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When I woke up, I was greeted by a night sky full of stars, and I looked left and right and found myself lying together... Probably only one person's weight on a plank ... Floating, the ship not far away is still exploding...

"Stupid Narujo... You're finally awake," a woman's voice suddenly came over my lying head. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Although because of the injuries on the body and the relationship between the drug... I can't move... I turned around to look back, but I could still hear it being Natasha's voice, "Natasha... Are you still alive?".

Natasha sneered, "It's okay... It's just that my body hurts so much right now."

I can understand what Natasha said about the pain, not only the pain of the wound, but also the pain of being immersed in seawater, to put it bluntly, it is the same reason as pouring salt on the wound, "Sorry for you... You saved me, why did you suddenly move?".

"Heh~ When there was an explosion, you only had Meihui in your eyes... Didn't notice me... I was desperately crawling to Roy's side, wanting to see if I could find him... The way to stop or turn off the explosion of the steamer, but unfortunately I didn't find it after all, but I found that he had a flesh enhancement squeeze on his body, although it was not an antidote, but I thought it should still come in handy, so I injected myself in, and then I dragged you who had fainted and jumped into the sea, dodging the death that the explosion was about to bring... Because my left collarbone had been pierced by Roy, and I only had one hand I could use, I didn't have time to undo the escape boat's chains, so... You can only be taken away by the planks that remain on the surface of the sea after the ship explodes."

"I see... Thank you, Natasha" As soon as I finished speaking, I burst into tears again... I cried bitterly, "Mie...".

Listening to the burst of crying from me, Natasha hurriedly said, "You still really love her, in fact, I've always wanted to know how it feels like for the two of you to love each other... Why do you fall in love with each other".

Hearing Natasha ask, I couldn't help but recall what Mie said, "Actually, I don't know why I like you, but... Don't you think that it is true love because you don't know the reason, and you become your lover for no reason for no reason, don't you think that this is a kind of real happiness?".

Natasha smiled, "Hehe... That's what Mie said."

"Hmm... Yes," I nodded with tears in my eyes, "but I won't hear her again... Forever... Forever ~ ah ~ ah ~ ah".

"Naruto... Don't do that... Calm down, do you think Mie would like to see you like this?" Natasha's words were very angry, "Look at what you look like now... It's just a ghost crying wolf, are you like a man???".

After listening to Natasha's words, I didn't make a good sound... "What do you know? Do you know how sad I feel right now? You can feel that I can't see her anymore... I can't touch her... Can't you hear her voice? Can you feel it??? can you??".

"Le Mingcheng... Shut up... How do you know I can't understand it?Do you really think I've always treated you as subordinates?" Natasha's tone became more and more serious, "You're wrong, Le Mingcheng... From a few of you to my team... Since the day I entered the Hound Dog, I have always treated you as my own relatives, even once... It's good for once, I've never treated you as outsiders... Treat it as a weapon or a tool."

...

Because of my immaturity, after a brief argument with Natasha, we didn't say a word, and in the quiet sea, we could only hear the explosion of the ship ~boom!~boom!~boom!~.

After calming down, I stopped crying "I'm sorry ~ Natasha, it's because I'm not mentally mature enough... Sorry".

"Alright... It's okay, I'm really... I was so excited just now, I should have said I'm sorry, it's natural that the dearest person will be sad and sad when he leaves~ Not to mention the person he loves the most".

"Favor her... It's really the woman I love the most in my life, although she has always said that I'm spending... As long as it's a woman... I like both, but in fact, we all know that what we love each other most in our hearts is each other" Thinking about the bits and pieces of the past with Mihui, a slight smile appeared on the corner of my mouth.

Natasha also laughed "he~he", "Speaking of Mingcheng... Have you always treated me as a woman... From the first day we met."

"Hmm... Yes".

Natasha also began to reminisce about the past, "I still remember the first time I met the two of you (Naruto and Mie), you were scolded by Mie for looking at my charming and sexy body".

"What's the drooling, you talk nonsense..."I denied it with a smile, "I'm sorry... Are you... Don't you want me to treat you like a woman?".

Natasha smiled again, "What's the matter... No, I'm a woman!

"Oh..."After a moment of silence, I didn't know why, and suddenly asked Natasha this sentence, "That... That, Natasha you... Did you have a favorite before?".

