167. Bismarck's Oath

"I used to be fearless until my rudder hit an aviation torpedo. "Bismarck, synonymous with seriousness and rigidity in the port area, as the crystallization of German technology, always thinks that she has enough self-confidence and loyalty to deal with any order when facing her superiors.www.biquge.info

It's just that she didn't expect that when she was touched by the chief on her ankle, the fear and loss that accompanied the crystallization of science and technology and the pride of Germany defeated her!

Unlike many ship girls, when a powerful hero ship like Bismarck is awakened by building machinery, it will more or less carry some of the things whose names are pinned on in addition to those basic things. Like Richelieu and the Prince of Wales, Bismarck had many unexplained memories from the beginning.

There are scenes of many people cheering "Bismarck" in front of her, some of them watching Hood in the distance in the distance as they continue to sink in the midst of a heroic bombardment, and some of the annoying flies dropping torpedoes above their heads......

And no matter how much these changes in dreams, the final scene will always be the same one: the scene of his own rudder stuck at fifteen degrees forever, and the scene of sinking himself in the sea of artillery fire with loyalty to his commander and Germany.

"The crystallization of German technology", "the invincible flagship killer Bismarck" Bismarck, who has all these perfect names, would be afraid, which is something that even she dare not imagine, so she has not told anyone, nor has she taken off her boots in front of anyone.

Even to her sister, Bismarck did not tell her about it. Sometimes in her room, she can't help but frown when she looks at the straight legs and delicate ankles under her boots, which makes her perfect imperfect. Maybe that's why she, as an older sister, actually has a little less structural strength than her sister when evaluating her combat power.

But this imperfection does not hide the light of Bismarck, she is the crystallization of German technology, put on boots, as long as she defeats all opponents from afar, she is still the perfect Bismarck!

"I never think about what to do if I fail, because it's not necessary. As Bismarck always said, Bismarck never considered being approached by others when he fought, nor did he think about retreating after defeat.

Perfect firepower, perfect protection, perfect training...... Everything gave her self-confidence, the confidence that she would never lose, the confidence that she would not have to escape because of an ugly defeat.

Bismarck could go to the Stove God or other shipwives who were good at repairing to help her look at her ankles, but she never did. She just looked at herself in the mirror, at the figure that gave all the German ship girls confidence and strength, and told herself again and again: "That is the glorious gunshot wound of a soldier! That is my glory and shame!"

Bismarck's concealment was successful, and she became a flagship, an absolute mainstay, the only battleship in a broken battle to seize resources, and she became an indispensable one for everyone. No one touched the Achilles heel of glory and perfection, not even Bismarck himself, who subconsciously avoided it every time he took off his boots.

But no matter how Bismarck hid this secret, there was a time when it would be discovered. Tirbitz reminisced a lot about her time in the remodeling, and as her thinking matured and her synchronization with the new equipment increased, she became stronger, so strong that she undoubtedly replaced Bismarck's permanent flagship position.

But Bismarck didn't care about that, because after Tirpitz stepped out of the transformation machine and saw Bismarck, he left his commander and rushed into his arms and cried.

Later, Bismarck learned that in that May, Tirpitz, who seemed to be forever parked on the slipway, was slowly dragged to begin the sea trials, and that it was also in that May that he died in the final battle with artillery fire because of the rudder jammed.

That time in Bismarck's room, she hugged the weeping Tirpitz tightly and had no intention of blaming the other party, because at that moment she was no longer just a soldier in the port area, but also a sister, a pair of sisters who had been reunited in the sea of memories for a long time.

It was also on that occasion that Bismarck's ankle was touched for the first time by Tirpitz, who had not yet recovered from his reformed grief. She realized that when she was touched on her ankle, she would be so weak that she would become that unbearable picture.

With a little ulterior motives in the face of Tirpitz's surprise, Bismarck once again felt the malice of his rudder towards her, which turned out not to come from the body, but from the spirit, and to destroy her strong and rigorous German spirit.

After that touch, Bismarck never let Tirpitz, who had regained his dead house appearance, touch his ankle again, and he would secretly touch his ankle from time to time when he was alone.

"No one can stop me! No one can defeat me!" Bismarck's idea was so simple: since it was only a psychological problem, let yourself touch it, get used to it, and overcome it!

