His voice was low and a little hoarse, and the deliberately gentle 'kiss' and the warm breath that blew up with it could almost tug at anyone's heartstrings. For more up-to-date chapters, visit: ШЩЩ.(7)(9)XS.сОМ.

But at this time, I only felt fear.

His hands were clasped at his sides, and there was no room for struggle, and the whole person put on a posture of letting him take what he wanted, which not only humiliated me, but also frightened me.

Fear of his violation.

More afraid of his never-ending plunder.

Feeling my stiff panic, he sighed lightly, slowly relaxed the strength of his two hands, but did not completely let go of my hands, but slowly stroked and 'touched' along the 'naked' and 'exposed' arms from the sleeves, and gently stroked my shoulders, gently 'rubbed' and 'made' twice, and then whispered: "It's all said, you don't have to be afraid of me." ”

“……”

"Even if I kill all the people in the world, I won't hurt you. ”

“……”

"Why are you afraid of me?"

“……”

As he said this, the silence around him had been completely broken, and I could hear another war begin, the ship swaying violently in the surging river, some shouting, some roaring, and the thick killing aura permeating the night.

He is going to attack Yangzhou again.

What kind of terrible battle will it be on this night, will the river be dyed red again? Will the sky once again be darkened by the killing of this night? How many people will be killed? How many families will be broken? How many eyes of anticipation will fall into despair from then on?

I slowly closed my eyes, hot tears welling up in my eyes.

He immediately felt the dampness iron on his cheeks, and between the two of them, there was nothing to hide, even the pain and helplessness in my heart, and his body sank a little heavier, so that I could barely breathe—he seemed to want it to be like this, to make me breathless, and to make me have no room to think and see.

I couldn't suppress the pain in my heart anymore and cried.

In such a dark night, the mournful cry of a 'woman' is enough to break anyone's heart.

Hearing my mournful cry resounding in the night, he slowly propped himself up, tilted his head, and 'kissed' me on the cheek.

Tears were gently 'kissed' away by him.

However, the next 'wave' of tears flooded uncontrollably, as if the river under his feet would not have a time to subside from tonight.

His hands slowly stretched out to my back, holding my whole body tightly in his arms, the bodies of the two people were close together, there was not even a trace of gap, even if I wanted to struggle, wanted to get away from him, he would immediately fill that gap with another posture.

All breathing, heartbeat, was under his control.

He 'kissed' my cheek, and finally printed my trembling 'lips', and said softly: "Don't cry, light, don't cry......"

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That night, he didn't touch me, and I didn't faint and lose consciousness under his aggression.

but was forced to endure a different kind of suffering.

I couldn't sleep all night, I was hugged by his hands, I felt his breath blowing through my ears and neck, I could see his quiet silhouette in the dark, and what kept me awake the most was the sound outside.

He probably consciously wanted to stay by my side in the event of war, and he was afraid that I would break down, but then I could hear everything that was going on outside in a state of great sobriety.

Roaring, screaming, screaming—

Helplessness, despair, pain......

By the time all the sounds and emotions had subsided, my eyes, which had been wide open all night, had dried up.

There was a faint light that seeped into this room from nowhere.

Pei Yuanxiu opened his eyes.

I don't know if he fell asleep or not, and although he had closed his eyes all night and breathed evenly, the arms that had imprisoned me had not been released all night.

He looked at me with a clear gaze.

"Didn't you sleep?"

“……”

"I know it was so noisy last night, it must have been so noisy that you couldn't sleep. ”

“……”

"Anyway, it's still a while before dawn, so why don't you sleep for a while?"

I curled up in the covers, looking at him with only one eye out.

Last night, it was really too noisy, I listened to the sound of fighting all night, and it was not until just now that it slowly subsided, I don't know how the battle went. How many people died? I don't know. Is Yangzhou already there-

I don't know!

And he, as the one behind the whole war, never left this room all night.

Of course, he doesn't need to go out to the deck to face danger, he doesn't need to fight with people with a knife and a gun, and even under normal circumstances, he shouldn't appear on this river when the war starts, because his safety is not only related to the war situation, but also related to the situation of the whole world. But under normal circumstances, everyone will worry about the development of the war situation, and everyone will want to get the information on the battlefield at the first time.

