-laws a little, but now because of her daughter's rivalry, although her in-laws still live with them, they have abandoned all the affairs of their small family.
Once she gained power, Shen Hanzhi was not the kind of person who would wronged herself, and those who had originally used the power to show off their might in front of her were all overturned by her, especially the one who gave birth to a son.
Shen Hanzhi knew that even after Bian Ruolan started to fight, her in-laws would not allow her to move, but the person who gave birth to the child would not be taken care of by her in-laws.
Therefore, in the name of letting the child and his sister be closer and closer, Shen Hanzhi directly brought the child and put it in his own name.
It's not that she's willing to help someone raise a child, it's just that she thinks of the sad expression on the person's face when she takes the child, and she is extremely happy.
It is said that life is going smoothly, and Shen Hanzhi's mood should be good, but Shen Hanzhi is still not happy.
When she was sulking in her heart and wanted to contact her daughter who had obtained all this, she suddenly found that her daughter had already broken up with her at some point.
At first, she thought it was because of the child she bought, and she explained her intentions to her daughter uncharacteristically, but her daughter actually saw it more lightly than she imagined in this matter.
The daughter began to go out early and return late, not knowing what she was doing, and rarely talking to her as a mother unless necessary.
Sometimes she would deliberately bring up a little bit about cultivation, wanting to open up a conversation with her daughter.
But when her daughter heard her talk about the old things she cultivated when she was not out of the pavilion, her expression was terrifyingly unfamiliar.
Why in the end, the originally obedient and well-behaved daughter has become what she is now.
Shen Hanzhi sometimes thinks that it would be good if she went back to when her daughter hadn't taken that ghost pill and her talent had improved, so that at least her daughter would still be under her control.
Immediately, she will immediately curb her ridiculous thoughts, it can be said that everything she gets now is because of her daughter's change, if her daughter hadn't taken the pill, how could she live such a happy life now.
After all, her daughter is the meat that fell from her body, and the mother and daughter are connected, even if she doesn't know what she is bewitching now, and she has an estrangement from herself, but she believes that this relationship can be slowly repaired.
Therefore, Shen Hanzhi increased the care effect of her daughter, intending to regain her grasp of her.
It's a pity that this effect is not too good, and her daughter has always treated her with that kind of attitude that is not salty, whether it is buying her or cooking, she has always been the kind of immortal.
She was about to hate the words "let it go".
Shen Hanzhi's patience with her daughter is about to be exhausted. But she didn't realize that her emotions towards her daughter were so complicated that she would use the words 'immortal and non-alive', which are extraordinarily harsh in any context.
On this day, Bian Ruolan went out very early as usual, and still didn't report anything, so she went out directly without even saying hello.
Shen Hanzhi's accumulated anger finally reached a critical point, and she decided to take some measures to completely change the situation when her daughter returned.
She thought that her daughter would come back at noon as usual, but she didn't expect that before she could go out for a quarter of an hour, her daughter came back in a hurry, and her face was a little flustered.
The opportunity has come, it is rare to see my daughter show such an expression, this is a good opportunity to open my daughter's heart.
"Lan'er, why did you come back so early today? It just so happens that you didn't eat much when you went out in the morning, so I'll go to the kitchen to cook you some Baiyang rice porridge. ”
What responded to her was her daughter's three words without emotion: "No need." ”
Seeing that her daughter was about to enter her room, Shen Hanzhi's anger accumulated over the past few days was finally detonated.
"Bian Ruolan, how could you be like this, you treat your own mother with such an attitude? If I had known that you would not even recognize your own mother after taking that pill, I shouldn't have given you pocket money at all. ”
The daughter, who has always turned a blind eye to her, finally reacted to her words, but unfortunately this reaction was not what she wanted.
"Do you think I bought the pill for your spirit stone? After you were ridiculed by Bian Ruoxuan on the street that day, you came back and were angry with the biological mother of the thing you carried, and you took me to be angry at that time. ”
"Do you think my child doesn't remember? The scars on my hands can be good, but what about the scars in my heart?"