Defeating the demons and defeating the enemy, this is the main theme of her Bismarck's life, she has faded the halo of the flagship, she is still the pride of Germany, and she is still the invincible one.

And when this great self-confidence was combined with any trust from her superiors, Bismarck became more and more reluctant to allow herself to be left with the slightest imperfection.

Her superior, Sun Wen, was perfect in Bismarck's eyes, efficient, rigorous, adventurous, and at the same time caring for his subordinates...... And during the time spent together, she gradually felt that her commander had another heart besides the desire for victory.

Bismarck knew exactly what the ring represented, but she did not refuse this trust and dependence. She was a soldier and a young girl, so she had imagined wearing this ring with someone, and it would be nice if that person was her comrade-in-arms and commander!

Zeppelin did not understand why Bismarck would accept a man who vacillated between camps, but Bismarck only told her that it was a girl's oath, and even more so a soldier's oath.

"This vow will always be engraved in my heart. ”

Since then, she is no longer the unrestrained pirate at sea, she has someone she needs to protect, and a place where she must desperately return in case of emergency, so she cares more about the hateful magic barrier on her ankle!

But the more Bismarck cared about this kind of thing, the more these demons intended. But in the end, even Bismarck himself did not expect that he would hurt him by being simply touched by the commander!

"I'm such an unqualified soldier! I actually attacked my own commander!" helped the commander to lie down on the bed again, Bismarck, whose legs were weak, resisted the tremors that seemed to emanate from his soul, and after finding the commander and his trusted U-47 to take care of the sleeping commander, he went to the room with self-reproach and guilt to copy the military regulations.

After the first time, and now there was the second touch in front of her, and I don't know why her body trembled, but what permeated her heart was not just fear, but as if it was mixed with something else. But it couldn't hide the look of fear that seemed to be in a nightmare.

Lying next to Sun Wen, Bismarck wanted to convince himself that even if she was playing a maid now, she was still a soldier, and as a soldier, she should restrain herself and never let the previous scene happen again.

Bismarck, who was full of restraint and respect, couldn't help but say what she thought when she was about to lose control of herself: "Master, I think that maintaining respect for superiors is what subordinates should do!"

"Is it just respect?" said her superior, rejecting Bismarck's words, "I don't think it's respect. His words came like a bolt from the blue, and Bismarck, who was a little confused, woke up again, and she realized that concealing it and not reporting it was also a violation of military rules

"Sir, please don't do this. In the face of Sun Wen's aggressive movements, Bismarck lowered her head and hesitated for a long time, but finally loyalty prevailed over her self-esteem that indulged in perfection, and it took a long time to say the words that had long been pressed in her heart and had never told anyone: "I was fearless until my rudder was hit by an aviation torpedo." ”

In the face of the chief's curious eyes, Bismarck recounted her long-ago memories little by little, and she didn't know why the fear that was squeezed in her heart slowly dissipated as she poured out, and the uncontrollable tremor she felt slowly subsided.

"Bismarck, you've worked so hard. His commander did not punish himself for his weakness, nor did he punish himself for hurting him, but after listening to his own affairs, he leaned side by side and thought about it for a while, and said softly: "I'm sorry." ”

"Sir, you've changed!" said Bismarck, shaking his head, sat on the edge of the bed, put on his boots, which were completely incompatible with a maid's outfit, and stood up.

Bismarck was a little disappointed, for her commander had changed since he returned to Portland, and was no longer so decisive and rewarding and punishable, and at the same time she was a little happy that her commander had changed since he returned to Portport, and had become more gentle and sentimental.

Turning around and carrying the other party back to the center of the bed, and then helping her arrange the quilt, Bismarck stood quietly beside her, watching him look at himself with some guilt, Bismarck bowed like a maid, and then said: "Sir, please don't make up some plots in novels every day like Tirpitz, it won't work for me." So please stop worrying about things that don't matter. ”

"Bismarck, you're not insignificant! you're all very important to me!"

"Thank you, sir. Bismarck heard Sun Wen's affirmation and subconsciously saluted, "Sir, then please take care of your subordinates while also taking care of your health!"

Bismarck, thank you for delivering food today, there's nothing to do, you can go and get busy!"

Bismarck saluted again, but a smile appeared on her face when she turned around. She is a soldier and a young girl, so she is very happy because Sun Wen's concern makes her feel warm.