cpa300_4(); Maybe because I heard Huang Tianba's last words, I was somewhat stable this night, and I was no longer tormented by ice and fire, but just had a night of chaotic dreams.

The dream was very chaotic, I saw many things, like the shadow puppet show I watched when I was a child, countless people and things dwelt in front of me one by one, I saw the splendid courtyard, the twenty-eight years old, like buds of budding beauties; The next moment, they were all lying in a pool of blood, turned into a cold corpse, a pair of autumn water obviously lost their agility and vitality, staring straight at me, I was frightened full of cold sweat, step by step backwards, but in a blink of an eye, the beauties in front of me have all become concubines in the imperial city wearing gold and silver, flowers and moons.

Xu Youling, Shen Rou, Chang Qing, Liu Li...... Also, there is Yang Jinqiao.

Oddly enough, I haven't thought of her for a long time.

Speaking of which, she has been gone for so many years, and she was really sad about her death at the beginning, but now that she thinks about it, maybe she is lucky to be gone.

Although this woman is a concubine and her background is not good, her heart is very high, if she really wants to fall into those women in the harem and be a concubine who can only win the pity of a man by stratagem, how can she be willing?

It's just that I remember what she said to me at the beginning - "I know very well what I want, as long as the goal does not change, I will not leave the path I want to take", although it touched me a lot, I don't know, what she wants, but until death, I don't know if she gets it.

And me?

After all these years of going around and around, what did I get at the end of the day?

Liu San'er has completely left me; daughter, has been found by Pei Yuanhao; Even I myself fell into his hands.

Thinking of this, my heart was depressed, as if I was pressed by a stone in my chest, my breathing was a little unsmooth, I frowned slightly and wanted to struggle, at this moment, the depressed feeling was even heavier, I felt my jaw pinched and opened my mouth, and a warm thing entered my mouth.

Suddenly, the bitter taste spread, and I choked and coughed.

"Ahem...... cough cough cough cough ......"

"Hey, be careful!"

A familiar voice sounded in my ears, although the taste was bitter, it could flow into my throat, but it quickly brought a burst of warmth, dispelling the cold in my body, I suddenly had a little strength, slowly opened my eyes, and saw Mu Hua sitting on the edge of the bed, holding a silver spoon in his hand, feeding something to my mouth.

As soon as she saw me open, her eyes lit up: "You're awake." ”

“……”

I opened my mouth to say something, but my throat was hoarse and I couldn't speak, and I only moved my lips in a hollow. She reached out and touched my forehead, squeezed my hand again, and secretly let out a sigh: "It's okay, it's okay." ”

After saying that, she fed me a few more mouthfuls of the decoction, then took out the handkerchief in her sleeve and gently wiped the medicine from my mouth.

At this time, it should be early morning, the morning light outside the house shines in through the window paper, giving a faint light veil-like luster to the surrounding qiē, and she sits on the edge of the bed, her beautiful face looks a little pale because of tiredness, but there is a strange gentleness in the morning light.

At this time, I couldn't help but think of when the plague was rampant in Yangzhou City, she was in the heavy snow, seeing doctors and delivering medicine to those victims. Usually, she is just a middle-class posture, but at this time, she is so beautiful that people can't look sideways.

I lowered my eyelids slightly, but I inadvertently saw a person standing at the door, and when I looked at it, it was Huang Tianba, as if he had just walked in, one hand was still on the door, but he didn't make a sound at all, and looked at us fixedly.

Those amorous eyes, at this moment, also seemed to flash a trace of watery streamer.

Mu Hua didn't notice it at all, fed me a few spoonfuls of decoction, wiped my mouth with a handkerchief, and said lightly: "I don't bother to care about your business, but my best dowry is lost in this bowl of medicine, you better not die in my house." ”

After speaking, he wiped the corners of his mouth again, and was about to get up and leave, but when he turned his head, he saw Huang Tianba standing there.

She was stunned for a moment, then walked over, and without waiting for Huang Tianba to say anything, she looked at him, looked back at me again, and sneered: "What, I haven't seen enough before, and now I want to come and watch?" ”

Huang Tianba's face sank slightly, and he said, "Don't think nonsense. ”

"Am I cranky? So you didn't come to see her? ”

“…… I just came over to see if she was awake. ”

"Hmph, I mean, if it were just me here, you wouldn't be so diligent." Mu Hua said coldly: "But don't forget, that man is also here now, so it's better to be careful." ”

Huang Tianba gritted his teeth, didn't say anything after all, but walked over to me, looked down at me, and said softly, "Are you better?" ”

I nodded slightly, but my eyes subconsciously looked outside.

