Chapter 51: Ice Release
Mo Jian lost the temperament to talk eloquently in the past, and even spoke a little incoherently, feeling uncomfortable in her heart, looking at the sadness on her daughter's face, a burst of regret came to her heart.
It's all to blame for yourself, it's really messy if you care, Mo Jian secretly reflected on herself in her heart.
"Weiwei, it's Dad who is wrong, Dad is in a hurry, so he doesn't choose to speak, don't be angry with Dad, Dad didn't mean to say you. ”
When Mo Jian watched Fu Rong indifferent to her words and refused to look at herself, her heart was filled with remorse. When Fu Rong said that, he knew that his wife was really sad, so he quickly reflected on it, and then found that it seemed to be really the case, for so many years, his focus has been on Xiao Nuan, and he seems to be really ignoring Weiwei.
"Dad, I'm not angry, I understand, after all, Qingnuan is different from me, it's okay for you to be nice to her, I have nothing to be angry about. ”
Mo Shiwei shook his head and replied softly, looking at Mo Jian's eyes sincere and understanding, Mo Jian was very heartwarming for a while, and his heart was moved.
But Fu Rong didn't plan to let Mo Jian go like this. There are some emotions that she has endured for a long time, and she has not said anything in order to take care of the overall situation, and it is also because she understands her husband, so she just keeps some things in her heart and does not say a word, just because she doesn't want to embarrass her husband.
But this doesn't mean that she really has no emotions, she has, she sees that her daughter is going to fall behind Zhao Qingnuan in everything, she feels distressed! To Mo Jian, she really has a pimple in her heart, she was born with hard work, and then pulled it up, she is her own heart! No matter how bad her daughter is, it is also her pride, she just can't see others say a word about her daughter's badness, but when this person is her daughter's biological father, she can't say anything, and she swallows bitterness in her stomach.
Forget it before, Weiwei is not sensible, he often contradicts him, he is strict and harsh to Weiwei, and she has nothing to say. But now, her daughter has become good enough, and everyone can see her efforts, but he, who is a father, still turns a blind eye, and puts all his heart on Zhao Qingnuan, not to mention, now that Zhao Qingnuan is drunk, he still has to take a slight scold to get angry!
Is there such a thing? People who don't know will think that Weiwei is the adopted child!
Fu Rong endured her emotions for so many years, and finally found an outbreak in Mo Jian's questioning, and the thoughts that she had accumulated for so many years would not easily extinguish and compromise once she had the opportunity to break out.
She can endure anything, but she just can't see her daughter being wronged!
"You ask yourself, what's not as good as Qingnuan in Weiwei? The child has worked hard enough, can't you see it? You think about Qingnuan in advance, that's it, who made Qingnuan's life miserable, but Qingnuan has a problem with herself, why are you all on Weiwei's head? Don't you think about it for Weiwei when you do this? I feel chilled when I see it!"
Fu Rong couldn't help it, choked up in her bitter voice, lowered her head, and wiped her tears with her hands.
Mo Shiwei was very distressed, and hurriedly pulled out a piece of paper for Fu Rong to wipe her tears. Whether it is in the previous life or in this life, her mother in her eyes has always been noble and elegant, she has always smiled and groaned, when did she shed tears?
Mo Jian saw that the mother and daughter were both red-eyed, and they couldn't help but feel uncomfortable. Fu Rong's words shook him a lot, he never thought that he would inadvertently hurt the hearts of his wife and daughter, he never thought that his wife and daughter had endured so much silently. And himself, when he is micro, always seems to blame the most.
Thinking of this, Mo Jian felt even more uncomfortable, looking at Mo Shiwei with a sad face, his heart ached faintly, he suddenly remembered that not long ago she was still a little girl who could only be coquettish, and in a flash, she grew into such a big girl, but after thinking about it carefully, he couldn't remember how she grew so big, and the middle section was like it was missing.
The fine and dense guilt suddenly tugged at his heart, and the pain was overflowing, and the feeling of self-blame filled his head.
