The book's current highest subscription is 341, with an average of 168, with a total subscription of more than 10,000, while the 24-hour subscription for the latest chapter hovers around 40.

The reason why I mention this data is to estimate how many book friends are still reading this book today - definitely more than 40, but it should not be as many as the average number, let's count 100 people. Of course, this is the number of people who watch the genuine version, and the pirated ones are not counted.

"Live Broadcast: We Want to Counterattack" has been nearly five months from the opening of the book on June 19th to today, and I am not afraid to tell you that I have been hesitating and struggling since the new book period, whether to write this book according to all the plans, and I have persevered in this hesitation and struggle until now, often interrupted in the middle, probably because of lack of confidence, and an unspeakable exhaustion in my heart.

From "The Cultivation of the Holy Land of Martial Arts" was affected by objective reasons and had to finish the book (now it is a river crab again), then "Explosive Life" (too cheap, self-deprecating), and then "Seventy-two Changes in the Last Days" (a few eunuchs in the middle, and now it is still updated intermittently), and then to this "Live Broadcast: We Want to Counterattack", the author Jun has been hitting the street for three or four books in a row, and has become an out-and-out old street.

At first, I was most worried about losing my character and making readers stop trusting me. But now I suddenly understand that there is something more serious, and that is a serious blow to self-confidence.

In the past, every time I thought about opening a new book, I always had the illusion that my book would definitely be popular. And now, the reason why "Seventy-two Changes in the Last Days" and "Live Broadcast: We Want to Counterattack" are so poor, and they are struggling so painfully, but they still don't dare to be eunuchs, not because they are afraid of losing their character, but because they are afraid that their next book will be worse!

Yes, if I think about opening a new book now, what I think of is definitely not that my book will be popular, but that my book will be more popular. Isn't there a saying, if you don't open a copy again, you never know that you can hit the street more.

It's a fact that the character is estimated to have almost dropped. And the worst part is that I don't have any confidence in writing at all – I used to think I would write for the rest of my life until I can't write, but now I always want to run away, stop writing books, and don't even think about a story.

I know, I'm on the verge of collapse.

I can't tell my parents about these things, they are already old, I can't do as much filial piety as I can, how can I use my career to worry them?

But I always want to talk to people about these troubles.

Because I didn't just write for several years in a row, I didn't succeed in writing, and I also failed in life, and I couldn't find a friend around me who could say these things in my heart. I can only talk to readers and friends, and I don't know who to talk to about these things except you, so please don't bother me.

Thank you.

During this time, I often reflect on myself and why I have failed so much. I have also tried and struggled, but in the end I seem so pale in the face of reality.

It should be a matter of mentality.

I often feel at a loss and don't know what to do next. Do you change your vest and continue writing, or do you make up your mind to find a full-fledged job? But I feel as if I am suffering from some kind of strange disease, I don't want to go out, I don't want to work under others, and I don't want to face all kinds of cynicism - probably many people want to say: Don't you say that you have become a writer, don't you say that you can support yourself by writing, and you don't earn less than working outside, why don't you write?

I know that to many people, this is not a big deal. But for me, I know I'm at another fork in the road in my life, left or right, it's a difficult choice.

In fact, there are many good ideas and stories in my heart, but my self-confidence is almost gone, and I am afraid that I will waste these ideas and story materials if I write them again.

Hehe, having said so much, it's messy, and I don't know what I want to express, so I should think of it as a kind of confiding.

After writing these heartfelt words, I feel a little better in my heart, and I will say that this book is about to be written.

After the release of "Live Broadcast: We Want to Counterattack", except for some bad reviews in the second volume of the competition, most of the other book friends gave good reviews. So to speak, but in terms of book friends' reviews, this is the best one for me, a vest book friend.

However, the results are very bad, and there are many reasons for this result, my own, and there are also some objective reasons, so I won't say more, because it's useless to say it.

Originally, this book was planned to be written with at least 1 million words, but now it is less than 500,000 words, and the plot behind it is almost written, and there is probably one more volume, I wrote the name, called "Wish, you are born like a summer flower", which tells the story of Ni Xi helping actress Yan Yunrou become a first-class star again and reach the top of the entertainment industry. The main story link is to let Yan Yunrou participate in the "Masked Singer" type of show, and then Ni Xi uses the three golden fingers of aura, skills, and world background modifiers to help her.

That's about it.

The plan was to finish at least this volume, but now I am very tired, and I feel that it takes a lot of effort to write each chapter, and I don't know why. I remember when I used to write, I was all enthusiastic or completely immersed in it, and I enjoyed writing, not as exhausted as I am now.

In this state, I find it difficult to write a good story.

In that case, it might as well end here.

Speaking of which, this book is written in a volume-by-story manner, which is quite independent of each other and does not leave many pitfalls. Therefore, it is better than the previous book "Explosive Life" suddenly ended, leaving many pits.

This is my last thought to all my friends who have always supported me.

Finally, I would like to thank some of my friends who have been supporting this book.

I didn't make any money from this book, so I won't talk about the money, so I'll thank you for it. So, the first thing to thank is the friends who have been supporting books such as "Super Male God System" from the very beginning, and they are really friends.

Xiao Xiaoxiao Feixue, from one vest to another, has always been the leader of the alliance, at least the helmsman, voting every day, helping to promote, it can be said that he has spared no effort to support me. Sometimes I wonder how I can have such a person who has never met to support me like this, and this is probably a great blessing.

Thank you, Blizzard!

And then there are a few who have been voting for it, David One Zero One, almost every one of my books is the vote king, although I don't know if you still read my book, brother, but this support has gone beyond the relationship between readers and authors, I want to call a friend, brother, it is not an exaggeration.

Thank you, David!

And then there is the support of Ah Ping buddies, Han Lian Light Dance, Tangled Eldest Sister, Hongchen is Hongchen, Xia Qinghe, Tianxiao Shiren and other friends who have been active in the skirts of book friends. I really want to write everyone's names, but because the nickname of the book friend skirt and the nickname of the book friend are not consistent, it is sometimes difficult to figure it all out, but thank you very much, whether it is rewarding, voting, or collecting, clicking, commenting, and sharing, it is your support for me! Thank you!

In particular, thanks to Han Lian Qingwu, these two books have been corrected for free for typos. If the check after I finished writing is the first time, then she should be the second time, and it is precisely because of her check that everyone sees a lot of typos.

Thank you!

Finally, there are some new friends who support this book, who may have only just met the author, and only strongly supported it because of this story, such as the two helmsmen on QQ Reading, "The Black Cat Looking Up to the Blue Fish", "DNA" and the Deacon "Mo Sheng", others such as the drunken fairy in the clouds, the lazy man is not worthy of love, the withering of the soul, and the song of wine; Another example is the starting point of "Black Black 1984", "Kenshin" and other friends.

Thank you!

Because of your support, I have persevered in the pain for so long, and although I still failed in the end, I think I will become more mature in the future.

Thank you!

Finally, this book is complete.

If you want to open a new book in the future, or change your vest to open a book, you will say it in the introduction. If you still like the style and style of self-cultivation stories, you can pay attention to it when you remember it. In addition, there is also a book friend's skirt number in the profile, and if you are interested, you can also add it, and go in and chat if you have nothing to do.

Maybe it should end with a classic sentence or poem at this time, but I can't think of it, and I think it's almost all said above.

So, friends - cherish! Good bye!