Chapter 273: I have to be willing
The bud that she was holding in the palm of her hand suddenly moved, and began to move up and back after leaving her palm.
The normal growth process of a seed is supposed to be to develop a root system first, and then it will develop into a bud of branches and leaves, but this one does the opposite.
It wasn't until it slowly moved above the wound on Bian Ruoxuan's hand that a tender root grew.
The growth of the root system is much faster than the tip of the bud, and in an instant, a complex root system is born, which is deeply rooted in Bian Ruoxuan's wound.
She was quiet, or rather, wooden.
The restless spiritual power that surrounded her did not have any tendency to subside, because she was afraid of harming her in the middle of this spiritual power storm, and Uncle Shi did not dare to forcibly break through this outer barrier, so he could only watch from the sidelines and be anxious.
Although she no longer spoke, she could still tell from her eyes that she must have heard something, or that she was listening to something.
The people who were stopped outside could see clearly that although Bian Ruoxuan's emotions seemed to be much calmer, they were becoming more and more depressed inside, and they were getting farther and farther away from her usual image.
"I'll pay you back. ”
"I can pay you back. ”
In the silence, Bian Ruoxuan suddenly said these two words.
At this moment, she seemed to have regained her usual calm: "According to your vision, even if you need a chess, you can naturally find countless stronger than me." ”
"I'm not that obedient, it's not easy to use at all, you can take everything back and find a new one. ”
Bian Ruoxuan seemed to be listening to something again, and then suddenly raised her eyes and glanced at her uncle, her eyes were cold and unprecedented.
"When you met Wuchen, did you arrange it? ”
"It's fun, carrying the line, manipulating the puppet's life, and moving its hands, it has to go this way obediently even if it doesn't want to do it in its heart. ”
"It's supposed to be fun, after all, I'm still a human being, and I have thoughts and sorrows, and this kind of live performance seems to be much more interesting than a puppet show, right? ”
"One day, I will cut this line off. ”
The spiritual power around her body kept fluctuating, Bian Ruoxuan was forced to stabilize, and the bud that had not even grown into a seedling had begun to wither.
The withering process of this seedling is also somewhat interesting, the tip of the bud above is completely detached, and it falls into another wound on Bian Ruoxuan's hand that has no roots to grow.
As the seeds withered, the spiritual power around Bian Ruoxuan's body began to shrink, the mixed breath in her body gradually became pure, and the wounds on her hands began to slowly grow.
Uncle Shi was about to step forward to take a look, whether it was out of his aunt's care for Bian Ruoxuan, or the feelings that had gradually accumulated in the two years of getting along, he didn't want to watch Bian Ruoxuan have an accident.
For him, who is destined not to give birth to an heir, Bian Ruoxuan is no different from his children.
With one move, a vague figure suddenly appeared in front of him, and the coercion made him feel a sense of surrender from the depths of his soul.
The figure seemed to say a word, and his family history naturally made him hear that this was the word 'forget' in the ancient saying.
But why did he say the word 'forget' and what should he forget?
Now Bian Ruoxuan's situation is more important, and Shi Bo walked in front of Bian Ruoxuan, and there was no obstacle at this time.
Strange, why does he feel that there is an obstacle? Even if this girl has gone wrong in drawing talismans, it is just a cultivation of Qi cultivation, and the seal in her body was personally placed by her grandfather, who was about to ascend at the beginning, and it is still stable as usual at this time, what can it cause to him.
Bian Ruoxuan was already lying on her side on the vine at the moment, looking a little weak, her eyes were staring blankly at the full moon in the sky, as if she had been hit quite hard.
Uncle Shi was angry and funny: "Who hasn't experienced a few failures, when your aunt started to restore the talisman, she didn't even have someone who could guide her, didn't she come to this day step by step?"
Bian Ruoxuan didn't react to his words, the vines had been taken back by her, and she was lying lifeless on the cold floor tiles at the moment, but the aura emanating from her body was even colder than the ground in this cold night.
Uncle Shi reached out and probed her forehead, and was relieved to find that she hadn't made any actual mistakes in her cultivation.
It's probably because this kid has always been going smoothly, and suddenly encountered such a big failure, and he was a little at a loss.
Also, listening to the reply, she was still in high spirits when she came back, looking like she wouldn't sleep if she couldn't draw, and she suffered such a failure at this time, and it was normal for her mentality to be a little unbalanced.
