cpa300_4();“ Where did you just go?"

Of course, I knew that I couldn't hide it from him, and I didn't want to talk about it, so as not to anger him and make further trouble, so I replied honestly: "I'm going to the cold palace." (See the latest chapter┲ ̅請丄_☆~ωǒ看書閣WWw.КAΝsΗUge.°COм)"

"What are you doing over there?"

"Helped deliver something. ”

Mama Wu was listening beside her, and hurriedly stepped forward at this moment and said, "Your Majesty, it was the queen mother who asked the slave maid to send some things to the cold palace today, but the things were too heavy for the slave to hold them, so just-"

So, there were people who did coolies. ”

He spoke, although the corners of his mouth hooked up a faint smile arc, but there was no smile in his eyes, such a smile and not a smile made people unable to figure out his feelings for a while, Mama Wu and I stood without speaking, and he looked down at me again: "Didn't you say that your identity when you entered the palace this time is just the mother of Miaoyan, so you don't want to go to meet the ladies in the palace, and you don't need them to see you?"

I said calmly: "I didn't go to see those ladies, so I didn't bother the ladies to come to see me, I went to the cold palace to help, and secondly, to see the old people." ”

"Old man, you still have old people in this palace. ”

"You always have to have a few friends. ”

“……”

He fell silent, looked at me for a moment, and then said, "Where's the good word?"

"It's still in the house. ”

"I want to see her. ”

"Yes. ”

It seemed that he didn't plan to pursue me anymore, so I didn't care about what happened just now, and I walked over and pushed open the door, and saw Miao Yan sitting on the edge of the bed, his legs drooping, and he didn't even shake quietly. Su Su moistened the warm water with a towel, wrung it moist to wash her face and wipe her hands, and when she saw us coming in, she hurriedly came over to say goodbye.

Pei Yuanhao glanced at her: "It was so noisy outside just now, did it scare the princess?"

Su Su replied, "No." ”

"Has she eaten?"

"Got up early and ate a bowl of porridge and some side dishes. ”

"What's for lunch?"

"This, still waiting for the eldest lady to come back. ”

Pei Yuanhao looked back at me, I walked over to wash my hands, and instructed Su Su while washing: "It's almost time, you go to the imperial dining room to get the food back, and prepare to set the meal." ”

"Yes. ”

Su Su agreed and went with Mama Wu.

Pei Yuanhao sat on the edge of the bed and squeezed Miaoyan's hand, the fleshy and tender little palm was very warm, even the fingertips were pink, he cherished it in the palm of his hand, and after being silent for a while, he said: "Actually, the concubine, they, just came to see the princess, and didn't mean anything else." ”

My heart sank and I looked back at him.

"You don't have to be so nervous. ”

"His Majesty the Emperor means that there is nothing wrong with letting the noble concubine take a look at the wonderful words, is it?"

"If you—"

"I don't want to. ”

This time I didn't have any detours, and rejected him directly.

His face was also slightly stiff, probably few people would refuse his request so directly, his face was a little unbearable, but I refused to back down at all, and continued: "In this palace, there are many children in the world, if the concubine wants to see it, I am afraid that she will not be able to see it with both eyes." ”

“……”

"If she says a good word, if others look at her, she won't know, and if others don't look at her, she won't know, since this is the case, why bother to do this, and waste a piece of hard work for the concubine?"

“……”

"Just let it go. ”

The meaning of my last sentence is already very clear, Pei Yuanhao's face sank slightly, and he didn't speak for a while, just got up and walked out.

I looked at his back coldly and walked out, then walked to Miaoyan's side, pinched her little hand, but was warmed by his palm, but I also know that this kind of warmth can't withstand the wind, if the cold wind blows for a while, I'm afraid she should be cold.

I closed the door and sat with Miao Yan for a while,

After a while, Su Su and they took the food back, and also set a big table, although there were a lot of things, but I only felt stuffy in my chest, and I didn't eat much, Miao Yan seemed to have been influenced by me, after feeding her half a bowl of porridge, she refused to swallow it if she wanted to feed her, and the gruel hung on her mouth and flowed to her chin, and I hurriedly wiped her with a handkerchief.

After feeding them twice, but they still refused to eat, I told them to leave.

When I sat back on the bed with Miao Yan in my arms, the sadness on my face and the heaviness in my heart could no longer be suppressed.

Although today, Nangong Lizhu's action was stopped by Concubine Ning, and it was obvious that Chang Qing had greeted Yang Jinqiao in advance, but in the future, if Miao Yan continued to stay here, how many times could Chang Qing stop it, and how many times could Yang Jinqiao stop it?

