Chapter Seventy-Eight: Sweetheart

The Red Dancer couldn't help but shed tears and said, "Poor Shao'er. Touching Hu Shao's long hair, he was speechless.

Hu Shao cried loudly, her tears were full of endless sadness, if her mother had been by her side, even if she was not born beautiful, even if she was ugly, with her mother's comfort and companionship, where would she be so lonely and fragile, shattered by a strange gaze The dreams that all girls longed for, lived like rootless duckweed, wandering, helpless.

The red dancer is not like this, she grew up without a father and mother since she was a child, just like jumping out of a crack in a stone, wandering alone, wandering the world, like a steppe wolf licking her wounds alone, without any backing that can be relied on, and without a harbor to shelter from the wind and rain, thinking that people are so lonely, until she sees those sweet and intimate couples, those much-loved children, and those parents who are raising their days, only to know that there is still human joy in the world, and a lonely person can enjoy all this.

"Okay, okay, keep some tears, wait for Master to kick his feet and go to hell in the future, don't dry your tears, no tears will fall, think of me, I don't have a single tear shed for me when I die, how lonely it should be. The Red Dancer teased.

Hu Shao wiped away her tears, smiled, and said, "If you die, won't so many old people cry to death?"

"What do you little girl know! Alas, how ruthless men are in the world, if I die, they can sigh, and be stunned for a while, and I will thank God, when the time comes, I am afraid that I am old and decrepit, and they are afraid to avoid it, but now I see that I am breathless, and I am less of a romantic debt, I am afraid that it is too late for them to be happy! You think they will cry for me? The more women are old, the less they care, just confidants in bed, wearing clothes under the bed, who still knows whom? Hmph, I never hope for the tears of stinky men, what!" The red dancer has a lot of resentment, and said.

Hu Shao was in a daze, for a long time, and said: "I am probably like this, I will never have love silk in the future, and from now on, the six roots will be broken, and I only want the green lantern ancient Buddha to accompany me for the rest of my life." ”

"You're still so young, meeting a scumbag doesn't mean that everyone is a bad man, just find a guy with a conscience and tie his heart well, why are you so desperate?" Red Dancer persuaded, for fear that her too pessimistic emotional outlook would make her become too negative.

Hu Shao smiled bitterly: "It's not that I'm desperate for men, it's that I don't have a little confidence in myself, who would fall in love with someone like me." ”

The red dancer grinned and said, "How about the teacher introduce you to a few young and promising young and promising young and handsome young and young young people on the rivers and lakes?"

Hu Shao's expression was gloomy, he shook his head, and said, "No need, no one looks down on me." ”

The red dancer said: "Your figure, your snow muscles, and your long hair like a waterfall, slender hands and wrists, and slender jade legs, as long as you find a way to get rid of the cyan birthmark, you are not a beauty on the rivers and lakes?"

Hu Shao remembered Ling Yun, at this time this person didn't know where he was, he kept saying that he wanted to cure his birthmark, and also said that he wanted to chase himself, I'm afraid it was all nonsense, coaxing himself to be happy, and said: "Master, this birthmark can't be cured, I also think clearly, if a person can't fully accept me, I have to wait for me to become a perfect beauty, then one day, I will become old and decrepit, tomorrow's yellow flower, is it going to be abandoned again?" Therefore, if someone can accept me, they must accept my birthmark, if they can't accept it, I won't force it, after all, this is people's freedom, as long as they don't come to mess with me, I eat fasting and chant Buddha, meditate for the rest of my life, it is not necessary. ”

Ling Yun was surprised when he heard that Hu Yinshan was actually a product of puppetry, but now when he heard Hu Shao pour out his heart, he realized that the original woman's mind was so difficult to guess, no wonder she promised to cure the birthmark on her face, but offended her, it seems that she cares more about whether you can accept the birthmark instead of cure it, blame yourself for saying the wrong thing.