"Ah Rong...... It's me who is wrong, I didn't expect it...... Alas. Mo Jian sighed faintly, feeling a little vicissitudes.
"Dad, I'm not angry, my mother also feels sorry for me, don't worry, you are very good to me, I know you love me. ”
Mo Shiwei was a little confused and at a loss when she saw her parents like this, she just wanted her father to be gradually disappointed in Zhao Qingnuan, she didn't want things to be like this.
Mo Jian's self-blame and Fu Rong's sadness, in her eyes, were like a sharp knife that pierced her heart.
"Mom, don't be angry, okay, my dad didn't snub me, besides, Qing Nuan's life experience is indeed more pitiful than me, I don't feel wronged, Mom loves me so much, it's too late for me to be happy, how can I be sad? Mom, don't be sad......"
Mo Shiwei persuaded the two of them, anxious. And Mo Jian and Fu Rong didn't speak, but Mo Jian looked at Mo Shiwei's worried and uneasy appearance, and there were a lot of emotions churning in his heart, but he couldn't say anything.
"Weiwei, mom is fine, don't worry," after a period of silence, Fu Rong finally spoke, saying in a hoarse voice, "You ask them to send Qingnuan to the room, remember to ask her for a leave of absence when she goes to school tomorrow, she needs to take a break like this." ”
Fu Rong didn't look at Mo Jian when she spoke, and stood up and walked upstairs directly after speaking.
Mo Jian watched his wife leave, and panicked, after so many years, when did the two of them live like this? Thinking of what Fu Rong said when she went upstairs, her heart became even heavier, even if she turned her face because of Xiao Nuan, she didn't forget to care about Xiao Nuan, her wife, whether it was for herself or Xiao Nuan, was good enough. and Weiwei, for so many years, she must have broken the child's heart, but she is still so good to Xiao Nuan, but she treats her so harshly, she only cares about Xiao Nuan, and she has neglected her for so long.
Alas, I didn't expect to do so much wrong.
Seeing Mo Jian's appearance of being several years old in an instant, Mo Shiwei felt very uncomfortable. In fact, to be honest, how could she have no grudges against Mo Jian? Not to mention the very different attitudes towards her and Zhao Qingnuan, even the so many scoldings he gave in his previous life really hurt her heart.
So after being reborn, when calculating Zhao Qingnuan, she even had schadenfreude when she thought of Mo Jian. Dad, how will you feel when you find out that the good daughter in your heart, Zhao Qingnuan, whom you regard as proud, is actually a bastard?
In fact, Mo Shiwei in his previous life, looking heartless and unconcerned about anything, was actually fragile and sensitive in his heart, and longed for the love of his parents and his father's love, but his eyes always stayed on Zhao Qingnuan, and he only had endless disappointment and scolding for her.
Is she really his daughter? Mo Shiwei in his previous life thought about this more than once. So in the repeated intentional or unintentional provocations, the relationship between the father and daughter is getting worse and worse.
After being reborn, although she complained about her father and blamed her father, she couldn't resist the desire to get closer and get her father's attention if she wanted to become excellent, so she was actually conflicted in her heart.
But at this moment, seeing her father remorseful and blaming herself, she didn't have a trace of happiness in her heart, and she was really uncomfortable looking at her father like this. Where are those angry complaints in my heart at this moment?
"Dad, go back to the room and see my mother, don't take her words to heart, you go and coax me to make sure it's okay, you can't be angry about such a trivial matter. ”
Mo Shiwei squeezed out a smile, and his voice seemed to be very brisk, trying to break the oppressive atmosphere.
"Well, you should go back and rest early. Mo Jian sighed, then nodded and said in a deep voice, hesitated for a moment before speaking again.
"Weiwei, do you blame Dad?"
Mo Shiwei was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, not the kind of smile that he deliberately made just now, but a real smile, with a relaxed and calm look in his eyes.
"Dad, I don't blame me now, you are still my dearest father. ”