"Hehe~ It's so sudden... You're going to ask me about that."

"No, it's not... That one... Just a casual question" I suddenly became a little nervous, afraid to ask something I shouldn't ask, "Uh... Natasha... Such a high rank of yours... Such a high quality... Another woman who is so beautiful and sexy, I think for sure...".

Natasha was silent for a few seconds before answering me, "I... I used to have a man I liked, but it's just... I didn't dare to confess, I didn't even say anything to anyone."

I was curious "why?".

"Because.... In the eyes of men, the whole value of a woman is face and figure, and if I confess, I know that I will definitely succeed, and that man will definitely accept me... I have this confidence. But I'm not reconciled... I am a soldier, not a vase, when I first joined the army, no matter how hard I trained, how good my grades were, no one cared, in their eyes, I was just a beautiful woman, a military flower, the reason why I can often get Hannah's praise is entirely because of my looks and figure, so... I wanted to prove myself and get them to recognize my tenacity... With an iron will, I gave up all the male and female emotions that I should have."

I really don't know what to say, "You're tired, but if you think about it, it's the first time we've talked like this in a long time, and it's in such a hostile environment."

"It seems to be," Natasha seemed a little happy, "but Narukoto... You know? Later, after I was promoted in the army and became famous, no one looked at me as a woman anymore, everyone was afraid of me, thinking that I was like Hannah... Strict and unapproachable, like a war maniac".

"Yes??? at least a few of us (Narukoto, Mie, Blair, David) don't think so."

"Well," Natasha was relieved by this, "Indeed, you problem people are an exception, not only willing to get close to me, but also talk and laugh with me... But I didn't think I'd take care of a few of you."

"He~he, I feel that I am often taken care of by you..."Although I can't see it, I can vaguely feel that Natasha is now moved to tears because of her happiness.

"He~heh, yes! Naruto... You know now, I've never been in a relationship, and while I know I'm sorry for Megue, I'm still tempted to ask you a "Natasha pauses... She didn't speak... There was silence for a moment, as if there was a mental struggle in my heart... Should I ask, after a few seconds "If I want to be your girlfriend now... Will you accept me?".

"What's wrong?... Why?" I was surprised to hear Natasha ask, and I wanted to turn away... I looked at her and made sure I didn't mishear because I wasn't conscious, but... I can't move at all, but when I twisted my head to the left, I realized... The sea around the planks was almost burgundy, and I knew what that meant, and I held back my sadness... Try to smile and not let it show "I... I do... I don't understand why you ask, but I've always been very fond of you."

"Hehe~ Me too..."The plank carrying me forward suddenly stopped, and Natasha moved to my left side clinging to the plank, and she was in tears... Smiling, she stroked my head with her only hand that could move, "Although our life and death are uncertain now, but... If it were me, no matter how desperate the situation was, I would never give up."

"Natasha..."I looked at Natasha's bloody body... After all, I couldn't help but shed tears, "You...".

Natasha interrupted me, "Listen to me, Naruto... Soldiers always sacrifice themselves indifferently in order to complete the task, it is easy to despise their own lives, which is wrong, soldiers should first learn to cherish themselves, so as to protect those who need to be protected, in order to continue to protect the peace of the times... So this is me... One last order to you: Lieutenant Mingcheng, now that the number of martyrs is full, you must leave here... Live well, from this moment you are a witness to our life, remember... Always with the glory of the warriors, and... I love you forever, not as a chief, but... As a woman who loves you deeply".

After all... Natasha floated with her hands... Leaned over to me and kissed me lightly on the lips... That's it... Two people in tears... For the first time, they let each other's lips touch together, but... It's not even a second away... Natasha she... I left, because I was soaked by the seawater, which caused the blood at the wound to penetrate with the seawater... A lot of it was lost out, and her whole body lost its support... It began to sink slowly into the sea, and I didn't have time to catch her... I couldn't move to grab her... I haven't even had time to say a word... I couldn't do anything but cry indifferently ... I can only watch... Looking at her... Sinking to the bottom of the sea... It's mine... It's mine... Another... Lover... Lovers who have just started dating: Natasha ~ Balalaika.

... （a.m：01:13:14）

At this moment... I finally understood one thing, why the sea is salty ... Because my tears are like meteors falling to the bottom of the sea... It hurts to the heart.