The red dancer said disapprerovingly: "If there is a perfect piece of porcelain, I naturally don't want a crack on it, if it is a piece of stoneware, anyway, it is used to hold some sewage, even if it is extremely ugly, as long as it does not leak, it will not affect the use." Do you understand? You are a delicate work of art, not an ordinary handicraft, so you can cure the flaws, so why bother with other people's opinions, among thousands of suitors, there is always a sincere one, otherwise, if a stinky man dares to bear your heart, I will let him eat his heart and die. ”

Hu Shao smiled and said, "Master, you were so beautiful when you were young, why didn't you tie a man's heart?"

The red dancer was stunned, patted her head, and said: "I'm used to wandering, and then some men who begged me to be their wife were all rejected by me, I know that they are on a whim, if they really marry me home, they must be regarded as a canary in a cage, this is not good, that is not allowed, all kinds of rules and regulations, restraining me, where can I stand it." Their possessiveness can't be satisfied, the novelty gradually fades, and gradually they snub me, and I want to be sadly abandoned, why bother, it's better for me to be single in the world, no worries, no one cares, and no one cares!"

"Haven't you met a man who immerses you in it and longs to settle down?" asked Hu Shaoxiao.

The red dancer thought for a while, and said: "No, which one is not obsessed with my body, if I am like you said, I am an ugly monster, who can still look at it, naturally I am also obsessed with the silver in their hands, the power in their hands, and no one will suffer." Why do you ask this? Does the dead girl have a sweetheart? Why do you want to settle down so early?"

Hu Shao hurriedly waved his hand and said, "If I have a sweetheart, I will let the Buddha lock me in the Buddha hall forever, chant the Buddha all day long, and never leave." With a poisonous oath in his mouth, his eyes kept dodging, and his heart was uneasy.

With a smile in her eyes, the red dancer looked her up and down for a while, and said, "Hurry up and tell me, who is my precious apprentice's sweetheart, this kind of thing won't be hidden from the master, right?"

Hu Shao heard her mention her sweetheart, for some reason, the appearance of Ling Yun floated in her heart, the man who was not very handsome and not very tall was ordinary in the crowd, but when he smiled, he was full of madness and evil charm, as if he would use supernatural martial arts in the next second, knocking down countless strong enemies around him in an instant, and no one could see the trajectory of the attack. That smile, full of unparalleled self-confidence, is a powerful force that conquers everything, the ordinary appearance under the smile, so that every enemy will be remembered for life, in the deepest nightmare of the dream, eternal and unforgettable, think of it is trembling and chilling.

In the past, when he fed the horses, he was extremely dirty and smelly all day long, and Hu Shao never paid attention to a servant until a sword stabbed him, and he only remembered the general appearance. On the top of the county office, I clearly saw the appearance of this servant, which looked exactly the same as when he fed the horses, and his expression was very different, at least he had never seen that evil smile when feeding the horses. On the county office, Ling Yun was wearing an official uniform, his body was neatly groomed, his appearance was a little delicate, his facial features were upright, his sword eyebrows were horizontal, and he had a bit of the majesty of a county official.

Later, outside his boudoir, when this guy stared at Hu Ying with squinting eyes, he looked like a scoundrel again, wearing gorgeous clothes, and he was more gentlemanly than his younger brother Hu Kui.

Hu Shao thought silently in his heart: "How can I treat him as my sweetheart, whether it is a slave who feeds horses, or a magistrate of the county government, or even a scoundrel, he is not the type I like, and there is no resemblance to the person I like, and there is no bookish atmosphere." That uninhibited smile, lustful and eccentric, always saying something strange that others don't understand, although the character is not bad, but three times and twice to despise me, it is really hateful, if it weren't for listening to him say that he could cure my birthmark, he would have been cut off with him, and his sweetheart was never him. It's just that the appearance of constantly transforming into a majestic magistrate and a gentleman keeps coming to mind.

Seeing that she was silent, the red dancer looked thoughtful, and suddenly understood in her heart.