"That spirit stone is my grandmother who saw that I was injured by you again, and stuffed it for me to go out and buy something. ”
Shen Hanzhi was simply angry: "Bian Ruolan, how can you say that about me, I am your mother, I accidentally injured you, do you remember it until now!"
Bian Ruolan squeezed out a sarcastic smile: "Mother-in-law, do you think I really want to have you as a mother-in-law?"
"Who do you think you can do at home now? What do you think your grandfather and grandmother are pampering you for?"
"Don't you know? I'll make it clear today. The reason why you can live a good life now is because you have a competitive daughter like me. Grandparents and grandparents connived at you to mess around at home, torture this today, and let that set the rules tomorrow, so that you can consume all your energy, don't be a demon again one day, and push me away. ”
"I'm no longer the little girl who would tremble and cry under your slap when I was a child, I have already practiced three levels of qi, and I can put you down at any time as long as I want. ”
"So, my good mother, you do as your grandfather and grandmother wished, and don't come to provoke me. ”
Shen Hanzhi covered her heart, and she couldn't breathe well for a while.
Bian Ruolan didn't seem to see it, so she bypassed her directly, walked into her room, and locked the door.
Shen Hanzhi finally couldn't hold on anymore and cried outside the door.
"What kind of sin have I created, God is really unfair to me, that is my own daughter, I gave birth to her in ten months of pregnancy. ”
"When the child suddenly fell ill in a month, the in-laws couldn't help it, and the husband who killed a thousand knives didn't care, it was I kneeling at the door of Shen's house for a day before I invited the elders of the clan to treat her. ”
Bian Ruolan vaguely listened to Shen Hanzhi's cry through the door, and only felt a sense of powerlessness coming up from her limbs, and she couldn't suppress it.
Did her mother love her? Maybe. When she was first born, before the outer chamber had been taken home for giving birth to a son, and the other concubines had not received encouragement from the matter, they had fought with her.
But even in those three years, Shen Hanzhi was not too good to her.
When she was a month old, Shen Hanzhi did kneel in front of Shen's house for a day because she was sick.
But when she was two years old, Shen Hanzhi would also be busy going out to catch rapists, so she was locked up in the room for a day, and she didn't have anything to eat.
Does a two-year-old remember? Yes, when she died, she would remember Shin's impatient eyes when she cried, and the door that no one opened for her no matter how much she cried and cried.
The funny thing is that she now recalls her last life, and the two clearest pictures are her uneasy and panicked self when she was two years old, and the despair when she saw the exit close in front of her before she died, and the insect tide was like her when she surged in.
She saw the man who closed the exit with her own hands today.
Even though he was much younger than then, the man at this time was still a cynical playboy, not at all the same as he was in a high-ranking position at that time, but she still recognized him at a glance.
Yu Jueping, this is the pillow person she has been with for nearly a hundred years.
Oh, how can you say that it is the person next to the pillow, for Jueping, she is just a plaything sent by a small family in order to cling.
This person who gave her as a gift to Yu Jueping, but her nominal husband, Shen Hanzhi said that she helped her choose a good husband who was in the middle of a thousand choices.
How did Shen Hanzhi know that her good son-in-law gave her daughter as a gift when she was just dying.
However, if Shen Hanzhi knew, maybe she would persuade her to live a good life in turn, and strive to capture Yu Jueping's heart.
If you have to say it, if you put yourself in the posture of a plaything, Yu Jueping is actually not too bad for her, she is not short of her, and even if she can cultivate to the late stage of foundation building and have the opportunity to form a golden pill, it is inseparable from Yu Jueping's help to her.
Even if it was the last time Yu Jueping left her dead, it could be regarded as a normal fate for a plaything.
Her hatred for Jueping is not strong, since Tiandao has given her a chance to do it again, she doesn't want to waste her life on such meaningless things, and her real enemy is not Yu Jueping.
Thinking of the person who really broke her peaceful life and caused her to end up in the last miserable state, Bian Ruolan felt that she couldn't stay in the room.
Shen Hanzhi was still chattering outside the door, she couldn't bear to go out to face Shen Hanzhi's senseless things, she had to seize all the time to improve herself before entering the Taiyi Sect.
When I came out of the window, I met the woman who was taken away by Shen Hanzhi with a face like ashes, but when she looked at her, her eyes seemed to be on fire.