He didn't.

He didn't take a step away from me, and no message came in from outside.

If not indifference, then he is very confident.

He smiled again at my flickering gaze, propped one hand on the bed, leaned down, and gently kissed me on the forehead.

"You sleep, I'm out. ”

After saying that, he got up and put on his clothes, and even turned around and tucked the brocade quilt on his body again, then put down the curtains, turned around and walked out.

The moment the cabin door closed, I saw the dark-skinned child again, walking through the door with a basin of water.

The flashing figure made my originally somewhat 'chaotic' mind throb suddenly.

The next moment, the cabin door was closed.

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Since that day, almost every night, Pei Yuanxiu will come to my room.

Sometimes, he won't touch me, and his warm and fresh body after bathing is just clinging to my back to pass his body temperature and breath, but there is always a hand that stretches out and wraps around my waist, holding me firmly in his arms, and sleeping quietly for a night - of course, that quiet is only relative, often at that time, there is a murderous sound outside.

But sometimes, it's all night—

My resistance, struggle, begging, crying, in the end will only make his aggression more domineering and unscrupulous.

Gradually, I became numb.

When he arrived, I would tremble and be afraid, but I didn't dare to resist anymore, and the thin body he embraced didn't dare to resist him even if it was spasmodic and cold.

Almost every day, a person is dragged out of this room and killed.

For all sorts of reasons - refusing to eat properly, refusing to drink water, refusing to add clothes when it is cold, and only being silent when facing him......

I became a very well-behaved doll.

Sitting at the dresser, looking at the pale face reflected in the mirror, with completely blank eyes, a 'maid' and 'woman' carefully stood behind me and combed my long hair, each combing so soft that I could hardly feel it.

Because just yesterday, there was a 'maid' and 'girl' who was dragged out because I frowned when I was combing my hair.

She breathed a sigh of relief after brushing the last bit, then took a step back.

"Miss Yan, comb it. ”

I looked up at myself in the mirror and didn't say anything.

And at this moment, the cabin 'door' opened.

No one else will come uninvited, most of the time, no one wants to step into this room, I once heard someone outside whispering outside after he left, before falling into a coma, that there was a terrible person living in this room, and everyone would not want to go near this 'door' if they were fine.

He was reflected in the mirror.

The 'waiter' and 'woman' hurriedly stepped aside, and bowed down in a proper manner: "Childe." ”

He walked behind me, put his hands on my shoulders naturally, and after feeling my slight 'twitch', he slowly stiffened and calmed down, and a faint smile appeared on his handsome face reflected in the mirror.

"How's the 'spirit' spirit today?"

“……”

"I think you're much better than before. ”

“……”

"It's just that the 'color' of the face is not very good-looking. Look at you, haven't you eaten properly?"

As soon as he heard this, the 'waiter' and 'woman' who combed his hair subconsciously took a step back, and he almost fell down in panic.

I raised my head to meet his gaze in the mirror, he was looking at my pale cheeks with concern, because he had lost a lot of weight, his chin had become pointy, he just asked people to 'serve' me to wash, but he did not force me to dress up, so the pale face 'color' and the bloodless 'lips' of the mouth 'lips' showed the haggard that had accumulated these days.

His two hands on my shoulders used a little effort: "Why can't you always take good care of yourself?"

As he spoke, he held my shoulders, slowly lowered his head, and whispered in my ear: "Light, it won't be long before this world will be different, it will belong to us, and when that time comes, what you want the world to become, it will become." ”

“……”

"You have to be good enough to see it all come true on that day. Do you understand?"

“……”

"If you can't take care of yourself, then-"

Seeing that the 'waiter' and 'woman' behind me were already frightened and almost knelt down, I suddenly raised my eyes and met his gaze in the mirror: "I don't." ”

His eyebrows furrowed slightly, and his eyes flickered.

It was the first time I'd spoken to him in these days.

Since I knew that I couldn't fight, and I saw too many deaths happening, I became well-behaved, and at the same time, I didn't have to resist anymore, and begged for mercy, although Mu Ran's appearance was not interesting, but he was very satisfied.

But as soon as he heard me speak, a hint of joy flashed on his face.

"Huh?"

"I just—"