In the blink of an eye, he felt like his brain was about to burst, and his heart cramped violently, as if his soul was about to leave after it had been detached from his body.

Deep in the bone marrow, is this what it feels like?

Zhong Yuchen looked at the rain outside, like a statue, not moving, she left, she didn't leave, a rope was tightly tied to his heart, as long as he moved, he felt a faint pain.

After a long time, a shout pulled back his thoughts.

"Dad. ”

He turned his head and saw Zhong Xixian standing behind him, looking at him with bright eyes, "Eat." ”

"Hmm. "A word came out of his throat, and it was a bitter pain.

But there is a hint of rejoicing that he still has a child, which is their child.

The father and son went downstairs and sat at the dining table, Zhong Xiyi looked at him, and suddenly a smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, "Dad, today the teacher of our cram school told a joke, saying that two five-year-old children proposed, and the boy said to the girl: I want to propose to you today, are you willing to marry me? The girl said: Yes, but what you said is true? The boy replied with an oath: Of course, I really love you, and we are not two or three-year-old children. He grinned, "Dad, you say it's funny, isn't it funny, can you propose at the age of four or five?" ”

Zhong Yuchen knew that he deliberately wanted to make himself happy, but how could he be happy.

"Why are you teachers telling this joke?"

Zhong Xiyi was speechless for a while, and said, "I...... I don't know ...... either."

Zhong Yuchen pointed out sharply, "I don't believe your teacher would tell such a joke, you lied." ”

"This is what Xiaohua told me...... Dad, I'm sorry, I lied. ”

Zhong Yuchen stretched out his hand and touched his head, "It's okay, you can change it if you know that you are lying, and you can change it, so it's fine......"

His tone froze, but if he lied, who would give him a chance to change......

He never had a chance to say in front of her again: I'm sorry, I lied, you give me a chance to change.

"Dad, do you miss Mom?" he bit his lip and said, "Didn't you say Mom would come back......?

Zhong Yuchen looked at him, and a smile rose on the corner of his mouth, "Yes, and you." ”

The heart is churning badly, from head to toe, no one is warm.

Dinner too.

Zhong Xiyi went back to the room to do his homework, and he sat quietly in the bedroom alone, with a doll exactly like Shu Xiaoai next to him.

His hand touched the doll's face and whispered, "I really didn't expect that there will really be a time when I need you again, isn't it, only you can be by my side for the rest of my life, never leave, and never leave." ”

The doll will not answer.

He's the only one here talking to himself.

It's like that's really what it is.

She's around.

****

At this time, on the west mountain.

The cold wind blew, and the hard, white snow covered the doorway, and it rained again, falling on the snow, and melting.

Shu Xiaoai closed the door and rubbed her hands, "It's so cold outside." ”

"You just stay in the house when it's cold, don't go out, it's just, won't you feel bored?"

Shu Xiaoai shook her head, "Have you forgotten that I used to stay here for five years? ”

"Yes, but if you want to go out and breathe, I'll accompany you down the mountain when I'm well. Night's eyes looked at her.

"Is it the body or the soul?"

"If you want, the body can also be, but, I think, you still have to wait until your body is good, and then check the truth, as long as someone does it, how long will it be found out, now your mind is not completely concentrated, to be adjusted. ”

Shu Xiaoai was a little embarrassed, "You can see this?"

"Hmm...... Jiao Niang, if you want to take revenge, you have to show determination, this determination can only be given to you by yourself, others can't give it, and, I hope this time, you don't lie to me again What you once told me, if you are obsessed again, I will not let you go nonsense. ”

Shu Xiaoai nodded, "I know what you said." ”

Styx showed a smile, "If you want to find out the truth and take revenge, naturally you can't use your deity, what are your plans?"

"I also know that you can't use the deity, after all, the deity is dead in the eyes of the world, and there is such a big sin, so if you want to use another identity, you have to borrow someone else's body. Shu Xiaoai looked at him, "Others are living well, and I don't want to deprive them wantonly, can you arrange one for me?"

The dark night groaned, and then silently recited a few words, and after a while, Cui Jue appeared in front of the two of them with the book of life and death.

"Judge Cui, check it, who are the women who are dying these days?"

Cui Jue's face fell, "Lord, there are too many women who will arrive tomorrow." ”

"Then pick a woman about twenty years old, who has a particularly good family background, beautiful, favored, preferably who died by suicide accident, and who is seriously ill is not good......"

Cui Jue twitched the corner of his mouth, "Lord, such hardware conditions are not easy to find in this city, now women who want to die in their twenties are either abandoned and lost in love or are brainless and poor, rich twenty-year-old girls are not seriously ill and live well, which one wants to die." ”

Shu Xiaoai also felt reasonable, "You just need to find a rural one, after all, I don't need to check how good my family background is, I understand what you mean by the dark night, you want me to find one with such good conditions, it is more convenient to do things, but I think that it is better to find a rural one, no one knows, there are not so many relationships around, and it is better if it is an orphan." ”

Cui Jue was a little surprised, "Jiao Niang, you choose such conditions, it is very unfavorable for you, in the world, it is much more convenient to be beautiful than ugly, the family conditions are good, and it is also very convenient to do things, after all, everything costs money, and our lord is very thoughtful." ”

"There are pros and cons for girls with such conditions, living in such a circle, and being more favored, most of the friends around me are also a circle of rich second generations, private life is more chaotic, interpersonal relationships are more complicated, I don't like to deal with all kinds of people I don't know, so, I think, it is better to have a woman with no background, it is better to have no background at all, very ordinary, and I don't want to check the truth through my family background, I want to do this step by step through my method. ”

Styx thought about it for a while, felt that what she said was very reasonable, and glanced at Cui Jue, "Look for it, have any orphans died in the past few days?"

Cui Jue hurriedly checked, flipped through, and finally his eyes lit up, "Lord, the day after tomorrow, there is one, Jiao Niang and the lord, you can take a look." ”

He set the book of life and death before them.