Bian Ruolan was in a trance again, she was also familiar with this kind of look, and she had seen a lot of it when she was by Jueping's side.
When she finally dies, many of the owners of such eyes will be happy.
She didn't want to see such a look anymore, it annoyed her, it was easier for her to be reminded of the things she was trying to forget.
Of course, people with this kind of eyes are extremely pathetic, and this is probably the so-called "poor people must have something to hate".
The duckweed-like life seems to have a lot of things, but unfortunately these things are given by others, and as long as the person who gives it is unhappy, he can take it back at any time.
Bian Ruolan warned herself that she must not end up with such a result again, and it is enough to be stupid once.
Ignoring the man, Bian Ruolan went out of the back door of the house, Shen Hanzhi should be angry for a long time, and under the authority of his grandfather and grandmother, Shen Hanzhi did not have the courage to pry the door that he had closed.
After leaving the house, Bian Ruolan turned back to the family and went straight to the family martial arts arena.
Her original plan in the morning was to go to the classroom of the clan study to cultivate, but Shen Hanzhi's recent sudden maternal love has made her family not so suitable for cultivation.
It's a pity that her grandfather spent a lot of money to arrange the Spirit Gathering Array for her.
Originally, she still thought that Shen Hanzhi was her biological mother after all, and she had to take care of her face after all, but now it seems that she has thought about it.
Compared with her powerful daughter, what Shen Hanzhi really wants is a daughter who can be controlled and help her at the same time.
How ridiculous, the father has an indifferent attitude towards whether she is a daughter or not, the mother sees her as a daughter as a tool and a help for a better life, and the eyes of grandparents and grandmothers look at her no different from the rest of the family.
She suddenly envied the relationship between Bian Ruoxuan and Shen Hanzhi.
It turned out that after Shen Hanzhi's death, Bian Ruoxuan's cultivation like sitting on a flying magic weapon stagnated for a few years, and for this reason, she also missed the first selection period.
When she heard the news from Shen Hanzhi at that time, although she disagreed with it on the surface, she also felt that Bian Ruoxuan was really stupid like Shen Hanzhi in her heart.
Now she suddenly understood Bian Ruoxuan.
Although the first selection period is important, it is only a certain rise in the Taiyi Sect, and this status rise is not permanent.
Since Bian Ruoxuan gave up the first selection, but according to her qualifications and talent in the runes, she missed this time, and there will be many more times in the future.
If she were Bian Ruoxuan and had such a good mother, she would also be willing to give up the selection for her mother.
Probably because she was too focused on her thoughts and neglected the management of her expressions, along the way, many clansmen who she had carefully handled the relationship found out that her emotions were wrong, and they all shouted at her.
If it were normal, she might still help Shen Hanzhi find a way to make up for it, but now she doesn't have that mind, of course, she won't talk much about her family affairs, and a sentence of "I quarreled with my mother" is enough.
The clansmen showed a sudden look, and basically chose to comfort her.
Bian Ruolan even had a sense of absurdity in her heart, when she was given away, none of these people who are now shushing her have comforted her, but a few of them have come to her to talk to her after hearing that she is on Yu Jueping.
But the two people she wants to have a good relationship with in the family the most, one of them still treats her no different from ordinary people under her continuous efforts.
If she had to say it, she might be a clan figure who 'said a few words'.
The other was because of what happened to Bian Youshen and Bian Youyun last time, which directly annoyed her.
Under the confusion of thoughts, the martial arts arena has arrived before she knows it.
Bian Youming originally wouldn't come to the family martial arts arena, he had another place to practice swordsmanship.
But after the class of clan studies, Bian Youming suddenly began to return to the family martial arts arena to practice swordsmanship.
Although there is no obvious effect, she will still do the efforts that should be done, Bian Ruolan stepped forward and asked to practice with Bian Youming on the grounds of asking for advice.
She knew that Bian Youming would not refuse directly, but she would not say yes either.
When she didn't figure this out at first, she struggled with it for a long time.
But now that she is facing it again, she can already ignore Bian Youming's cold face and find a way to achieve her goal.
Perhaps, she is not completely without progress.