It's okay like this, it's better to encounter setbacks earlier than later, I hope she suffers a loss this time, and in the future, whether it is cultivation or doing things, she will not be so rash.
called the nun who was specially brought over, hugged Bian Ruoxuan, who was lying on the ground in a daze, and hugged the bathroom tightly, and ordered a group of people to prepare a soothing medicinal bath for her.
After the medicinal bath, Bian Ruoxuan was carried back to her room, and she seemed to be really tired, and she almost fell asleep as soon as she touched the bed.
The female cultivator who was guarding outside had already walked away, and Bian Ruoxuan opened her eyes.
How could she have been able to sleep, the words she had heard during that time kept swirling in her head, like a nightmare that she couldn't break free.
When you turn to the side, you will see the characteristic brick walls of Qiyuan City, which are made of masonry and adhesive on the inside, and painted with different paints on the outside.
The wall in front of her was a faint blue that was easy to calm down, and there was no superfluous decoration on the wall, which easily reminded her of the sky above the eaves.
It was the man above and above this sky who manipulated her life in one fell swoop.
"She didn't mean for me to let you make a jade slip, including that little girl from the Seal Clan. ”
"In fact, all I did was tell you what I had been through and meet you. ”
"You just have to understand the nature of their rise and you're naturally on opposite sides of the spectrum, and I don't have to do too much. ”
"It's not because I'm going to have karma with you and use it as a coercion to turn you against them, but I think you'd need these things if you were on the opposite side of them. ”
The latter words, perhaps because they are not suitable for the master to know, this person did not give Bian Ruoxuan a chance to speak.
"Of course, you alone can't do this, to my surprise, there are already many people who have arranged, if there is fate, you can meet in the nether realm. ”
What is this, shouldn't she say something like that to Mu Xiuqi?
Perhaps, if it is really related to the crooked reasoning of that Brother Zhaoming, what she doesn't know is happiness? Just let her believe in the truth she thinks all the way to the end, isn't it?
"I've never thought like this. Even though you're the one I've chosen, I still think you have enough right to know. ”
"Besides, paper can't contain fire after all, so instead of letting you be suspicious of finding clues on your own later, I'd be honest with you at the beginning. ”
"All you want is that I don't give you a choice, and even if you were given a choice, you'd make the same choice, wouldn't you?"
"It wasn't me who chose you to be. It's because you're this person that I chose you. ”
After speaking, the female cultivator did not give Bian Ruoxuan more opportunities, and there was a tendency to disappear.
Bian Ruoxuan felt that she should know more, did her grandfather, who came from afar from the world, really help her remove the precursor of physical collapse so coincidentally?
Since this kind of seed is the product of feeding back to the upper realm, how did the Outer Ancestor know its utility and make it sprout for the first time?
"Your grandfather has nothing to do with me, that's the cause and effect of your mother in this life. As for why he knew this seed, there is something special about it, and you will have the answer once you have been there. ”
The seed returned to the form of the seed, but Bian Ruoxuan's heart was more chaotic than the vines on the ground that were eager to attract her attention.
She knows that she is not complicated, it is a matter of time before she is seen through, how she will act and how she chooses, and she can feel the trajectory without guessing.
However, this did not make her mood any better.
It was something she was willing to do, and under the intervention of external conditions, even if this intervention was consistent with her goals, it would turn what she was willing to do into something she had to do.
She hates this 'having to'.
She had to flee, she had to do casual cultivation, she had to be forced to shoulder the heavy responsibility of stirring up chaos, and maybe there would be more in her unknown memory.
Perhaps, all this will only be solved when she reattributes this 'must' to her 'willingness'.
The escape will always end, and there are not so many inappropriate things when it comes to casual life, and the chaos that this forced to carry should also be related to the previous times.
Creation is silent but affectionate, and every time it is cold, it is born in spring.
This is what the nun gave to Bian Ruoxuan, about why they didn't take the initiative to kill them when they were still in the bud when they knew about the six-party alliance, but half-pushed and half-answered.
New shoots need to grow in the new spring, and before that, the old leaves need to go down in the autumn sunset.
Winter has its lengths and shorts, but it is a process that must be experienced before the arrival of the new spring.
Bian Ruoxuan lay flat again, reached out and touched the center of her eyebrows, where she could feel the traces left by the three pieces of golden black feathers that were still slightly hot.