After all, the queen is the queen, ruling the six palaces, there are always places that she can't think of, and if you talk about Pei Yuanhao's favor, she always has to be one level lower than Nangong Lizhu;

But what worries me the most is Pei Yuanhao's attitude.

He did not exclude letting Nangong Lizhu get close to Miaoyan!

Maybe for him, belittleing her for so many years is enough for her to teach her a long lesson, besides, after all, it is the woman he loves the most, and she is sterilized, and she will not have any more children, which is of course her heartache, why not his? Nangong Lizhu has never had trouble with Pei Yuanhao in this matter, probably in order to leave this weakness, she is coquettish, it is more effective than other concubines kneeling and begging thousands of times, and now I am still in Jingren Palace, if I leave the palace tomorrow, he will bring Miaoyan back to his side to take care of it, and then Nangong Lizhu will get closer to Miaoyan, it will be a breeze.

When I think of this, my teeth clench!

Sometimes, there are really some evil thoughts that can't hold back the churning in their hearts, and it may not be a good thing to kill to stop killing, and she has done something to Miao Yan, although I try to make myself forget jì, but my heart is always palpitating, and the residual anger has not disappeared, and the safety of Miao Yan is the first big thing, and I can't wait until she does it again, at that time, it's too late!

But do you really want me to go back to the way I used to be?

I held the wonderful words, and my body trembled slightly because of the constantly contradictory thoughts, but for some reason, I recalled the glance I looked back at when Nangong Lizhu was leaving.

My heart trembled slightly.

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This afternoon was the busiest time for the entire court.

The New Year's banquet was just starting at Shen Shi, so at noon, the palace maids and eunuchs were already busy, the dresses on the side of the main hall were taken care of, and the cooking was in full swing in the imperial dining room, watching the sun set little by little, and the sunlight was moving little by little through the gaps in the windows.

I sat at the table, holding the pen in my small hand and writing, writing disciple rules.

Her little hand was still warm in my palm, but she was unconscious, and I took her hand and wrote it stroke by stroke, while writing, I whispered the disciple rules in her ear -

Whoever speaks and believes is the first to deceive and ridicule

It's better to say more than less, but don't be clever

I said softly: "Wonderful words, you must remember these words, and be a good boy who is honest and trustworthy." ”

She sat quietly in my arms, her dark eyes looking ahead, and she didn't know these words, these words, she listened to them, did she see them.

A little later, Chang Qing sent Xing'er to look at my side, naturally also asked about the New Year's banquet, I repeatedly said that I would not attend, after all, that kind of excitement is not what I should make up, and Xing'er also brought some refreshments, which Chang Qing specially explained, saying that the imperial dining room will be very busy today, what are we going to eat at night, just ask the small kitchen here in Jingren Palace to take it, I thanked me again and again, and Xing'er also left.

The bustle outside gradually faded away, and I knew that it was the emperor and queen who got up and went to the front hall.

Then, one after another, the voices passed.

It should be that the ladies of the palaces have also passed.

The front is very lively, at this time the harem is obviously a little deserted, the palace is also left with guards, but at this time who still has the mind, are sneaking to play, I let the small kitchen send some meals early, and two pots of wine, let Wu Mama and Su Su come to accompany me for the New Year, a table of people is not much, the wine and food is very rich, between the banquet to push the cup to change, a few of us talk and laugh, but also lively.

At this time, I heard a burst of music in the distance.

It must have come from the main hall.

Mama Wu was coming in with a bowl of steamed duck at this time, and when she heard the melodious music, the snow foam on the eaves fell, and she hurriedly walked in and said, "It should be the concubine Niangniang who has passed." ”

I nodded, not answering.

By the time we were full of food and drink, the sky outside had completely darkened, but in fact, it was not yet an hour at this time, and it should be staggered when I thought about coming to the main hall, and those courtiers should be staggered no matter what kind of power they were in on weekdays, at this time they always wanted you to toast and congratulate each other, for the emperor to see, and also for each other.

It's funny to think about.

Mama Wu and Su Su withdrew the wine and food, and went to cook decanting soup for me, but I actually only drank two or three glasses, and before I was drunk, I knew that they would make me a pot of tea, sit by the window and enjoy the snow, and that's it.

On the side of the main hall, the melodious music comes and goes, the sound of string songs, endlessly, in this night, it is constantly fluttering, drifting far, far away, I can almost hear the sound of the snow foam on the eaves being shaken and falling, like a person, stepping on the snow without a trace.

While I was listening intently, there was another sound of falling snow at the door.

Then, I heard someone knocking on my door.

Tuk-tuk.