I still remember that before I fell into a coma, Pei Yuanhao said that he would take me away, and now that I have woken up, will he take me back? As soon as I thought of this, my eyes also flashed with an uneasy light, Huang Tianba seemed to understand what I was thinking, and said softly: "Don't be afraid. As long as you don't want to go, no one can force you. I'm not going to let him take you away. ”

Listening to his words, I was a little relieved.

But Mu Hua, who was standing on the side, slowly sank his face at this time......

Although I regained my senses, my spirit was not good in the end, and I was always drowsy for the past two days, less awake and more sleepy. On this day, I finally woke up a little, and when I opened my eyes slightly, I saw Mu Hua sitting on the edge of the bed, looking at me in a trance.

At this time, it was also early morning, but the morning light shone on her face, but it was a condensed paleness, with a faint chill, and even in those eyes, there was no half of soft light, but as if it was frozen by something.

For some reason, looking at her like this, my heart was slightly uneasy.

At this moment, the hidden door was pushed open, Mu Hua hurriedly got up and walked over when she heard the voice, and saw Huang Tianba walking in, she frowned, and said, "What's the matter?" ”

"Is she awake?"

"What do you care so much about her?"

"......" Huang Tianba was silent for a moment and said, "I just want to talk to her about something." ”

After speaking, he walked over gently, Mu Hua stood at the door, never looked back, just when Huang Tianba just walked over, she suddenly said: "In your heart, she is much more important than me, right?" ”

Huang Tianba's footsteps froze.

Mu Hua also turned his head and glared at him: "If it was me who was going to die today, would you come over and watch it twice in three days?" ”

Huang Tianba frowned, turned to look at her, and said, "Mu Hua, I thought I had made it clear that day, I don't have the kind of relationship you think about with her!" ”

"You're lying!"

Mu Hua's voice suddenly rose up, and it seemed to have returned to the atmosphere of their quarrel in the past, Huang Tianba frowned slightly, and also turned back with a hint of anger, but saw her pale face, standing there with a tired face, the corners of her eyes were red, and the original anger seemed to have dissipated at this moment, he sighed, and finally softened his voice: "I really don't." ”

“……”

"I just came to see her, I don't mean anything else, if you don't believe it, you can watch from the sidelines."

With that, he sighed softly and turned around and walked to the bedside.

I have been lying down, and at this time I have also supported my body slightly, but my hands and feet are weak, and I can't sit up at all, Huang Tianba hurriedly said: "You lie down quickly, don't get up." ”

I looked at him breathlessly, then at Mu Hua, and said, "I'm sorry, I—"

Huang Tianba shook his head and said solemnly: "Don't think too much. As I said, as long as you don't want to, no one can take you away, and you can take care of your body with peace of mind. ”

Having said that, it caused a discord between him and Mu Hua, and I was really unhappy in my heart, especially Mu Hua had always doubted the relationship between me and him, thinking of this, I turned my head and was about to say something to Mu Hua who was standing by the door, she had already turned around and slammed the door and walked out.

I became more and more uneasy in my heart, and turned my head to look at Huang Tianba: "Huang Ye......"

Huang Tianba smiled bitterly and said, "It's okay, she is often like this." ”

Indeed, since the days when I lived in his house in the past, it has been common for Mu Hua to get angry and quarrel with him, but I don't know why, when I woke up just now, I saw Mu Hua's condensed gaze, which always made me feel uneasy, as if something was about to happen......

Maybe it was because I slept too long before, but after waking up, I was a little more energetic, and after talking to Huang Tianba for a while, I slept for a while.

When I woke up again, before I opened my eyes, I felt someone sitting on the edge of the bed looking at me.

The gaze was familiar, even the breath, it made people tremble slightly, and the room was very quiet, it seemed that it was just me and him, this feeling made my heartbeat sink too, and I couldn't help but feel a little helpless between my breaths.

Then I heard his voice ringing in my ears.

"I know you're awake."

“……”

"Open your eyes."

"......" I stubbornly closed my eyes, just as if I didn't hear anything, and it was better to see the darkness in front of me than to see people I didn't want to see.

But as soon as I thought about it, I felt him lean down, and his whole body was almost covered with me.

I opened my eyes and looked at him in horror: "What are you going to do?!" ”

Although he was all over me, he didn't weigh all the weight down, propped one hand on my pillow, the other hand already caressing my cheek, his head down, his forehead almost against mine, and my frightened expression reflected in his dark eyes that were close at hand.

The thin corners of his lips twitched slightly: "What do you say I want to do?" ”