Further back, there is her sea of knowledge, in which hangs the contractual connection between her and Qin Wanli.
If she hadn't felt wrong, the pact seemed to move when she had struggled with the sounds before.
The affairs of the Qin Wanli clan should also be related to subversion, after all, with the existence of the Seal Clan, their plan is very difficult to implement.
The nun didn't put too much pressure on her, it seemed that she really just told her about it, and what she asked of her was 'everything from her heart'.
Now that she has become this sprout with high hopes, she can't live up to the wishes of those predecessors, she will ask herself carefully before making a choice.
Before falling asleep, Bian Ruoxuan remembered that she didn't seem to have asked this person's name, so she couldn't call her 'Yangyang' senior like Brother Zhaoming.
It wasn't until the people below reported that Bian Ruoxuan had rested well that Uncle Shi breathed a sigh of relief and went back to prepare to fight with the people of Qiyuan City.
He was called over by Bian Ruoxuan this time, which can be regarded as a prohibition, the contract signed by the various families in the Central Region is strictly forbidden to interfere in the internal affairs of his domain, and the people of Qiyuan City also seized this point, and after the crisis is resolved, they want to knock on the bamboo from them.
Fortunately, he called Rong Hui over on the grounds that he might be with those people, otherwise his family might not be able to withstand this matter.
Thinking of Rong Hui, Uncle Shi couldn't help but sigh again, and it was also a bad debt over there.
At least this bad debt of the Rong Hui family, because Bian Ruoxuan stupidly inserted a bar, there is a way to understand it, isn't it?
Thinking like this, Uncle Shi called someone to ask him again.
"Did Miss Hammer a day's fish recently?"
"Back to the young master, yes. The little lady said that the fish was of good quality, and it should be delicious when hammered into fish balls. ”
"Then you're just going to watch?"
The person who replied was a little embarrassed: "This, the little lady thinks that our sliced fish is okay, but the skill of hammering the meat is not good, so she doesn't let us interfere, for fear of affecting the taste." ”
Uncle Shi laughed, this was really like what she could say.
"There are still a few cooks at home who are free, call one over, she will probably not be in a good mood for the past two days, you can prepare whatever you want to eat." ”
The caller answered and went into hiding.
Today's deliberations came to an end quickly, and Rong Hui casually asked: "I was in such a hurry to rush back before, what happened to the little girl?"
Uncle Shi sighed slightly: "Something went wrong when I changed the talisman, and I injured myself." The guards didn't know that she had a strong ability to recover, and that she looked extremely depressed and unusual at that time, so they came to me in a hurry. ”
"Is it better now?"
Uncle Shi frowned: "It seems that I have been hit hard, and I don't know how many days it will take to recover." ”
Rong Hui was also a little puzzled: "Listening to Xiao Jin, didn't she often blow up the furnace for a period of time when she was alchemizing, didn't she just feel sorry for the Dan furnace being too expensive and wasting spirit stones, but she was still alive and well, how could she suffer such a big blow this time." ”
"Have you asked in detail, is there anything else? ”
Uncle Shi glanced at him: "Why do I, who have never been a father, know how to take care of children better than you, a father?" She is emotionally at this time, asking what she can ask, according to her own temperament, if she is willing to let me know after a few days, she will naturally say." ”
"The girl's family, after all, still has some little secrets of their own, even if they don't want to say it, it doesn't matter. ”
"So, are you taking a little girl as a sample, and learning how to be a father in advance? ”
Uncle Shi was a little more serious, and suddenly stopped his steps: "You can say this in front of me, don't mention a word after Ah Nian leaves the customs." Ah Nian and I have already agreed that we don't want children. ”
"That's in the past, and when she comes back this time, don't you like this little girl very much? ”
"Ah Nian won't change her mind, and I promised her that I won't change. ”
Rong Hui was stunned, and finally smiled bitterly: "Yes, hearing you say this, I am more sober." When Xiao Jin's schoolwork will be more free, arrange for me to meet with him. ”
Uncle Shi's tone was normal: "Didn't you say it earlier when you met your son, he has been busy preparing to build the foundation recently, you can wait for another two years." ”
Rong Hui smiled sincerely this time: "I've survived ten years, and it's not bad this time." ”
Uncle Shi smacked him, quite a little joking, but he didn't tease him anymore.