147 Is it the mind or the remnant soul?
To be precise, it seems that the endless darkness is also felt by the wind, because when you can't see the light, you naturally feel that there is darkness everywhere. There was a missing gap in www.biquge.info memory, darkness clouded all perception, there was no exhaustion or hunger, and the wind could not remember how much time had passed since the thunder sounded. The change suddenly appeared in that moment, not very obvious, but it was indeed different from before, it can also be said that Shengfeng finally had evidence to prove that he existed in a dark, not because he couldn't see because of the lack of vision, and the surroundings were like a dark cloud that was so thick that it could swallow all the light, and Shengfeng could already find the existence of the dark cloud. In the deep darkness, there were some traces of different shades in the black, allowing Sheng Feng to distinguish the size of the clouds and outlines.
The dark clouds are squeezing and stacking each other, some splitting, some merging. Sheng Feng only blinked slightly, and the dark clouds were no longer visible. Shengfeng didn't think that he was hallucinating, although he couldn't feel the existence of his eyes, but the outline of that cloud had entered his memory, all of Shengfeng's efforts were to want to appear something different from the darkness that could be distinguished, and some hallucinations were always better than nothing, and it was also acceptable. So Shengfeng continued to use all his thoughts to fantasize about the dark cloud that had once been.
Sheng Feng thinks that he is now a wisp of remnant soul that is about to dissipate, and there is nothing to lose, failure is nothing more than a pastime waiting for the soul to dissipate before dissipation, no need to worry about the length of time, even if it is not successful, it is not a big deal, so when the dark clouds appear again as if it is real and illusory, Sheng Feng who calmed down does not feel much joy of success. The dark clouds he imagined with his mind were not very stable, the last time because of the short distraction of the dark clouds appeared for a short time and disappeared, this time Shengfeng is no longer distracted, just like walking in the mountains and forests every day when he has nothing to do, Shengfeng likes to pay attention to things that he is not familiar with, and does not want the dark clouds to disappear too quickly and return to darkness, and the dark clouds are not very clear, it takes a lot of energy to be aware of the hazy patch, Shengfeng has developed the habit of being able to focus and be patient since he was a child, and at this moment he is not bored to pay so much attention to the dark clouds that are actually very bland。
The dark clouds have lost the contour boundary that can be distinguished again and again, and Shengfeng will take the trouble to imagine what he wants to see again and again, and now Shengfeng can already be sure that the dark clouds are really his fantasy, with continuous efforts, there are some incomprehensible experiences for the fantasy, the dark clouds have been relatively stable, and the outline is obviously clear compared to the original outline, enough to distinguish which dark clouds are the edge of those slightly lighter color outline boundaries, and which dark clouds are connected to which dark clouds, or crowded or superimposed.
Soon after, the idle Shengfeng began to try to drive the dark clouds with his mind, as if looking at the clouds piled up in the sky, in the absence of wind, those dark clouds moved very slowly, Shengfeng once observed the dark clouds in the sky, at that time just looked at the wind blowing, Shengfeng thought that the dark clouds at this moment did not exist, since it was a fantasy, Shengfeng had nothing else to do, so he thought on a whim that he could also fantasize about making the dark clouds move. If it's not stacked, let it be stacked on top of each other, and if it's stacked together, try to make it separate.
Shengfeng tries again and again, fantasies are empty again and again, Shengfeng seems to have endless inexhaustible strength, but unfortunately in the face of those dark clouds that are far away in the sky and close at the same time without substance, but no strength can be used, if Shengfeng can perceive the existence of his mouth, he will definitely open his mouth at this moment to blow the dark clouds, if Shengfeng can sense the existence of his hand, he will definitely spare no effort to stir up the dark clouds in front of it. The key is that Shengfeng has nothing, and now he is just a wisp of consciousness waiting for the final dissipation, just a remnant soul with nowhere to go, and he can't go back to his home.
Shengfeng thought of home very suddenly. The mind can be regarded as an emotion that was immediately touched and there was a very significant change, and the imaginary dark clouds moved inadvertently, and then those dark clouds disappeared again. Because Shengfeng thought of home, his consciousness was immediately full of memories of home, and he had no time to take care of the disappearing dark clouds, as if a stone fell into the calm water, Shengfeng forgot for a while that he was just a wisp of remnant soul left after death, and the idea of going home to eat became so strong, I don't know what time it is, the family will be worried, it is not a big deal to miss a dinner, but it makes the family worry about him, since Shengfeng has the ability to come out to play by himself, he has never let the family worry about him, and he has never delayed going home。 When I met the old man Tianji today, I was also pitted by his rhetoric, and I forgot such an important thing as going home.
It is said that one heart cannot be used for two purposes, Shengfeng was originally trying his best to use the power of his mind to push the dark clouds that came out of his imagination, and suddenly forgot that he was dead, thinking that he would not go home for a long time, the family would be worried, not only for two purposes, Shengfeng was also a little anxious and worried, just like the head would hurt if the brain was used too much, Shengfeng suddenly felt that the head was particularly painful, and others used the brain too much to cause headaches, the body relaxed, and the things that were too focused on thinking no longer thought, or rubbing them with their hands can always relieve a little. Shengfeng's headache was like the sky was falling apart, there was no time to breathe at all, the pain reached its peak in an instant, which made Shengfeng, who was too late to be prepared, screamed again and again, covered his head with both hands and couldn't help rolling on the ground, and still didn't feel that the headache was half relieved.
Shengfeng's body, especially the head protected by his hands, has hit the tree next to him more than once, and his body has twisted and shrunk into a ball and stretched out, and contracted and curled up again, repeating this several times, tossing for a short time, and the pain in his head that is more severe than pinprick I don't know if it is adapted or really reduced, and the sound of Shengfeng's screaming is no longer as tragic as before. Pain is an experience, but also a symbol, and too intense pain will last a lifetime. The pain that Shengfeng felt turned into a symbol, and when it was about to penetrate deeply into every bone of Shengfeng, this pain finally began to decay at a slow pace, to the extent that Shengfeng could barely bear it.
"Don't scream, my old man doesn't have much strength right now, and if you scream so ugly, you'll attract irrelevant people. ”
"Who? Who said I screamed badly? Whose voice was this?"
Hearing a voice from the outside world, Shengfeng's mind was closed for too long, and there was a brief pause. As with being reincarnated, there seem to be some ideas that need to be recognized. First of all, I realized that I could speak again. The sound naturally came from his mouth, and of course he was glad to feel his own mouth. There was still so much pain in my head before, and my head was there. And the two hands are tightly protecting the head at the moment. In order to further confirm that all this is real and not an illusory product, Shengfeng tried to shout not too loudly, his voice was a little hoarse, it was indeed not very beautiful. The reason for the unpleasant hearing was that the throat was dry and already on fire, and at the same time, Shengfeng could clearly perceive that he was lying on the ground, his legs bent uncomfortably. My eyes were covered with something, and my eyelids were very heavy, but fortunately, I still had some strength, and I still raised my eyelids after several efforts.
Is it because he has been in the dark for too long, Shengfeng finds that today's night is much brighter than yesterday's night in his memory, and if there is some moonlight at this moment, he will definitely be able to achieve a delicate degree of clarity. Through the mottled shadows of the trees, you can occasionally see a few lonely stars emitting a faint cold light in the distant night sky. There was no moon in the night sky, and the stars seemed to be a little brighter than yesterday.
His head was no longer in as painful pain as before, and he let go of his hands protecting his head, and sat up with a little force on the ground. Before this, when he fantasized about pushing those fantasy clouds, Shengfeng tried his best to feel that he seemed to have endless power, but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't release a trace, and now he realized that having freedom is a kind of enjoyment, moving any joint of the body easily, without discomfort, and even the fatigue disappeared without knowing when.
The fire in the wooden house of Xiangchun burned more vigorously, the small fire has turned into a large fire, the flame successfully tore through the wooden house, no longer just spewing flames through the window, the four walls were torn by the flames many cracks, the flames have wrapped the wooden house, in the flames of the wooden house seems to have become smaller, swallowed by the flames little by little into the belly, from a distance it looks like a big torch, the flames are still rising, in this thick night, the sky above seems to be ignited.
The wooden house made a more frequent crackling and popping sound, it was already a wooden house hollowed out by the flames, the surrounding wooden walls could no longer withstand the pressure of the roof, the raging flames raged around the wooden house not long after, boom The roof collapsed, collapsed heavily, the smashed flames were dimmed for a moment, and then there were more raging flames back, swallowing and jubilant one after another, and the collapsed roof was completely swallowed by the flames in just a short time.
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